{"id":16400,"date":"2015-02-06T23:36:00","date_gmt":"2015-02-06T22:36:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=16400"},"modified":"2015-02-06T23:36:00","modified_gmt":"2015-02-06T22:36:00","slug":"godnatt-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=16400","title":{"rendered":"Godnatt!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/137633575164887500_resized.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-15704\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/137633575164887500_resized.jpg?resize=580%2C241\" alt=\"137633575164887500_resized\" width=\"580\" height=\"241\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jod\u00e5 jag somnade en stund. Men bara en kort stund. Ligger man p\u00e5 axeln, den med protesen, s\u00e5 \u00e4r det som man har en v\u00e4ckarklocka. S\u00e5 jag vaknar snart nog igen. Tio minuter blir det kanske, eller en kvart.\u00a0 Ser klart p\u00e5 filmen, eller n\u00e4stan, men anar slutet, pausar, ser klart det sista imorgon. M\u00e5ste se Shetland. Vacker men tr\u00e5kigt. B\u00f6ckerna \u00e4r i sanning b\u00e4ttre. Mycket b\u00e4ttre. Jag ser havet och den h\u00e5rda terr\u00e4ngen i dem ocks\u00e5. Utan film. Med bara huvudets gr\u00e5 till hj\u00e4lp.<\/p>\n<p>Fredagen slut. Stortuggan tagen p\u00e5 helgen. Stortuggan tagen i pizzan. Men det \u00e4r L\u00f6rdag och S\u00f6ndag kvar. Jag borde verkligen jobba. Men borde verkligen vila. H\u00e4mta kraft i n\u00e5got annat. Allt \u00e4r b\u00e4st innan man har tagit en tugga av det. Helgen, pizzan, semlorna och k\u00e4rleken. Allt. Man borde avh\u00e5lla sig mer. L\u00e4ngta. Befinna si i tillst\u00e5ndet &#8220;b\u00e4st&#8221; oftare. Men det kr\u00e4vs karakt\u00e4r d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n<p>Men jag t\u00e4nker ge mig nu. L\u00e4sa en timme. Se genom kvinnan \u00f6gon, hon som tycker sin man \u00e4r patetisk. Kanske ser an sig sj\u00e4lv d\u00e4r genom hennes \u00f6gon som n\u00e5gon annan ser mig. Hursomhelst \u00e4r det d\u00e4r beh\u00e5llningen finns i b\u00f6ckerna. Att uppleva saker genom andra m\u00e4nniskor. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 man i alla fall f\u00f6rst\u00e5 lite av de d\u00e4r andra m\u00e4nniskorna. Anar. Fattar att vi alla \u00e4r ganska lika. Titta p\u00e5 en v\u00e4g i rusningstrafik n\u00e4sta g\u00e5ng du kommer n\u00e4ra en. Folk i varje bil. M\u00e4nniskor som t\u00e4nker och iakttar precis som du. Som har problem och gl\u00e4dje\u00e4mnen och ett varsitt eget universum i huvudet. Man baxnar n\u00e4r man st\u00e5r d\u00e4r och ser det d\u00e4r. Man m\u00e5ste plocka fram empatin. Den som fungerar lika f\u00f6r de ok\u00e4nda i rusningstrafiken som f\u00f6r flyktingarna fr\u00e5n l\u00e4nder man knappt sett p\u00e5 kartan. Vi \u00e4r en och samma men inte sammankopplade.<\/p>\n<p>Godnatt!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jod\u00e5 jag somnade en stund. Men bara en kort stund. Ligger man p\u00e5 axeln, den med protesen, s\u00e5 \u00e4r det som man har en v\u00e4ckarklocka. S\u00e5 jag vaknar snart nog igen. Tio minuter blir det kanske, eller en kvart.\u00a0 Ser klart p\u00e5 filmen, eller n\u00e4stan, men anar slutet, pausar, ser klart det sista imorgon. 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