{"id":17712,"date":"2015-04-28T13:10:35","date_gmt":"2015-04-28T12:10:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=17712"},"modified":"2016-02-29T18:16:57","modified_gmt":"2016-02-29T17:16:57","slug":"fran-andra-sidan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17712","title":{"rendered":"Fr\u00e5n andra sidan"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/D%C3%B6skalle-svart_big.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-17718 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/D%C3%B6skalle-svart_big.jpg?resize=453%2C338\" alt=\"D\u00f6skalle svart_big\" width=\"453\" height=\"338\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/D%C3%B6skalle-svart_big.jpg?w=453&amp;ssl=1 453w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/D%C3%B6skalle-svart_big.jpg?resize=300%2C224&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/D%C3%B6skalle-svart_big.jpg?resize=402%2C300&amp;ssl=1 402w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 453px) 100vw, 453px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 har man vunnit igen d\u00e5. Ja om man nu vill leva och har vaknat och ser sig sj\u00e4lv i spegeln d\u00e4r vid morgonkissen. Ja d\u00e5 lever man v\u00e4l? Och vinst m\u00e5ste det v\u00e4l anses vara. Ja jag gillar att leva. Helt s\u00e4kert \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart inte att man \u00f6verlever hela dan, Ja inte ens den n\u00e4rmaste timmen. Allt kan h\u00e4nda. Det d\u00e4r \u00e4r lite av charmen med att leva. Man lever s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man lever. Ingen enda, rik eller fattig, kan g\u00f6ra det minsta \u00e5t det.<\/p>\n<p>Jag skall villigt erk\u00e4nna att vissa n\u00e4tter \u00e4r jag os\u00e4ker p\u00e5 hur det st\u00e5r till. Jag jag g\u00e5r d\u00e4r genom l\u00e4genheten p\u00e5 v\u00e4g till toaletten och en nattlig bl\u00e5st\u00f6mning, ja f\u00f6rs\u00f6k till, och \u00e4r inte riktigt s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 om jag \u00e4r en av de levandes eller inte. Ja vad vet man om att vara d\u00f6d? Kanske vandrar man omkring som vanligt, \u00e4r kissn\u00f6dig, hungrig, k\u00e4r och jobbarsugen, men med den skillnaden att ingen ser en l\u00e4ngre. Hursomhelst \u00e4r det min arbetshypotes. De d\u00e4r g\u00e5ngerna jag k\u00e4nner mig d\u00f6d brukar jag b\u00f6rja med att titta i spegeln. Tittar den d\u00e4r tr\u00f6tte mosige gubben tillbaks p\u00e5 mig genom den &#8211; ja och kan blinka &#8211; s\u00e5 antar jag att jag fortfarande \u00e4r en av de levandes. K\u00e4nner hopp f\u00f6r morgondagen helt enkelt.G\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger mig igen och hoppas p\u00e5 det b\u00e4sta.<\/p>\n<p>Ja spegeltricket \u00e4r p\u00e5 inget s\u00e4tt vetenskapligt bevisat och vederlagt i avseendet att det fungerar. Men \u00e5 andra sidan har ingen d\u00f6d heller hittills ber\u00e4ttat att hen fortfarande ser sig sj\u00e4lv i spegeln, fast d\u00f6d. Lite Status queue d\u00e4r f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet allts\u00e5. Blir det inte svart n\u00e4r det \u00e4r dags s\u00e5 \u00e4r det det f\u00f6rsta som skall vederl\u00e4ggas n\u00e4r det \u00e4r dags. Det lovar jag. Jag l\u00e4gger tv\u00e5 pinnar i kors p\u00e5 ett brunnslock med ett A p\u00e5 som ett meddelande fr\u00e5n andra sidan. S\u00e5 att ni andra vet. S\u00e5 ser ni et brunslock med ett A som i Avsked p\u00e5 och det ligger tv\u00e5 korslagda pinnar s\u00e5 vet ni hur det ligger till.<\/p>\n<p>Nu m\u00e5ste jag faktiskt jobba. Det \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 den levandes ynnest att f\u00e5 g\u00f6ra det.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>S\u00e5 har man vunnit igen d\u00e5. Ja om man nu vill leva och har vaknat och ser sig sj\u00e4lv i spegeln d\u00e4r vid morgonkissen. Ja d\u00e5 lever man v\u00e4l? Och vinst m\u00e5ste det v\u00e4l anses vara. Ja jag gillar att leva. Helt s\u00e4kert \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart inte att man \u00f6verlever hela dan, Ja inte ens [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17712","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":8350,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=8350","url_meta":{"origin":17712,"position":0},"title":"Snart snarkar man","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-08-09","format":false,"excerpt":"Om en inte allt f\u00f6r l\u00e5ng stund s\u00e5 skall jag l\u00e4mna l\u00e5tsaskontoret och g\u00f6ra helg. 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