Han slog. S\u00e5g r\u00f6tt. Slog igen. All kraft bakom slagen. Hat. Det skv\u00e4tte blod fr\u00e5n en bruten n\u00e4sa, men han fortsatte att sl\u00e5. H\u00e5rdare. Slog. Tryckte p\u00e5. Ville skada. Bryta s\u00f6nder, d\u00f6da. Ingen skulle n\u00e5gonsin f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka s\u00e4tta sig p\u00e5 honom. Han skulle visa dom j\u00e4vlarna vem som best\u00e4mde. S\u00e5 k\u00e4nde han en hand p\u00e5 sin axel. N\u00e5gon rykte i honom. Vad i helvete. Inte nu. Han ville forts\u00e4tta sl\u00e5. Men handen var obeveklig. Skakade uppfordrande. Han h\u00f6rde en r\u00f6st men inte vad den sa. Var fotfarande uppfylld av ursinnigt hat. Ville fortfarande sl\u00e5. H\u00e5rt. Men r\u00f6sten var d\u00e4r igen. Tydligare nu.
\n-Vakna…
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Han slog. S\u00e5g r\u00f6tt. Slog igen. All kraft bakom slagen. Hat. Det skv\u00e4tte blod fr\u00e5n en bruten n\u00e4sa, men han fortsatte att sl\u00e5. H\u00e5rdare. Slog. Tryckte p\u00e5. Ville skada. Bryta s\u00f6nder, d\u00f6da. Ingen skulle n\u00e5gonsin f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka s\u00e4tta sig p\u00e5 honom. Han skulle visa dom j\u00e4vlarna vem som best\u00e4mde. 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