Sn\u00f6gudinnan, i sin vita b\u00f6ljande gnistrande skrud, andas p\u00e5 v\u00e5r gr\u00e4smatta f\u00f6r andra g\u00e5ngen denna h\u00f6st. \u00c4nnu \u00e4r hennes andetag l\u00e5ngsamma och svaga, men hon har vaknat. Om en snar framtid kommer hennes lungors andetag \u00e5ter att bli starka och best\u00e4mda. N\u00e4r hon tar kommandot \u00f6ver sitt rike, reser sig och s\u00e4tter sig p\u00e5 sin drottningtron av is, sveper med sin isstav \u00f6ver landskapet och \u00f6ser vinterns vita, vackra kristallformationer, m\u00e4ngder av dom, alla unika, \u00f6ver oss nordbor. \u00d6ver fattiga och rika. D\u00e5 m\u00e5lar hon sin abstrakta vackra snirkliga konst p\u00e5 f\u00f6nsterrutor och p\u00e5 vattendragens isar. Lugnar ner tiden. L\u00e5ter livet sova, dr\u00f6mma, h\u00e4mta kraft f\u00f6r att f\u00f6das till nytt liv.<\/p>\n
Vi m\u00e4nniskor har som uppgift att bevittna detta. Vi till\u00e5ts inte vila helt. Liksom galaxerna, solarna, planeterna, molekylerna och atomerna \u00e4r r\u00f6relsen en del av v\u00e5ra liv. Vi m\u00e5ste se bortom det vita och se varje liten sn\u00f6flingas unika formationer f\u00f6r att p\u00e5minna oss om det o\u00e4ndliga och vackra. F\u00f6rst\u00e5 att det \u00e4r d\u00f6den vi ser och att den \u00e4r vacker. Att den inte \u00e4r tomhet. Att den inte \u00e4r brist p\u00e5 r\u00f6relse och att den leder fram till nytt liv igen n\u00e4r sn\u00f6gudinnan \u00e5ter l\u00e4gger sig att vila. N\u00e4r hon andas allt l\u00e5ngsammare och till slut inte alls och l\u00e5ter livet vakna p\u00e5 nytt. D\u00e5 f\u00f6rst kan vi jubla \u00f6ver livet, \u00f6ver od\u00f6dligheten, \u00f6ver den of\u00f6rg\u00f6rbara kraft som livets innersta v\u00e4sen \u00e4r. Men nu skall vi allts\u00e5 rofyllt vila.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sn\u00f6gudinnan, i sin vita b\u00f6ljande gnistrande skrud, andas p\u00e5 v\u00e5r gr\u00e4smatta f\u00f6r andra g\u00e5ngen denna h\u00f6st. \u00c4nnu \u00e4r hennes andetag l\u00e5ngsamma och svaga, men hon har vaknat. Om en snar framtid kommer hennes lungors andetag \u00e5ter att bli starka och best\u00e4mda. N\u00e4r hon tar kommandot \u00f6ver sitt rike, reser sig och s\u00e4tter sig p\u00e5 sin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,57,26,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1660","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-noveller","category-poesi-dikter","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":8142,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=8142","url_meta":{"origin":1660,"position":0},"title":"K\u00e4rlek f\u00f6re sommar.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-08-01","format":false,"excerpt":"Morgonen \u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4g. 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