I n\u00e4sta liv skall jag bli fj\u00e4ril. Gyllengul, spr\u00f6d och vacker. Inte j\u00e4ttestor men lagom stor. N\u00e4stan genomskinlig men \u00e4nd\u00e5 med klara f\u00e4rger. F\u00f6rst f\u00e5r man naturligtvis ta sig igenom larvstadiet. Det f\u00e5r bli p\u00e5 en ek. En ek som minns vikingar. D\u00e4r skall jag knapra l\u00f6v med svaga minnen av avl\u00e4gsna julbord tills jag \u00e4r m\u00e4ttare \u00e4n n\u00e5gonsin tidigare i mitt universella liv och \u00e4r redo att d\u00f6 metamorfose
\nns d\u00f6d. F\u00f6rpuppad p\u00e5 ett s\u00e4kert st\u00e4lle skall jag f\u00f6rbereda mig. Varm, n\u00e4stan kokande skall jag omvandlas, f\u00f6rfinas och blir fj\u00e4rilen. D\u00e4r uppe i eken p\u00e5 en av dom h\u00f6gsta grenarna skall jag sen en solig morgon n\u00e4r solen precis tagit sig \u00f6ver kullen och belyst rapsf\u00e4lten som omger eken spr\u00e4cka min puppa och sakta veckla ut mina vackra gyllegula vingar. L\u00e5ta dom torka i solens medan den v\u00e4rmer mig och v\u00e4rlden mer och mer. Sen n\u00e4r det \u00e4r dags skall jag ge mig ut \u00f6ver rapsf\u00e4lten. Vingla fram i ljumma vindar s\u00f6ka efter henne som skall f\u00f6rs sl\u00e4ktet vidare. Hitta henne. Dansa med henne en halv dag d\u00e4r i solen. Knulla henne och f\u00f6rverkliga min del av livsprocessen som hon sedan skall f\u00f6rverkliga \u00e5t oss b\u00e5da. Sen skall jag flyga tillbaks till eken och vila en natt f\u00f6r att n\u00e4sta dag vakna upp i solnedg\u00e5ngen. Lyfta flyga h\u00f6gre h\u00f6gre tills vingar inte b\u00e4r l\u00e4ngre och sedan glida ner mot rapsf\u00e4lten och dungen d\u00e4r flugsnapparen bor. D\u00e5 n\u00e4r jag vet vad jag vill bli i n\u00e4sta liv skall jag flyga s\u00e5 n\u00e4ra att flygsnapparhonan inte kan undg\u00e5 att se mig och avsluta denna men forts\u00e4tta min universella resa.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I n\u00e4sta liv skall jag bli fj\u00e4ril. Gyllengul, spr\u00f6d och vacker. Inte j\u00e4ttestor men lagom stor. N\u00e4stan genomskinlig men \u00e4nd\u00e5 med klara f\u00e4rger. F\u00f6rst f\u00e5r man naturligtvis ta sig igenom larvstadiet. Det f\u00e5r bli p\u00e5 en ek. En ek som minns vikingar. D\u00e4r skall jag knapra l\u00f6v med svaga minnen av avl\u00e4gsna julbord tills jag […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1630","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2382,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=2382","url_meta":{"origin":1630,"position":0},"title":"Ny start","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2012-12-13","format":false,"excerpt":"Arbetet var tr\u00e5kigt. 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