{"id":17921,"date":"2015-05-21T09:50:37","date_gmt":"2015-05-21T08:50:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17921"},"modified":"2015-11-30T12:10:15","modified_gmt":"2015-11-30T11:10:15","slug":"ny-dag","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17921","title":{"rendered":"Ny dag"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Jag f\u00e5r det d\u00e4r mailet vid pass tolv n\u00e4r jag precis skall g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga mig. Det stora Amerikanska f\u00f6retaget med fler civilingenj\u00f6rer \u00e4n inv\u00e5nare i den h\u00e4r kommunen, ja alla inv\u00e5nare i kommunerna runt omkring lagda till det ocks\u00e5, har best\u00e4mt sig f\u00f6r att g\u00f6ra en officiell demo med “mitt” protokoll\/framework. Det kan v\u00e4l inte bli mer positivt \u00e4n s\u00e5. Ja det \u00e4r ju inga 200 miljoner dollar p\u00e5 kontot s\u00e5klart. Men en bit p\u00e5 v\u00e4g. Positivt. J\u00e4vligt positivt.<\/p>\n

Men Svensk som jag \u00e4r tar jag inte ut n\u00e5got i f\u00f6rskott. “Det blir nog inget till slut \u00e4nd\u00e5”. Ja ni vet det d\u00e4r som viskar i bakhuvudet och som alltid finns d\u00e4r. Man har hurrat och firat s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger f\u00f6rut \u00e5t det som f\u00f6rst l\u00e5ter lovande men sen bara blir pannkaka. Men idag \u00e4r s\u00e5klart en bra dag. Pepp f\u00f6r fortsatta \u00e4ndl\u00f6sa timmar till i min mission att f\u00f6r\u00e4ndra v\u00e4rden \u00e4r det onekligen. Den som till slut \u00e4nd\u00e5 f\u00e5r en att sitta kvar och jobba n\u00e4r andra ropar “kom med och ha skoj”. Japp s\u00e5 \u00e4r det. Det kan man \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte komma fr\u00e5n. \u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e5ker jag in i ett slags tr\u00f6tthetens bl\u00e5 tillst\u00e5nd varje g\u00e5ng det h\u00e4nder s\u00e5dana h\u00e4r grejer. Mer d\u00e4mpad och n\u00e4stan ledsen \u00e4n jublande glad. Ja som varje examen och kalas. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got fel p\u00e5 mig!<\/p>\n

K messar och s\u00e4ger att svalorna kommit. Det \u00e4r ingen hejd p\u00e5 gl\u00e4dje\u00e4mnena denna dag allts\u00e5. Ja jag m\u00e5ste n\u00e4stan springa ut och h\u00e4lsa jag med. Sommar.<\/p>\n

L\u00f6ven kommer h\u00e4r uppe nu. Lyssnar man riktigt riktigt noga s\u00e5 h\u00f6r man hur det mullrar d\u00e4r ute. Ja det \u00e4r som en jordb\u00e4vning men p\u00e5 \u00e4nnu l\u00e4gre frekvenser. Det \u00e4r helt fantastiskt och otroligt att detta kan ske varje \u00e5r. Denna enorma tillv\u00e4xt som sker. Vilken kraft det finns i livet. Va! Man bara gapar om man t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 det. Om en vecka \u00e4r alla l\u00f6v fullt utvecklade. Skirt gr\u00f6na. Hem f\u00f6r miljarder andra. Fabriker som startas upp till full produktion. Livet liksom kittlar en till skratt n\u00e4r man ser allt det d\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r underbart. Lycka. Evolutionens p\u00e4rla.<\/p>\n

Ser en vattenspegel genom f\u00f6nstret ig\u00e5r kv\u00e4ll (se ovan). M\u00e5ste ta en bild. Definitivt betyda det ju att vi kan skriva “sj\u00f6n\u00e4ra” i f\u00f6rs\u00e4ljningsannonserna. Eller hur? Priset rasar i h\u00f6jden. Att det bara \u00e4r en damm f\u00e5r v\u00e4l den eventuelle k\u00f6paren uppt\u00e4cka sj\u00e4lv. Om vi nu skall flytta. Vi borde det. Men till n\u00e5got b\u00e4ttre. Man f\u00e5r ta det lite varligt d\u00e4rf\u00f6r. Bra till b\u00e4ttre \u00e4r det som g\u00e4ller. Livet h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen \u00e4r det inget fel p\u00e5. Definitivt inte.<\/p>\n

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Lillkatten (Petite) \u00e4r med p\u00e5 kontoret och jobbar idag. Det g\u00e5r s\u00e5d\u00e4r med jobbdelen.\u00a0 Men ger \u00e4nd\u00e5 mig ett slags lugn. Att en bunt varuprovsp\u00e5sar kan vara s\u00e5 sk\u00f6na som huvudkudde?<\/p>\n

Nackdelen med att ha henne med i lokalerna \u00e4r att spela musik h\u00f6gt f\u00e5r g\u00e5 bort. Man f\u00e5r l\u00e5ta tystnaden omsluta sig. Ja och det bli j\u00e4vlig tyst h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Det m\u00e4rks mer att man sitter sj\u00e4lv. S\u00e5 man f\u00e5r v\u00e4l resonera lite med sig sj\u00e4lv helt enkelt. Han\/hon\/det\/gud \u00e4r det ju ingen ide att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka f\u00f6ra samtal med. Ganska tr\u00e5kigt att prata med sig sj\u00e4lv ocks\u00e5 i l\u00e4ngden. Man blir ju s\u00e4llan \u00f6verraskad \u00f6ver kommentarerna. \u00c4ven om det ocks\u00e5 h\u00e4nder d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. Att man \u00f6verraskar sig sj\u00e4lv allts\u00e5. Oftast f\u00f6r att man \u00e4r dummare \u00e4n vad man trodde. Det hade varit sk\u00f6nt om det var \u00e5t andra h\u00e5llet.<\/p>\n

Men nu svamlar jag igen. PO har r\u00e4tt om det men inte om Norrlands underg\u00e5ng. Jag har buggar att r\u00e4tta. Men f\u00f6rst ett glas vatten f\u00f6r att fira dagens triumfer. Jippie, klackarna i taket! ;-\/<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag f\u00e5r det d\u00e4r mailet vid pass tolv n\u00e4r jag precis skall g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga mig. Det stora Amerikanska f\u00f6retaget med fler civilingenj\u00f6rer \u00e4n inv\u00e5nare i den h\u00e4r kommunen, ja alla inv\u00e5nare i kommunerna runt omkring lagda till det ocks\u00e5, har best\u00e4mt sig f\u00f6r att g\u00f6ra en officiell demo med “mitt” protokoll\/framework. 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