{"id":18263,"date":"2015-07-13T09:04:13","date_gmt":"2015-07-13T08:04:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18263"},"modified":"2015-07-13T09:04:13","modified_gmt":"2015-07-13T08:04:13","slug":"nastan-semester","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18263","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e4stan semester"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Klockan ringer sju, lite som vanligt, fast det \u00e4r ju s\u00e5klart semester. Men mina steg g\u00e5r ner mot kontoret efter frukost och dusch. Har jobbat hela helgen f\u00f6r att komma fram till “semester” men \u00e4r inte d\u00e4r riktigt \u00e4nnu. Inget konstigt s\u00e5klart. Tusentals egenf\u00f6retagare \u00e4r i samma situation. Ingen av oss vill jobba p\u00e5 helger och ledigheter men det finns ingen annan som kan g\u00f6ra v\u00e5ra jobb och jobben m\u00e5ste bli gjorda. Men snart allts\u00e5, med lite tur fram\u00e5t lunch, s\u00e5 skall ocks\u00e5 jag s\u00e4lla mig till de sommarsl\u00f6a.<\/p>\n

Petite, lillkatten, ligger h\u00e4r bredvid mig. Hon har hittat en bra plats p\u00e5 skrivbordet uppe p\u00e5 en bunt papper. En\u00a0 bunt som jag snart kommer att beh\u00f6va rota i, och det \u00e4r d\u00e4rf\u00f6r jag skriver det h\u00e4r. V\u00e4ntar ut. Ja det dricks te ocks\u00e5. Ur stor kopp. Ingen ide att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got vettigt innan den \u00e4r urdrucken heller. Lag p\u00e5 det.<\/p>\n

Men l\u00e4ngtan ligger just nu efter att str\u00e4cka ut sig p\u00e5 valfri plats med en bok i n\u00e4ven och sen inte g\u00f6ra s\u00e5 mycket mer. Visst det skall tapetseras rum och det skall m\u00e5las och s\u00e4ttas upp pelare och det skall en massa anda saker men f\u00f6rst en stunds vila. K\u00e4nner det i axlarna som \u00e5ker upp mot \u00f6ronen mer och mer. Ger jag dom en tanke och andas djupt\u00a0 s\u00e5 \u00e5ker de ned\u00e5t, ned\u00e5t som om det fans hur mycket ned\u00e5t som helst. Stress. Rovdjuret som \u00e4ter m\u00e4nniskor.<\/p>\n

Den gamla damen utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret frestar med kommande fr\u00f6jder. Klasar med \u00e4nnu gr\u00f6na k\u00f6rsb\u00e4r. Plommontr\u00e4det st\u00e5r f\u00f6r samma frestelser. God tid kommer och det g\u00e5r fort. De d\u00e4r b\u00e4ren v\u00e4xer med en kaboom. Hade man bara ett \u00f6ra som kunde h\u00f6ra de d\u00e4r l\u00e5ga frekvenserna s\u00e5 skulle man h\u00f6ra sm\u00e4llen. Ja hela den h\u00e4r tiden \u00e4r fulla av de d\u00e4r explosionerna. L\u00f6ven kommer, gr\u00e4set v\u00e4xer, blommor sprakar i alla t\u00e4nkbara f\u00e4rger. . Fantastiskt. Ja man f\u00e5r ju inte gl\u00f6mma dofterna som vindarna f\u00f6r med sig heller.\u00a0 Doften av det sk\u00f6na livet. Men kallt s\u00e5klart om man \u00e4r frusen som jag. Om man nu m\u00e5ste leta n\u00e5got negativt. Skit i det liksom.<\/p>\n

Gammal jobbarkompis p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k i helgen. P\u00e5 v\u00e4g hem fr\u00e5n Ljungarocken.\u00a0 Skoj. N\u00e4sta helg kommer sv\u00e4rfar med Olle, Karins bror, p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k. Ja det tuggar p\u00e5 s\u00e5 d\u00e4r p\u00e5 somrarna. Folk r\u00f6r p\u00e5 sig och mer \u00e4n en tar v\u00e4garna f\u00f6rbi Lo(o)s. Vi blir n\u00e4stan socialt vanliga vi med. Sj\u00e4lv \u00e5ker jag s\u00e5klart s\u00e4llan p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k. R\u00e4dd f\u00f6r att st\u00f6ra, trotts inbjudningar, som jag \u00e4r. Kan andra s\u00e5 borde jag kunna. Men det kan jag allts\u00e5 inte. Borde v\u00e4l \u00f6va p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. V\u00e5ldg\u00e4sta ett \u00e5r i str\u00e4ck hos “v\u00e4nner” och bekanta. Men k\u00e4nns inte som om det \u00e4r min grej riktigt. F\u00f6r m\u00e5nga s\u00e4ger att “oj vad kul med om du kom p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k” utan att mena det. Jag kan inte l\u00e5tsas att det \u00e4r sanning eller chansa att det \u00e4r det.<\/p>\n

N\u00e4pp min dag b\u00f6rjar nu. Avundsjukan har lagt sig f\u00f6r den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen. Jag \u00f6verlever. Tynar bort lite varje g\u00e5ng jag sl\u00e4pper fram de d\u00e4r l\u00e5ga k\u00e4nslorna. Japp jag \u00e4r en d\u00e5lig m\u00e4nniska. Man skall inte vara avundsjuk. Den s\u00e4msta av egenskaper. Ber om urs\u00e4kt f\u00f6r att jag \u00e4r s\u00e5dan.<\/p>\n

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Klockan ringer sju, lite som vanligt, fast det \u00e4r ju s\u00e5klart semester. Men mina steg g\u00e5r ner mot kontoret efter frukost och dusch. Har jobbat hela helgen f\u00f6r att komma fram till “semester” men \u00e4r inte d\u00e4r riktigt \u00e4nnu. Inget konstigt s\u00e5klart. Tusentals egenf\u00f6retagare \u00e4r i samma situation. 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