{"id":1785,"date":"2012-10-29T09:57:26","date_gmt":"2012-10-29T08:57:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=1785"},"modified":"2014-03-03T15:26:36","modified_gmt":"2014-03-03T14:26:36","slug":"nestor-nilsson","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=1785","title":{"rendered":"Nestor Nilsson"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/farfar.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/farfar-223x300.jpg?resize=223%2C300\" alt=\"\" title=\"farfar\" width=\"223\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-1786\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/farfar.jpg?resize=223%2C300&amp;ssl=1 223w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/farfar.jpg?resize=763%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 763w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/farfar.jpg?w=2048&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/farfar.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/farfar.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 223px) 100vw, 223px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Farfar, taget med sj\u00e4lvutl\u00f6sare omkring 1919-1920 skulle jag tro. Full av framtidstro n\u00e5gonstans i Klara i Stockholm. Han ville inte bli skogsarbetare eller bonde s\u00e5 han drog till Stockholm tidigt precis som vi alla gjort i min sl\u00e4kt. Hade bott h\u00e4r uppe i Los n\u00e5gra \u00e5r innan jag fick reda p\u00e5 att han faktiskt f\u00f6ddes h\u00e4r. En slump som \u00e4r h\u00e4pnadsv\u00e4ckande och inte blir s\u00e4mre att min farsa och morsa hade sommarstuga tv\u00e5 kilometer fr\u00e5n d\u00e4r farfar f\u00f6ddes. Inte heller dom visste. Men cirklar sluts.<\/p>\n<p>Farfar drog n\u00e4r farmor f\u00f6dde farsan. Alla barnen och tv\u00e5nget blev nog f\u00f6r mycket f\u00f6r honom. Han blev sjuk. Jag har l\u00e4st journalerna d\u00e4r l\u00e4karen skriver att han l\u00e4ste f\u00f6r mycket. Han som \u00e4nd\u00e5 till slut var tvungen att bli bonde f\u00f6r att kunna f\u00f6rs\u00f6rja familjen men egentligen ville s\u00e5 mycket annat. Han fick ge upp sina dr\u00f6mmar eller vad vet jag, kanske fann han dom igen. Levde m\u00e5nga \u00e5r p\u00e5 gatorna i Stockholm med demonerna i famn. Vad jag vet tr\u00e4ffade min pappa honom bara en enda g\u00e5ng, tidigt femtiotal. <\/p>\n<p>En sorglig historia allts\u00e5. Men p\u00e5 det h\u00e4r kortet \u00e4r Nestor Nilsson full av framtidstro n\u00e4r han testar sin nya kamera.<\/p>\n<p>Den h\u00e4r l\u00e5ten <a href=\"http:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/2BtHaTe7enM2V9ye3dRQFA\">Hedman \u2013 Nestor Nilsson<\/a> \u00e4r ber\u00e4ttelsen om honom.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Farfar, taget med sj\u00e4lvutl\u00f6sare omkring 1919-1920 skulle jag tro. Full av framtidstro n\u00e5gonstans i Klara i Stockholm. Han ville inte bli skogsarbetare eller bonde s\u00e5 han drog till Stockholm tidigt precis som vi alla gjort i min sl\u00e4kt. Hade bott h\u00e4r uppe i Los n\u00e5gra \u00e5r innan jag fick reda p\u00e5 att han faktiskt f\u00f6ddes [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1785","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2631,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=2631","url_meta":{"origin":1785,"position":0},"title":"Ella och Brita drar till USA  (eller cirklar sluts)","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-01-16","format":false,"excerpt":"Ella Nilsdotter och Brita Nilsdotter flyttar till USA 1882. 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