{"id":15995,"date":"2015-01-05T09:40:41","date_gmt":"2015-01-05T08:40:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=15995"},"modified":"2015-01-05T09:40:41","modified_gmt":"2015-01-05T08:40:41","slug":"oljus-over-halsingland","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15995","title":{"rendered":"Oljus \u00f6ver H\u00e4lsingland"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Jag vaknar klockan kvart \u00f6ver tre och st\u00e4ller mig i f\u00f6nstret upp mot skogen s\u00e5som han\/hon\/det\/gud skapade mig. Oljuset lyser d\u00e4r ute \u00f6ver berget. Fullm\u00e5nens \u00e5teruts\u00e4nda fl\u00f6de \u00e4r starkt och tr\u00e4den kastar skuggor som p\u00e5 dan men med den skillnaden att det ljus som lyser upp det hela \u00e4r oljuset, det intensivt bl\u00e5a ljuset som man bara kan se h\u00e4r och nu och just bara den h\u00e4r tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret.<\/p>\n

Man kan s\u00e5klart inte f\u00f6rsumma en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r natt och jag drar p\u00e5 mig t-shirt och jeans och ger mig ut. M\u00e5let \u00e4r \u00d6rnberget, stupet med milsvid utsikt \u00f6ver de omgivande bergen som H\u00e4lsingskt rullar fram \u00f6ver v\u00e4rlden. Som en i tid nedsaktad Tsunami r\u00f6r de sig fram\u00e5t dessa v\u00e5gor, det \u00e4r bara vi m\u00e4nniskor som inte har klockor som kan m\u00e4ta deras r\u00f6relse fram\u00e5t genom den stora tiden, g\u00f6ra r\u00f6relsen synlig f\u00f6r oss d\u00f6dliga. P\u00e5 samma s\u00e4tt om vi inte h\u00f6r stenarna ropa p\u00e5 oss, varna oss, om vi inte ger oss tid att lyssna mycken f\u00f6rsiktighet i vinden d\u00e4r ord formas p\u00e5 l\u00e5ga frekvenser med dagar mellan de f\u00f6rsiktigt framviskade stavelserna.<\/p>\n

V\u00e4gen upp genom skogen visar att jag inte \u00e4r ensam denna natt. Gl\u00f6dande \u00f6gon betraktar mig bakom stammar eller fr\u00e5n h\u00f6jder i fj\u00e4rran. \u00d6gon beh\u00f6ver bara slutas f\u00f6r att dessa varelser skall slukas upp av natten och inte l\u00e4ngre g\u00e5 att uppt\u00e4cka. Men h\u00e4r finns varg, lodjur, r\u00e4v och en och annan tomte.Jag har inget otal med en enda av dem och de verkar inte bry sig speciellt mycket om en ensam vandrare i natten p\u00e5 v\u00e4g mot ett utsiktsberg heller.<\/p>\n

Det \u00e4r ingen speciellt dryg vandring upp p\u00e5 berget i normala fall. Men julmaten, pralinerna och julmusten skall b\u00e4ras med den h\u00e4r natten d\u00e4r den hakat sig fast p\u00e5 den gamla kroppen och jag blir fl\u00e5sig och svettig innan jag n\u00e5r upp till \u00d6rnbergets stup. Jag sjunker ner p\u00e5 stocken framf\u00f6r eldstaden och ser ut \u00f6ver H\u00e4lsingland. Ett H\u00e4lsingland som badar i oljuset och d\u00e4r m\u00e4nniskorna, de flesta, fortfarande sover. Ljus fr\u00e5n m\u00e4nskliga boningar syns inte h\u00e4r uppifr\u00e5n. Bara bergen och sj\u00f6arna hela v\u00e4gen ut mot \u00d6stersj\u00f6n.<\/p>\n

Det \u00e4r vackert och magiskt och underbart och jag gl\u00f6mmer mig i mina tankar och funderingar d\u00e4r uppe p\u00e5 stocken tills solen tittar upp och suddar ut det bl\u00e5 med vitt och intensivt morgonljus. Jag blinkar till och v\u00e4cks ur mina tankar. K\u00e4nner hur frusen jag \u00e4r efter att ha suttit stilla h\u00e4r i timmar. Reser mig upp p\u00e5 stela ben och med en knarrande kropp och vandrar hem mot kontoret med en hel dags arbete framf\u00f6r mig. Men l\u00e4kt \u00e4nda l\u00e4ngst in i sj\u00e4lens m\u00f6rkaste vr\u00e5 \u00e4r jag av det ljus som inte finns men som \u00e4nd\u00e5 fanns denna underbart unika natt ensam p\u00e5 ett berg i H\u00e4lsinglands djupaste skogar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag vaknar klockan kvart \u00f6ver tre och st\u00e4ller mig i f\u00f6nstret upp mot skogen s\u00e5som han\/hon\/det\/gud skapade mig. Oljuset lyser d\u00e4r ute \u00f6ver berget. Fullm\u00e5nens \u00e5teruts\u00e4nda fl\u00f6de \u00e4r starkt och tr\u00e4den kastar skuggor som p\u00e5 dan men med den skillnaden att det ljus som lyser upp det hela \u00e4r oljuset, det intensivt bl\u00e5a ljuset som […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15995","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":33287,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33287","url_meta":{"origin":15995,"position":0},"title":"oljuset","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2019-10-14","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag st\u00e5r d\u00e4r halvnaken i f\u00f6nstret och spannar efter tomtar i oljuset d\u00e4r genom ett f\u00f6nster inatt runt halv tre. 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