{"id":17200,"date":"2015-03-25T15:05:53","date_gmt":"2015-03-25T14:05:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=17200"},"modified":"2015-03-25T15:05:53","modified_gmt":"2015-03-25T14:05:53","slug":"en-biograf-full-med-qvinnor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17200","title":{"rendered":"En biograf full med Qvinnor"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Det \u00e4r jag och en Riobiograf full med kvinnor. Ja m\u00e4nnen \u00e4r inte m\u00e5nga. Jag och n\u00e5gra till. Petter tilltalar tydligen kvinnorna. Ja jag fattar ju inte. Men \u00e5 andra sidan har jag aldrig f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt mig p\u00e5 kvinnorna. Inte ens varit n\u00e4ra att fatta. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l s\u00e5 f\u00f6r somliga av oss.<\/p>\n

N\u00e4rljus bjussar p\u00e5 vegetarisk kl\u00e4mma och Loka. Det \u00e4r f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen p\u00e5 en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r tillst\u00e4llning som det har funnits vegetariskt. D\u00e5 r\u00e4knar jag inte bara Ljusdal. Plus p\u00e5 det. M\u00e5nga plus. <\/p>\n

Men Petter levererar inte. Det \u00e4r sk\u00e5pmat f\u00f6r 45K han har att komma med. Jag har saker att l\u00e4ra honom, det \u00e4r jag s\u00e4ker p\u00e5, men allts\u00e5 inte han mig. Men jag \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att allt det h\u00e4r g\u00e5r hem hos kvinnorna i alla fall. Deras tr\u00e5nande blickar s\u00e4ger mig det. Han kan s\u00e4ga vad som helst och det fungerar. Lika s\u00e4ker som jag \u00e4r p\u00e5 att en upph\u00f6jd som Petter inte skulle lyssna om jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6kte ber\u00e4tta om verkligheten. Den vi andra lever i. S\u00e5 jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker s\u00e5klart inte med det. Han kommer i alla fall inte med en massa pekpinnar, en stadsm\u00e4nniska som skall l\u00e4ra lantisarna, d\u00e5 hade jag g\u00e5tt mitt i. Inget s\u00e5nt. D\u00e4r f\u00e5r han plus. <\/p>\n

S\u00e5 jag dryper av hem\u00e5t igen. Tr\u00e4ffar ingen jag k\u00e4nner och pratar bara kort med en arrang\u00f6rsrepresentant. Jo jag \u00e4r verkligen en varg utan flock p\u00e5 de d\u00e4r tillst\u00e4llningarna. H\u00f6r inte till n\u00e5gonstans. Jag har varit f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge i mitt eget huvud nu. I \u00f6gat. Snart sitter jag fast. Kan inte ta mig ut. Ja jag vet att det ju inte \u00e4r bra. Men vet inte n\u00e5gon l\u00f6sning p\u00e5 problemet heller. Jobbar h\u00e5rt s\u00e5 t\u00e4nker man inte p\u00e5 s\u00e5nt d\u00e4r. L\u00f6sningarnas l\u00f6sning.<\/p>\n

Jag f\u00e5r i alla fall med mig halstabletter hem. Jag lovar. Det h\u00e4r blir de sista. ja ja m\u00e5ste ta nya tag med det d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Hela skiten. Beach 2015 snart. Blir sv\u00e5rt att hinna komma i form till dess. Fast inte heller det spelar ju egentligen n\u00e5gon roll. Inte om man \u00e4r osynlig. Det finns f\u00f6rdelar med allt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det \u00e4r jag och en Riobiograf full med kvinnor. Ja m\u00e4nnen \u00e4r inte m\u00e5nga. Jag och n\u00e5gra till. Petter tilltalar tydligen kvinnorna. Ja jag fattar ju inte. Men \u00e5 andra sidan har jag aldrig f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt mig p\u00e5 kvinnorna. Inte ens varit n\u00e4ra att fatta. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l s\u00e5 f\u00f6r somliga av oss. 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