{"id":18036,"date":"2015-06-04T23:15:38","date_gmt":"2015-06-04T22:15:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18036"},"modified":"2015-06-05T06:31:15","modified_gmt":"2015-06-05T05:31:15","slug":"trott-som-en-langtradare","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18036","title":{"rendered":"Tr\u00f6tt som en l\u00e5ngtradare."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/009.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-18038\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/009-1024x768.jpg?resize=580%2C435\" alt=\"009\" width=\"580\" height=\"435\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/009.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/009.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/009.jpg?resize=400%2C300&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/009.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/009.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Tr\u00f6tt som en l\u00e5ngtradare. Ja n\u00e4stan lika tr\u00f6tt som ett cykelst\u00e4ll. Det har varit mycket n\u00e5gra dagar. Eller veckor om man vill se det s\u00e5. M\u00e5ste g\u00f6ra annat i helgen. Imorgon fredag. Woooooow. \u00c4ta n\u00e5got gott. Somna den utmattades s\u00f6mn i soffan. Fredagskv\u00e4llar. Kan inte annat. Den h\u00e4r veckan \u00e4r det solklart s\u00e5 att det blir s\u00e5. F\u00e5 ner tr\u00f6ttheten till ett skruvst\u00e4ds tyngd d\u00e4r uppe i hj\u00e4rnkontoret. Eller hittas en bra film kan det varas vaken. Jod\u00e5. Men den h\u00e4r fredagen skall den vara j\u00e4vligt bra. Det \u00e4r helt s\u00e4kert.<\/p>\n<p>Ja jag borde sova nu. Klockan \u00e4r tolv. Ocoola gubbar skall i s\u00e4ng i tid. Ja s\u00e5 har det nu blivit n\u00e5gra g\u00e5nger den h\u00e4r veckan. Timmar bortkastade. Har vaknat vid tretiden hela veckan. Ljust som p\u00e5 dan. Tranorna h\u00e4lsar solen. G\u00f6r det med besked. L\u00e5ter som ett m\u00e5l i en fotbollsmatch.\u00a0 H\u00e4rligt egentligen, men ocool gubbe ligger vaken. Funderar. Kommer p\u00e5 bra grejer. Men somnar till slut \u00e4nd\u00e5. Tr\u00f6tt hela dan sen och mycket att g\u00f6ra. Har gl\u00f6mt de bra grejer jag kom p\u00e5 vid tre.<\/p>\n<p>Pavarotti sjunger h\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r kv\u00e4ll. Den h\u00e4r tiden brukar det vara \u00f6ppna f\u00f6nster och tystnad + njutning n\u00e4r han sjunger sina s\u00e5nger. Men det g\u00e5r ju inte nu. Tre grader h\u00e4r nu. Det \u00e4r ju l\u00f6jligt. Till och med Pavarotti sjunger inte som koltrastar brukar i den h\u00e4r kylan. Ja eller om det nu inte \u00e4r Pavarottis son. Oklar det d\u00e4r \u00e4nnu. M\u00e5ste klarg\u00f6ra i sommar.<\/p>\n<p>Min sk\u00f6na gamla Samsung Galaxy telefon b\u00f6rjar fungera igen efter att jag rengjort den lite inne i det allra heligaste. Gr\u00e4s. Har haft en Iphone ett tag och det har varit en skr\u00e4ckupplevelse. Gillar icke!\u00a0 Nu kan jag k\u00f6ra Android igen Ljuvligt. Ett tag. Best\u00e4ller ett nytt batteri i ren pur gl\u00e4dje.<\/p>\n<p>Kamrat i Holland med fru skall \u00e5ka mot havet och bada imorgon. Ja j\u00e4vlar, kan han s\u00e4ga (ja g\u00f6ra) som har 29 grader. Det \u00e4r f\u00f6rbannat or\u00e4ttvist. Skrattar dessutom lite r\u00e5tt n\u00e4r jag ber\u00e4ttar om v\u00e5ra fem, ja de som \u00e4r tre just nu. S\u00e5 n\u00e4ra men s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat olika. Nederl\u00e4nderna \u00e4r bra. Amsterdam ljuvligt. Man skall vara ung och k\u00e4r i Amsterdam och vandra omkring d\u00e4r berusad av passion. Vi gjorde det en g\u00e5ng.\u00a0 L\u00e4ngesedan. Bra m\u00e4nniskor. V\u00e4nlighet finns d\u00e4r. Man orkar hj\u00e4lpa till. Men sist jag var d\u00e4r var jag ensam. Man kan bli f\u00f6rbannat ensam i en stor stad. Eller k\u00e4nna sig. Det \u00e4r ju inte samma sak.\u00a0 Vandrade d\u00e5 ocks\u00e5. Men lite mer ledsamt s\u00e5klart. Men skulle kunna bo d\u00e4r. Japp definitivt. P\u00e5 en b\u00e5t kanske. I en rolig kanal.\u00a0 I alla fall ett tag. S\u00e5 f\u00f6rbaskat n\u00e4ra till allt i Europa. Man \u00e4r i London eller Paris p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon timme. Berlin bredvid. N\u00e4stan. Det skulle forma en. Man kanske blev en glad lax. Eller abborre. L\u00f6rdagshandla ena veckan i London och n\u00e4sta i Paris. Bara f\u00f6r att man kan. Eller \u00e5ka dit f\u00f6r att man vet var man kan f\u00e5 en god Cappuccino.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00e4pp nu skiter vi i det h\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r redan fredag. Man kan inleda med att sova. Ja eller i alla fall l\u00e4sa. En stund. Lugna ner tankarna. Upp\u00e5t allts\u00e5, och hejd\u00e5 kontoret.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tr\u00f6tt som en l\u00e5ngtradare. Ja n\u00e4stan lika tr\u00f6tt som ett cykelst\u00e4ll. Det har varit mycket n\u00e5gra dagar. Eller veckor om man vill se det s\u00e5. M\u00e5ste g\u00f6ra annat i helgen. Imorgon fredag. Woooooow. \u00c4ta n\u00e5got gott. Somna den utmattades s\u00f6mn i soffan. Fredagskv\u00e4llar. Kan inte annat. 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