{"id":17333,"date":"2015-04-02T21:48:30","date_gmt":"2015-04-02T20:48:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=17333"},"modified":"2015-04-03T10:00:08","modified_gmt":"2015-04-03T09:00:08","slug":"ledigt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17333","title":{"rendered":"Ledigt!"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Jag antar att de flesta \u00e4r lediga just nu. Men inte jag allts\u00e5. Inte idag, inte ikv\u00e4ll och inte imorgon. Men sen s\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 egenf\u00f6retagarledighet h\u00e4r n\u00e5gra dagar. Fast jag egentligen inte har tid med det heller. Ibland f\u00e5r man bara ta sig tid \u00e4nd\u00e5. Tv\u00e5ngsentlediga sig sj\u00e4lv fr\u00e5n alla de d\u00e4r posterna man sitter p\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Koncentrationen infann sig ikv\u00e4ll. Sk\u00f6nt. Utan den finns inte jag heller.<\/p>\n

P\u00e5skk\u00e4rringar kom hit idag. Tv\u00e5. De flesta orkar sig inte upp f\u00f6r Brattbacken. D\u00e4rav bara tv\u00e5. Mer godis \u00e5t mig. Tack! Losborna \u00e4r annars en gener\u00f6s flock. N\u00e4r \u00e4ldste sonen med kompisar gav sig ut (ja som sm\u00e5) s\u00e5 kom dom hem med en kasse godis och femhundra sp\u00e4nn. Ja det kanske till och med var mer n\u00e4r jag t\u00e4nker efter. Dom var v\u00e4l lite vildare utkl\u00e4dda \u00e4n p\u00e5skk\u00e4rringarna men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Los \u00e4r gener\u00f6st. Inte snack om saken. Mot udda m\u00e4nniskor ocks\u00e5. Det \u00e4r bra. Fast \u00e4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r det n\u00e4stan 25% som r\u00f6star p\u00e5 SD. Fast det \u00e4r nog n\u00e5got annat. Protest kanske. Kan man i alla fall hoppas. Skiter i det . Skall h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. F\u00e5r v\u00e4l hyra ut till vindluffare i v\u00e4rsta fall. T\u00e4ndsticka i sista fall.<\/p>\n

Vaknade i morse och hittade en ok\u00e4nd svart katt intr\u00e4ngd i ett h\u00f6rn\u00a0 i biblioteket. Lyfte ut och r\u00e4ddade. Men lillkatten. Petite, syntes inte till. Ovanligt. Hon \u00e4r f\u00f6rsiktig av sig. H\u00e5ller sig normalt hemmakring. Men inne nu p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen. Jag orolig. Som en h\u00f6nsmamma d\u00e4r. R\u00e4dd om min undert\u00e4cketv\u00e4rmare.<\/p>\n

Det susar i \u00f6ronen. Brukar betyda f\u00f6r mycket jobb. Att jag jobbar p\u00e5 gr\u00e4nsen igen. Inte bra men vad har vi tr\u00e4lar f\u00f6r val? Massor s\u00e5klart. Om jag nu till\u00e5ts svara p\u00e5 den fr\u00e5gan.\u00a0 Det finns alltid val. Man har sj\u00e4lv ansvar f\u00f6r sitt liv. Ocks\u00e5 den som sitter och jobba en sk\u00e4rtorsdagskv\u00e4ll n\u00e4r h\u00e4xorna skrattande reser till Bl\u00e5kulla p\u00e5 kvastskaft och i jetplan. Ofta \u00e4r vi b\u00e4ttre p\u00e5 att s\u00e4tta oss sj\u00e4lva i burar \u00e4n de vi skyller p\u00e5 som skyldiga att vi sitter d\u00e4r. G\u00e4ller alla. N\u00e4stan. Men inte enklare att ta sig ur f\u00f6r den skull. Sv\u00e5rare att lura sig sj\u00e4lv liksom. S\u00e5 att man tittar bort en stund. S\u00e5 att man kan fly fr\u00e5n sig sj\u00e4lv. Man m\u00e5ste vara smart och snabb f\u00f6r att klara det.<\/p>\n

Att Pavarotti, Koltrasten, \u00e4r h\u00e4r gl\u00e4djer mig mer \u00e4n n\u00e5got annat. Eller i alla fall lika mycket som en massa annat. En mer givmild varelse f\u00e5r man leta efter. Det finns m\u00e5nga musiker som kunde l\u00e4ra av honom. D\u00e5 t\u00e4nker jag b\u00e5de p\u00e5 musikalitet och p\u00e5 girighet. Speciellt p\u00e5 girigheten. V\u00e4rldens varb\u00f6ld.<\/p>\n

Men jobba en timme till. Det m\u00e5ste man v\u00e4l. F\u00f6r att k\u00e4nna sig n\u00f6jd med en dag som denna. Ja s\u00e5 \u00e4r det ju. Imorgon L\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5ngfredag. En dag man borde kunna f\u00e5 mycket gjort p\u00e5 allts\u00e5. Om man lever. S\u00e5nt vet man inte. Man hoppas bara. Fr\u00e5n dag till dag. Ja s\u00e5 \u00e4r det.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag antar att de flesta \u00e4r lediga just nu. Men inte jag allts\u00e5. Inte idag, inte ikv\u00e4ll och inte imorgon. Men sen s\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 egenf\u00f6retagarledighet h\u00e4r n\u00e5gra dagar. Fast jag egentligen inte har tid med det heller. Ibland f\u00e5r man bara ta sig tid \u00e4nd\u00e5. Tv\u00e5ngsentlediga sig sj\u00e4lv fr\u00e5n alla de d\u00e4r posterna man sitter […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17333","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2439,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=2439","url_meta":{"origin":17333,"position":0},"title":"Tankar","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2012-12-19","format":false,"excerpt":"Tv\u00e5 talgoxar \u00e4ter sig m\u00e4tta h\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r mitt f\u00f6nster. 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