{"id":18223,"date":"2015-07-06T20:16:05","date_gmt":"2015-07-06T19:16:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18223"},"modified":"2015-07-06T20:16:05","modified_gmt":"2015-07-06T19:16:05","slug":"godis-for-arbetsmoralen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18223","title":{"rendered":"Godis f\u00f6r arbetsmoralen"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Jag tror det \u00e4r den 7\/7 hela dan idag. Skriver det flera g\u00e5nger i loggar och i kod men ser nu p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen att jag ligger en dag f\u00f6re.\u00a0 Det har jag inget emot. Den sjunde f\u00e5r g\u00e4rna ligga oskriven. Vi tar den imorgon. Precis som det var t\u00e4nkt. Om man lever. Helt s\u00e4ker skall man inte vara bara f\u00f6r att bevara l\u00e4ngtan att f\u00e5 g\u00f6ra det. Leva allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Regn massor av regn vr\u00e4ker ner. Regn som \u00e4ter tv-signaler. Vi klarar n\u00e4stan inte av att titta p\u00e5 nyheterna ikv\u00e4ll fast vi v\u00e4ljer Svegmasten. Den brukar annars alltid leverera. Regionala nyheter \u00e4r det bara att gl\u00f6mma. Vi bor ju \u00e4nd\u00e5 i byn som Gud, eller om det nu \u00e4r Terracom, gl\u00f6mde.<\/p>\n

Men regn \u00e4r godis f\u00f6r arbetsmoralen. Jag f\u00e5r mycket gjort idag \u00e4ven om f\u00f6rmiddagen inneh\u00e5ller en del uppstartstid. Fast min utan-strumpor-bort-till-september-regel har inte l\u00e4tt att st\u00e5 p\u00e5 sig idag. Imorgon skall det bli \u00e4nnu svalare. D\u00e5 \u00e5ker de nog p\u00e5. F\u00f6r freden. Den som fryser n\u00e4r solen inte syns kan bli krigisk.<\/p>\n

Pavarotti sjunger som en galning vid dragspelarens hus. Japp den svikaren. M\u00e4rker det n\u00e4r jag h\u00e4mtar posten idag, Koltrastrackare. SVIKARE! Det \u00e4r h\u00e4r han skall sjunga med sina lungors fulla kraft. Han vi har h\u00e4r nu verkar ha jobbat i gruvorna. Hans lungor r\u00e4cker liksom inte till f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra l\u00e4ngre trudelutter. Jag vill byta. Men dragspelaren kan ju f\u00f6rtj\u00e4na den d\u00e4r s\u00e5ngen han ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Om den nu h\u00f6rs in till honom. Dragspelare skyr sol. Man hoppas han h\u00f6r. Man hoppas han njuter. Skall fr\u00e5ga honom vid tillf\u00e4lle. Han tittar s\u00e4kert bara fr\u00e5gande p\u00e5 mig.<\/p>\n

Som m\u00e4rks skriver jag nu d\u00e5 fortfarande blogg. Det \u00e4r m\u00e4rkligt. Jag borde sluta med det. Verkligen. Men skriver allts\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5. Det kan v\u00e4l n\u00e4rmast j\u00e4mst\u00e4llas med en sjukdom. Kanske finns det medicin mot bloggande ocks\u00e5. Ja det g\u00f6r det ju s\u00e4kert. Har jag inte f\u00f6ljt med patienter som skall p\u00e5 elbehandling. Det spelas varken musik eller bloggas efter en s\u00e5dan. Lugnet plockar bort all gl\u00e4dje ocks\u00e5. Men jag vet att den vars liv \u00e4r s\u00f6ndertrasat av depression och \u00e5ngest tycker att det \u00e4r v\u00e4rt priset. Inte jag \u00e4nnu. Man f\u00e5r hoppas p\u00e5 alltid. Men vad vet man.<\/p>\n

“Negerboll” f\u00e5r man inte s\u00e4ga l\u00e4ngre. Jod\u00e5 jag har inget problem med det. Jag vet att det s\u00e5rar. Eller kan s\u00e5ra. Vissa \u00e4r k\u00e4nsliga. Jag kan lik f\u00f6rbannat inte f\u00e5 “negerboll” ur skallen. Jag t\u00e4nker det varje g\u00e5ng jag ser en chokladboll. Gammal vana \u00e4r det.\u00a0 Men om det \u00e4r n\u00e5got nedl\u00e5tande i de d\u00e4r tankarna vet jag inte. Kanske \u00e4r det det. Det har aldrig funnits n\u00e5gon koppling till f\u00e4rgade m\u00e4nniskor i mitt huvud dock. Men kanske borde jag stenas f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r.\u00a0 Det tyckte i alla fall en elev en g\u00e5ng. D\u00e4ri l\u00e5g sj\u00e4lva raskampen. F\u00f6rst d\u00e5 ins\u00e5g jag att han var f\u00e4rgad. Jag l\u00e5ter normalt inte hud komma emellan. Den f\u00e5r vara randig om den vill f\u00f6r min skull. Eller neonbl\u00e5 och blinkande. Eller full av h\u00e5r. Men helt pl\u00f6tsligt stod vi p\u00e5 olika sidor av barrikaderna bara f\u00f6r en chokladbolls skull. Man kan bli ledsen f\u00f6r mindre. Ja och tappa tron p\u00e5 m\u00e4nniskors prioriteringar.<\/p>\n

Fast gett upp tron p\u00e5 m\u00e4nniskorna har man ju gjort n\u00e5gra g\u00e5nger vid det h\u00e4r laget. Det mesta \u00e4r n\u00e5gon annans fel. Man r\u00e5r inte f\u00f6r n\u00e5got sj\u00e4lv. Fast \u00e5terigen inget \u00e4r bara \u00e5t det ena eller det andra h\u00e5llet. Det handlar om perspektiv. Hon som \u00e4r v\u00e4rldens b\u00e4sta mamma hemma kan vara en m\u00f6rdare och torterare p\u00e5 jobbet. God eller ond. Det beror alltid p\u00e5 vem man fr\u00e5gar. Fr\u00e5ga musen om dess syn p\u00e5 katten och fr\u00e5ga \u00e4gare om dess syn p\u00e5 katten. \u00c4r katten god eller ond?<\/p>\n

Men jag har inte tid att skriva mer skit. F\u00f6r\u00e4ldral\u00f6sa skall inte det. Om man nu kan vara f\u00f6r\u00e4ldral\u00f6s vid snart sextio. Ibland k\u00e4nns det i alla fall p\u00e5 det viset. S\u00e4kert!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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