Fyra grader kallt n\u00e4r jag g\u00e5r ut och h\u00e4mtar tidningen. Jacka p\u00e5. Dragkedjan uppdragen \u00e4nda upp till halsen. F\u00f6rsta vintermorgonen. Inversionen ligger \u00f6ver dalen och r\u00f6ken fr\u00e5n alla vedkaminer orkar inte riktigt upp i atmosf\u00e4ren. Det luktar skogsbrand med en dragning \u00e5t kokkaffe kokat p\u00e5 vedspis d\u00e4r ute. Inte helt oangen\u00e4mt \u00e4nd\u00e5. Tidningen har i alla fall lyckats ta sig hit idag. Kalla dagar och sn\u00f6iga dagar \u00e4r det inte alltid s\u00e5. Inget som irriterar men som man konstaterar. Solen \u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4g upp d\u00e4r bakom berget d\u00e4r Ryssar och Asiater sett den f\u00f6re mig. Blir r\u00f6d innan dess str\u00e5lar tr\u00e4ffar marken kring v\u00e5rt hus. R\u00f6kpartiklarna skickar de bl\u00e5a och ultravioletta till andra f\u00f6r att dom skall kunna f\u00f6rundras \u00f6ver en klarbl\u00e5 himmel just nu n\u00e5gon annanstans. H\u00e4r \u00e4r den s\u00e5d\u00e4r ljust kallbl\u00e5. Men solen lovar en vacker dag med luft som \u00e4r ny och inte k\u00e4nner unkenhet och str\u00e4cker sig hela v\u00e4gen upp mot stj\u00e4rnorna.<\/p>\n
Jag g\u00e5r runt en isfl\u00e4ck men halkar \u00e4nd\u00e5 till lite p\u00e5 v\u00e4g tillbaks. Vid f\u00e5gelbordet \u00e4r det n\u00e4stan tomt. Kanske \u00e4r det skiftbyte d\u00e4r helt enkelt. Dom kommer i perioder f\u00e5glarna. I grupper. N\u00e5gon har planerat vilka som kall ha mat vid best\u00e4mda tidsluckor under dan verkar det som. Oklart vem. Kanske hackspetten. Han som v\u00e4ckte mig imorse med sitt hamrande p\u00e5 sovrumsv\u00e4ggen. Han flyger inte ens n\u00e4r jag stiger upp och knackar tillbaks p\u00e5 andra sidan. Verkar bara bli mer upphetsad \u00f6ver m\u00f6jlig f\u00f6da dold d\u00e4r i husets v\u00e4gg. S\u00e5 vi st\u00e5r d\u00e4r och knacka till varann ett tag. Kanske f\u00f6rst\u00e5r han vad jag knackar fram f\u00f6r budskap, sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag omedveten om det och f\u00f6rundras bara av att ha honom n\u00e5gra decimeter fr\u00e5n min hand.<\/p>\n
Jag s\u00e4tter p\u00e5 tekokaren. H\u00e4r f\u00e5r kaffe v\u00e4nta till mitt p\u00e5 dan. Har blivit k\u00e4nslig p\u00e5 gamla dar. Tar min Svenska Dagbladet och en ostmacka. Ser att en koltrast – som borde vara s\u00f6derut nu – tittar hungrigt p\u00e5 anordningarna utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret som enda g\u00e4st vid f\u00e5gelbordet. Inte mycket mask idag. L\u00e4ser om det Amerikanska valet. Vi \u00e4r tydligen oerh\u00f6rt intresserade av just det valet h\u00e4r i Sverige. Bl\u00e4ddrar f\u00e4rbi. L\u00e4ser om det lilla ist\u00e4llet. M\u00e4nniskorna och deras g\u00e4rningar och ibland og\u00e4rningar. En ny dag har b\u00f6rjat. Bra tycker jag. Jag kr\u00e4ver inte mer.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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