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Det ligger en kall vintrig vind och pustar kalluft mot mina stora s\u00f6derf\u00f6nster. Jod\u00e5 den letar sig in p\u00e5 kontoret och pl\u00e5gar ocoola gubbar h\u00e4r inne som allts\u00e5 lider alla helvetes kval. Verkligen L I D E R. L\u00e4ngtar till sommar och koltrasts\u00e5ng och LIDER men har inget f\u00f6r det s\u00e5h\u00e4r i februari. L\u00e5ngt, l\u00e5ngt d\u00e4r borta i fj\u00e4rran ligger sommaren. On\u00e5bar just nu. “H\u00e5ll ut svear<\/em>“, “h\u00e5ll ut<\/em>!”, ropar den tappre koltrasten h\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r fr\u00e5n en sn\u00f6driva\u00a0 och den h\u00e4r gubben g\u00f6r s\u00e5 gott han kan. L\u00e4tt \u00e4r det inte. Sv\u00e5rt \u00e4r det snarare. Men Vasaloppss\u00f6ndag p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndag. Det \u00e4r faktiskt d\u00e5 det v\u00e4nder. Det \u00e4r en enklare, l\u00e4ttare halva kvar. Men l\u00e5ng, seg som en uppf\u00f6rsbacke i motvind \u00e4r den d\u00e4r tiden tills vitsipporna sl\u00e5r ut och sprider sitt hopp d\u00e4r i backarna \u00e4nd\u00e5. Man har en hel del lida kvar allts\u00e5. Ett primalskrik \u00e4r vad som beh\u00f6vs. Men man f\u00e5r t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 grannarna ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5h\u00e4r p\u00e5 skogen. Astrid Lindgren visste allt om det d\u00e4r. Jag med. N\u00e5gra till s\u00e4kerligen ocks\u00e5. Det \u00e4r alltid fler som vet.<\/p>\n Okoncentrerad idag. Vill inte vara okoncentrerad, har inte tid att vara det, kan inte vara det. Men \u00e4r det i alla fall. Man f\u00e5r b\u00f6ja sig. Acceptera under protest. Livet vill ibland annat \u00e4n man sj\u00e4lv vill. Man f\u00e5r f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka \u00e4nd\u00e5. Sega sig fram i s\u00f6rjan som liksom flyter p\u00e5 \u00e5t annat h\u00e5ll.<\/p>\n Ja jag svamlar s\u00e5klart. Somliga av oss g\u00f6r ju det. Andra skriver det som \u00e4r sanning och r\u00e4tt. Det finns plats f\u00f6r oss alla. 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