{"id":18227,"date":"2015-07-07T11:29:36","date_gmt":"2015-07-07T10:29:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18227"},"modified":"2015-07-07T11:29:36","modified_gmt":"2015-07-07T10:29:36","slug":"jag-fattar-ingenting","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18227","title":{"rendered":"Jag fattar ingenting"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ont i huvudet. Japp. Utan att ha t\u00e4nkt mer \u00e4n vanligt. Irriterar mig. Inte ens en Alvedon verkar hj\u00e4lpa. Irriterar mig det ocks\u00e5. F\u00e5r ta en till. Har mycket att g\u00f6ra- Innan semester. Kanske \u00e4r det stressrelaterat. En vecka kvar och h\u00f6gar med jobb som \u00f6kar ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att minska i omf\u00e5ng. Man tappar sugen lite. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga som vill ha, som tycker, och jag levererar och levererar och levererar utan att f\u00e5 n\u00e5got tillbaks. Karma ja pyttsan. Eller kanske kr\u00e4ver jag bara f\u00f6r mycket. Ett tack. N\u00e5gon som s\u00e4ger bra. Eller n\u00e5tt. Skall f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka sluta med det. Kr\u00e4va allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Halvregnig dag s\u00e5 d\u00e4r finns det inget egentligen att klaga p\u00e5. Det g\u00e5r inte att t\u00e4nka sig annat man kan g\u00f6ra utom att sitta och jobba. Strumporna har dock \u00e5kt p\u00e5 igen. En eftergift \u00e5t kyla som letar sig in ocks\u00e5 p\u00e5 ocoola gubbars kontor. Men n\u00e5gra dagars v\u00e4rme har \u00e4nd\u00e5 fyllt upp lite av den d\u00e4r goa sommark\u00e4nslan i kroppen. L\u00e4ttare att klara av tolv grader nu \u00e4n innan upplevelsen av riktiga sommardagar.<\/p>\n

L\u00e4gger ut “Johanna” p\u00e5 Soundcloud<\/a>. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 n\u00e4ra musiken jag kommer just nu. Jag tycker det \u00e4r synd. Ja och innan n\u00e5gon undrar vem “Johanna” \u00e4r s\u00e5 var det bara ett namn som funkade bra. Det n\u00e4rmaste jag kommit en “Johanna” i verkligheten \u00e4r en sjukgymnast. Ja och hon kan v\u00e4l kanske iof vara v\u00e4rd en l\u00e5t. Vad vet jag. Har hon ingen kan hon f\u00e5 den h\u00e4r. Jag har m\u00e5nga kvar. Liksom. Antagligen vill hon inte ha den hur som helst. Ja och “Johanna” \u00e4r allts\u00e5 vem som helst \u00e4nd\u00e5. Man kan ta de d\u00e4r friheterna som skribent och l\u00e5tskrivare. Varf\u00f6r l\u00e5ter b\u00e5da pretenti\u00f6sa n\u00e4r de sammankopplas med mig?\u00a0 VARF\u00d6R!?<\/p>\n

Tv\u00e5 skatungar h\u00e4r ute nu. Dom \u00e4r busungar fr\u00e5n f\u00f6dseln dom d\u00e4r. S\u00e5g dom vinna en fight mot en m\u00e5s idag \u00f6ver en tunnbr\u00f6dbit. Dom kommer allts\u00e5 att g\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt. Men bra tid att vara skata p\u00e5 nu. Fintid. I januari \u00e4r det d\u00e4remot j\u00e4vligt att vara skata. Rent av jobbigt skulle jag tro. Men dom brukar klara vintern ocks\u00e5. Jag fattar inte hur det g\u00e5r till.<\/p>\n

Vill man lyssna p\u00e5 Sommar idag f\u00e5r man leta i sig n\u00e5got att \u00e4ta nu. Det vill jag s\u00e5 d\u00e4rf\u00f6r skall jag vandra upp f\u00f6r trapporna och leta n\u00e5got som g\u00e5r att tugga p\u00e5 och som ger n\u00e5gon slags m\u00e4ttnadsk\u00e4nsla i stora magen. So by och solong s\u00e4ger jag h\u00e4r och nu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ont i huvudet. Japp. Utan att ha t\u00e4nkt mer \u00e4n vanligt. Irriterar mig. Inte ens en Alvedon verkar hj\u00e4lpa. Irriterar mig det ocks\u00e5. F\u00e5r ta en till. Har mycket att g\u00f6ra- Innan semester. Kanske \u00e4r det stressrelaterat. En vecka kvar och h\u00f6gar med jobb som \u00f6kar ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att minska i omf\u00e5ng. 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