{"id":16463,"date":"2015-02-10T21:52:56","date_gmt":"2015-02-10T20:52:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=16463"},"modified":"2015-02-10T21:52:56","modified_gmt":"2015-02-10T20:52:56","slug":"forkyld-men-inte-dod","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=16463","title":{"rendered":"F\u00f6rkyld men inte d\u00f6d"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/Modell-Coronavirus_0.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-16464\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/Modell-Coronavirus_0.jpg?resize=468%2C461\" alt=\"Modell-Coronavirus_0\" width=\"468\" height=\"461\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>F\u00f6rkyld men inte d\u00f6d. Det finns en viktig skillnad d\u00e4r. En j\u00e4tteviktig skillnad. Smittan kommer K. hemdragande med. Hon samlar ihop den p\u00e5 skola, fritis och dagis och sen kommer den hem hitliftandes p\u00e5 hennes skor och kastar sig direkt p\u00e5 mig och pl\u00e5gar mina stackars vita\u00a0 som inte \u00e4r s\u00e5 vana vid att interagera med andra m\u00e4nniskors baciller och virus (eftersom de \u00e4r inst\u00e4llda endast p\u00e5 att hitta och f\u00f6rg\u00f6ra programmeringsbuggar) p\u00e5 ett endaste litet vis. Jag blir f\u00f6rkyld, magsjuk eller vad som nu h\u00e4nder beroende p\u00e5 vad det nu \u00e4r som sl\u00e4pas hem. Varje g\u00e5ng.<\/p>\n<p>Men en Alvedon, eller tv\u00e5 som idag, h\u00e5ller mig p\u00e5 benen. En stund i alla fall. Jag blir inte l\u00e5ngvarig p\u00e5 kontoret ikv\u00e4ll det \u00e4r ett som \u00e4r s\u00e4kert. Sova \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 b\u00e4sta medicinen. Tid med det h\u00e4r har jag s\u00e5klart inte. Livet \u00e4r kort, alldeles f\u00f6r kort.<\/p>\n<p>PO Tidholm vill inte st\u00e5 som m\u00e5ltavla f\u00f6r mitt raljerande om Norrlands svartm\u00e5lare tidigare idag, och det f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar han s\u00e5klart inte. Jag har inte l\u00e4st hans m\u00e4sterverk Norrland och skulle s\u00e4kert ha en mer nyanserad bild av den gode mannen om jag l\u00e4st den. Jag f\u00e5r l\u00e4sa helt enkelt.\u00a0 Det \u00e4r ett helvete att vara k\u00e4nd person. All m\u00f6jlig skit rinner liksom \u00e5t ens h\u00e5ll. Att vara ocool gubbe \u00e4r l\u00e4ttare p\u00e5 alla s\u00e4tt och vis.<\/p>\n<p>Tomas Anderson Wij snurrar idag ocks\u00e5. Han har v\u00e4l en del skuld i det d\u00e4r svartm\u00e5landet ocks\u00e5 &#8211; eller inte. Bra deppig \u00e4r han i alla fall. Men det passar mig bra. I alla fall just nu. Det \u00e4r nog f\u00f6rkylningen. Det borde vara h\u00e5rdare musik h\u00e4r just nu. \u00c4r i en s\u00e5n fas. En &#8220;nu j\u00e4vlar&#8221; fas. Kom och ta mig bara.<\/p>\n<p>T\u00e4nk vilken tur att man nu inte satt &#8220;kr\u00f6nik\u00f6r&#8221; f\u00f6re namnet p\u00e5 alla sociala medier. Som de d\u00e4r riktiga kr\u00f6nik\u00f6rerna g\u00f6r. Nu n\u00e4r man \u00e4r som vilken fantomen som helst igen vandrandes bland de vanliga m\u00e4nniskorna, ickekr\u00f6nik\u00f6rerna. Men i min \u00e5lder har man blivit ratad tillr\u00e4ckligt m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger f\u00f6r att inte rygga tillbaks och s\u00e4nkas av att bli bortvald &#8211; igen. Ni vet. Ratad och &#8220;jag skall visa dom j\u00e4vlarna&#8221;. Om man nu orkade det. Det g\u00f6r man ju knappt l\u00e4ngre. Allt det d\u00e4r har blivit som fejjan. Det \u00e4r popul\u00e4ritetst\u00e4vlingar numera. Orkar man ens bry sig.\u00a0 Sa han surt som r\u00e4ven. Eller ocks\u00e5 var det ett sanningens ord i r\u00e4ttan tid. Fast knappast. S\u00e5 mycket sanning skrivs det inte h\u00e4r p\u00e5 bloggen.<\/p>\n<p>Ha det gott nu alla kraxande kr\u00e5kor.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>F\u00f6rkyld men inte d\u00f6d. Det finns en viktig skillnad d\u00e4r. En j\u00e4tteviktig skillnad. Smittan kommer K. hemdragande med. Hon samlar ihop den p\u00e5 skola, fritis och dagis och sen kommer den hem hitliftandes p\u00e5 hennes skor och kastar sig direkt p\u00e5 mig och pl\u00e5gar mina stackars vita\u00a0 som inte \u00e4r s\u00e5 vana vid att interagera [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16463","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":12296,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=12296","url_meta":{"origin":16463,"position":0},"title":"N\u00e4r Kina blir b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n hemma","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-03-04","format":false,"excerpt":"Skickade iv\u00e4g ett nytt kort f\u00f6r tillverkning i Kina ig\u00e5r. 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