{"id":18019,"date":"2015-06-01T22:16:46","date_gmt":"2015-06-01T21:16:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18019"},"modified":"2015-06-01T22:19:17","modified_gmt":"2015-06-01T21:19:17","slug":"nu-ger-jag-upp-inte-fullmanen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18019","title":{"rendered":"Nu ger jag upp &#8211; inte fullm\u00e5nen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/jorden_manen4r.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-18020\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/jorden_manen4r.jpg?resize=400%2C400\" alt=\"jorden_manen4r\" width=\"400\" height=\"400\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Ibland m\u00e5ste man bara g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga sig tidigare. Lite f\u00f6r sakens skull. Ge upp sl\u00e4ppa taget. S\u00e5 f\u00e5r det bli idag. Skall strax ta trapporna upp till l\u00e4genheten och l\u00e4mna kontoret \u00e5t sitt \u00f6de. Det \u00e4r s\u00e4llan jag ger mig s\u00e5 tidigt p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen. Sl\u00f6sar bort en timme som kunde anv\u00e4ndas bra och fint och v\u00e4l. Men det \u00e4r v\u00e4l \u00e5ldern. Snart sextio. Urgammal. Ja j\u00e4vlar. Vem fan kunde tro att man skulle komma hit n\u00e4r man var finnig och runt femton.<\/p>\n<p>Lundell bloggar igen. Det \u00e4r en gl\u00e4dje. Har saknat hans inl\u00e4gg mer \u00e4n jag trodde och d\u00e5 var \u00e4nd\u00e5 &#8220;trodde-niv\u00e5n&#8221; f\u00f6rbaskat h\u00f6g. Men nu \u00e4r lugnet \u00e5terst\u00e4llt igen allts\u00e5. Man har n\u00e5got att se fram emot om dagarna nu. \u00c4r dit och kikar tre g\u00e5nger i timmen om det finns ett nytt inl\u00e4gg mellan att de faktiskt finns. F\u00f6rv\u00e4ntningar \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n n\u00e4r de uppfylls. Men UL och jag \u00e4r br\u00f6der. Pavarotti, the Killing och Dvorak \u00e4r v\u00e5rt arv. Ja Pavarotti \u00e4r en koltrast d\u00e5 f\u00f6r den som undrar. Eller antibr\u00f6der kanske. M\u00f6ts vi blir det ingen materia kvar. Energi bara Poff. S\u00e5 vi skiter i det. Lagom avst\u00e5nd nu. Bornholm kan bli farligt i sommar. Men d\u00e4r finns tjocka murar. Ja och vita damen som sp\u00f6kar. Man borde kunna klara sig. F\u00e5r s\u00e4ga buss p\u00e5 till vita damen om han kommer f\u00f6r n\u00e4ra. Ja om vi nu kommer dit K och jag. Vem vet det s\u00e5h\u00e4r l\u00e5ngt f\u00f6re. Men det \u00e4r planen, Alvaret skall vi g\u00e5 vilse p\u00e5 ocks\u00e5. Det m\u00e5ste man. G\u00e5 ut d\u00e4r strax innan kv\u00e4llsdimman l\u00e4gger sig. Ingen j\u00e4vel hittar tillbaks sen. Ja det vet man ju. Och vad h\u00e4nder p\u00e5 Alvaret om n\u00e4tterna. N\u00e4 just det. Ingen levande sj\u00e4l har \u00e5terv\u00e4nt och kunnat ber\u00e4tta. Det \u00e4r liksom final count down eller n\u00e5tt fast utan raket.<\/p>\n<p>UL&#8217;s bloggande fick mitt bloggsug att \u00e5terkomma. Sorry. Nu var det faktiskt roligt att skriva igen. Just nu i alla fall. F\u00f6rsta m\u00e5ndagen i juni anno 2015. Eller Svamla som Tidholm s\u00e4ger. Ja att jag g\u00f6r allts\u00e5. Det tar jag som en komplimang. Han har ju \u00e4nd\u00e5 varit p\u00e5 TV. Fast det har jag ocks\u00e5 varit \u00e5 andra sidan. Fast aldrig samtidigt. Det skulle aldrig g\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Fast nu f\u00e5r det r\u00e4cka. Dessa f\u00f6rbannade ord. Imorgon \u00e4r det fullm\u00e5ne. Det ni. \u00c4lvor och gamla gubbar dansar i fullm\u00e5nens sken. Ja det \u00e4r l\u00e4tt att lura ut de gamla gubbarna s\u00e5klart. Speciellt p\u00e5 sommaren. T\u00e4nk R\u00f6nnerdahl.\u00a0 N\u00e5got gubbsjukt \u00f6ver det hela. Men det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r med det. Inget att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got \u00e5t. Fullm\u00e5nen drar i b\u00e5de hav och gamla gubbar. S\u00e5 har det alltid varit. En och annan \u00e4lg ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r den delen. Ni skall se p\u00e5 fan att UL skriver om fullm\u00e5nen snart ocks\u00e5. Gubben. Snatteri. Japp. Tjohej. Godnatt.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ibland m\u00e5ste man bara g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga sig tidigare. Lite f\u00f6r sakens skull. Ge upp sl\u00e4ppa taget. S\u00e5 f\u00e5r det bli idag. Skall strax ta trapporna upp till l\u00e4genheten och l\u00e4mna kontoret \u00e5t sitt \u00f6de. Det \u00e4r s\u00e4llan jag ger mig s\u00e5 tidigt p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen. Sl\u00f6sar bort en timme som kunde anv\u00e4ndas bra och fint [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18019","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":28713,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28713","url_meta":{"origin":18019,"position":0},"title":"\u00d6vermannad","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-05-29","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag har suttit nu i snart tretton timmar och skrivit, ja snarare \u00e4ndrat fr\u00e5n ett format till ett annat. 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