{"id":17374,"date":"2015-04-07T08:35:13","date_gmt":"2015-04-07T07:35:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=17374"},"modified":"2015-04-07T08:35:13","modified_gmt":"2015-04-07T07:35:13","slug":"har-aker-man-vasterut-nar-man-skall-osterut","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17374","title":{"rendered":"H\u00e4r \u00e5ker man v\u00e4sterut n\u00e4r man skall \u00f6sterut."},"content":{"rendered":"

\"012\"<\/a><\/p>\n

M\u00e5ndag, liksom, fast det nu ju \u00e4r Tisdag, tror jag. Man blir dygnsvill efter helger. Ja Tisdag med stort T. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r att jag \u00e4r sugen p\u00e5 att komma ig\u00e5ng. Mycket sugen. Skitsugen.<\/p>\n

Ute bl\u00e5ser det. F\u00f6rl\u00f6pare till morgondagens storm som vi tydligen bara skall f\u00e5 k\u00e4nna en liten del av. Tio sekundmeter. Det \u00e4r inget f\u00f6r en viking. Har en l\u00f6s pl\u00e5t p\u00e5 taket som jag hoppas bl\u00e5ser ner imorgon utan att ta med sig n\u00e5gra andra pl\u00e5tar. Det som s\u00e4tts upp sist bl\u00e5ser ner f\u00f6rst. Alltid s\u00e5. Man kunde tydligen b\u00e4ttre f\u00f6rr. Hantverkarna. Kunde s\u00e4tta fast saker s\u00e5 att det h\u00f6ll i decennier. Sj\u00e4lv g\u00e5r jag inte upp p\u00e5 taket. Tolv meter. Nehej du. Ja om jag m\u00e5ste kan det fungera. Om jag sitter d\u00e4r en stund f\u00f6rst. En stund som blir l\u00e4ngre och l\u00e4ngre f\u00f6r varje g\u00e5ng. Man v\u00e4njer sig med allt. Men helst inte. Jag vill inte v\u00e4nja mig vid det d\u00e4r l\u00e4ngre. Fast konstigt egentligen. Nu n\u00e4r man snart skall d\u00f6 s\u00e5 borde man v\u00e4l vara mindre r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r \u00e4n f\u00f6rut n\u00e4r man var ung och hade mycket liv kvar. Men tv\u00e4rt om s\u00e5klart. Man var modigare f\u00f6rr.<\/p>\n

\"009\"<\/a><\/p>\n

F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker tina en macka till frukost. Ja det g\u00e5r s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Inte ens jag klarar av att \u00e4ta upp den och det \u00e4r n\u00e4r att brandlarmet l\u00f6ser ut. Man skall koncentrera sig ocks\u00e5 p\u00e5 s\u00e5 meningsl\u00f6sa saker som att tina br\u00f6d. Tydligen. Note to self hur som helst.<\/p>\n

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Petite \u00e4r s\u00e5klart med och jobbar. Man skall vara tv\u00e5 p\u00e5 kontoret f\u00f6r st\u00e4mningens skull. Kontorskatten. Inga m\u00f6ss h\u00e4r inne. Det kan jag lova.<\/p>\n

Vindarna avtar d\u00e4r ute. De kommer fr\u00e5n nordv\u00e4st. Tror jag. Att v\u00e4sterut ligger \u00e5t det h\u00e5ll de ligger h\u00e4r i Lo(o)s har jag sv\u00e5rt att ta till mig. Norge, USA och allt det d\u00e4r \u00e5t det h\u00e5llet. Ryssland \u00e5r andra h\u00e5llet. Skulle nog vilja ha Norge lite mer norrut. Men nu \u00e4r det inte s\u00e5. Skall jag \u00f6sterut s\u00e5 tar jag i alla fall en v\u00e4g som f\u00f6r mig k\u00e4nns som den g\u00e5r v\u00e4sterut. Det \u00e4r antagligen d\u00e4r problemet \u00e4r. Den m\u00e5ste v\u00e4l sv\u00e4nga n\u00e5gonstans. G\u00f6ra en u-sv\u00e4ng liksom. Men den har man ju aldrig sett. Skumt. Kommer aldrig att bli klok p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. <\/p>\n

Nu skall jag jobba.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u00e5ndag, liksom, fast det nu ju \u00e4r Tisdag, tror jag. Man blir dygnsvill efter helger. Ja Tisdag med stort T. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r att jag \u00e4r sugen p\u00e5 att komma ig\u00e5ng. Mycket sugen. Skitsugen. Ute bl\u00e5ser det. F\u00f6rl\u00f6pare till morgondagens storm som vi tydligen bara skall f\u00e5 k\u00e4nna en liten del av. Tio sekundmeter. Det \u00e4r inget […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17374","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-bilder"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":11415,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=11415","url_meta":{"origin":17374,"position":0},"title":"Det som inte h\u00f6rs","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-12-13","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag smyger in p\u00e5 systemet i Edsbyn. 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