L\u00e5g och lyssnade p\u00e5 tystnaden genom ett \u00f6ppet f\u00f6nster inatt vid 2:30 tiden. F\u00e5glarna sjunger inte som dom sj\u00f6ng l\u00e4ngre f\u00f6re och kring midsommar. Det \u00e4r m\u00f6rkret s\u00e5klart. Nu \u00e4r det redan m\u00f6rkt kv\u00e4llar och n\u00e4tter. Har aldrig f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt varf\u00f6r det blir fortare m\u00f6rkt efter sommarsolst\u00e5ndet \u00e4n det blir ljust fram mot det. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got konstigt d\u00e4r.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Ett \u00f6ppen f\u00f6nster med en l\u00e4tt r\u00f6relse i gardinen i tid
\niga morgontimmar. Bara finnas d\u00e4r och m\u00e5 bra f\u00f6r att man just finns och f\u00e5r leva. Att det inte \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt att leva. Ligga d\u00e4r under det varma t\u00e4cket just i en tid n\u00e4r man kan sova med \u00f6ppet f\u00f6nster. Att ligga d\u00e4r under t\u00e4cket och k\u00e4nna en l\u00e4tt vindpust \u00f6ver kinden. Inte kall, inte varm men f\u00f6rt\u00e4tad luft som smeker lent och f\u00f6rsiktigt som n\u00e5gon som \u00e4lskar dig. Sen somna och dr\u00f6mma i allt detta trygga.<\/p>\n
Jag vaknar. K\u00e4nner mig harmonisk. L\u00e5ter kroppen kliva ut utanf\u00f6r t\u00e4cket. Kallt. G\u00e5r ner till kontoret. Ler n\u00e4r jag ser min v\u00e4rld. Inser att jag uppskattar att vara en \u00f6verviktig, ganska tr\u00f6tt medel\u00e5lders man, utan n\u00e5gra m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdiga egenskaper och f\u00f6rm\u00e5gor, trotts allt. Jag beh\u00f6ver inte mer.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
L\u00e5g och lyssnade p\u00e5 tystnaden genom ett \u00f6ppet f\u00f6nster inatt vid 2:30 tiden. F\u00e5glarna sjunger inte som dom sj\u00f6ng l\u00e4ngre f\u00f6re och kring midsommar. Det \u00e4r m\u00f6rkret s\u00e5klart. Nu \u00e4r det redan m\u00f6rkt kv\u00e4llar och n\u00e4tter. Har aldrig f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt varf\u00f6r det blir fortare m\u00f6rkt efter sommarsolst\u00e5ndet \u00e4n det blir ljust fram mot det. 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