{"id":18241,"date":"2015-07-09T07:45:03","date_gmt":"2015-07-09T06:45:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18241"},"modified":"2015-07-09T07:45:03","modified_gmt":"2015-07-09T06:45:03","slug":"ja-tamefan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18241","title":{"rendered":"Ja tamefan"},"content":{"rendered":"

De funkar utan musik ocks\u00e5. Tamefan.<\/p>\n

Nu biter frosten igen<\/em>
\n och parkerna brinner som eld<\/em>
\n Och himlen \u00f6ver V\u00e4sterbron<\/em>
\n \u00e4r gasl\u00e5gebl\u00e5 nu ikv\u00e4ll<\/em>
\n Jag ser ut \u00f6ver stan<\/em>
\n du \u00e4r d\u00e4r n\u00e5nstans<\/em>
\n Ensam eller kanske i en annan mans famn<\/em><\/p>\n

Ett h\u00e5r som kastar till<\/em>
\n i vimlet utanf\u00f6r en aff\u00e4r<\/em>
\n Jag har sett det n\u00e5gra g\u00e5nger nu<\/em>
\n men du \u00e4r inte d\u00e4r<\/em>
\n En doft g\u00e5r genom rummen<\/em>
\n en r\u00f6st i en biosalong<\/em>
\n Ett brev som aldrig kommer<\/em>
\n En radio, en s\u00e5ng<\/em><\/p>\n

Jag l\u00e4ngtar inte l\u00e4ngre efter att ha dej h\u00e4r<\/em>
\n men jag saknar dej<\/em>
\n Som om min sj\u00e4l har g\u00e5tt ifr\u00e5n mej<\/em>
\n f\u00f6r att vara hos dej<\/em>
\n s\u00e5 saknar jag dej<\/em>
\n Jag \u00f6nskar att jag aldrig<\/em>
\n hade tr\u00e4ffat dej d\u00e4r<\/em>
\n S\u00e5na som vi vet nog inte vad k\u00e4rlek \u00e4r<\/em>
\n men jag saknar dej<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu lyfter man b\u00e5tarna ur kanalen<\/em>
\n Snart fryser fj\u00e4rden h\u00e4r till is<\/em>
\n Snart sjunker dom h\u00e4r tornen<\/em>
\n och taken ner i ett r\u00e5kallt dis<\/em>
\n Folk d\u00e4rute bryter upp och flyttar in<\/em>
\n fr\u00e5n sm\u00e5st\u00e4der, skogar<\/em>
\n fr\u00e5n tristessens vinande vind<\/em>
\n Vi tar oss fram s\u00e5 gott vi kan<\/em>
\n mellan dr\u00f6m och verklighet<\/em>
\n Vi blir vad vi v\u00e4ljer<\/em>
\n Vi blir v\u00e5r ensamhet<\/em><\/p>\n

Jag l\u00e4ngtar inte l\u00e4ngre efter att ha dej h\u00e4r…<\/em><\/p>\n

Den h\u00e4r k\u00e4rleken h\u00e4nger kvar<\/em>
\n som en heml\u00f6s h\u00e4nger kvar i en bar<\/em>
\n Stolarna p\u00e5 bordet, alla har g\u00e5tt<\/em>
\n Han sitter kvar d\u00e4r han sitter<\/em>
\n som om han inget f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt<\/em><\/p>\n

Som om min sj\u00e4l har g\u00e5tt ifr\u00e5n mej<\/em>
\n f\u00f6r att vara hos dej<\/em>
\n s\u00e5 saknar jag dej<\/em>
\n Vid ett middagsbord bland folk<\/em>
\n i en tunnelbanevagn<\/em>
\n d\u00e5 saknar jag dej<\/em>
\n Som vintern saknar v\u00e5ren<\/em>
\n som den kloke saknar d\u00e5ren<\/em>
\n som en salva \u00f6ver s\u00e5ren<\/em>
\n som herden saknar f\u00e5ren<\/em>
\n saknar jag dej<\/em><\/p>\n

N\u00e4r jag k\u00e4nner doften av \u00e4pplena<\/em>
\n p\u00e5 S\u00f6dermalmstorg<\/em>
\n N\u00e4r jag tyngs ner av en b\u00f6rda<\/em>
\n pressas av en sorg<\/em>
\n som viskar i mitt \u00f6ra<\/em>
\n att jag varken kan eller vill<\/em>
\n \u00e4lska igen, att min k\u00e4rlek<\/em>
\n inte r\u00e4cker till<\/em>
\n Att jag \u00e4r d\u00f6d f\u00f6r livet<\/em>
\n att det \u00e4r \u00f6ver och f\u00f6rbi<\/em>
\n N\u00e4r jag inte hittar n\u00e5nting<\/em>
\n som jag finner n\u00e5n gl\u00e4dje i<\/em>
\n d\u00e5 saknar jag dej<\/em><\/p>\n

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De funkar utan musik ocks\u00e5. Tamefan. Nu biter frosten igen och parkerna brinner som eld Och himlen \u00f6ver V\u00e4sterbron \u00e4r gasl\u00e5gebl\u00e5 nu ikv\u00e4ll Jag ser ut \u00f6ver stan du \u00e4r d\u00e4r n\u00e5nstans Ensam eller kanske i en annan mans famn Ett h\u00e5r som kastar till i vimlet utanf\u00f6r en aff\u00e4r Jag har sett det n\u00e5gra […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18241","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-musik"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":41547,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41547","url_meta":{"origin":18241,"position":0},"title":"Munk","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2022-03-16","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Tim Gouw on Pexels.com En onsdag som skriker \"mitt i veckan\" och man k\u00e4nner sig stressad f\u00f6r man har inte hunnit mer \u00e4n vad man f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntar sig av en m\u00e5ndag med i princip en hel vecka kvar. 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