{"id":15953,"date":"2015-01-02T11:33:11","date_gmt":"2015-01-02T10:33:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=15953"},"modified":"2015-01-02T11:33:11","modified_gmt":"2015-01-02T10:33:11","slug":"ingen-kommer-levandes-fram-till-dorren","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15953","title":{"rendered":"Ingen kommer levandes fram till d\u00f6rren."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/3.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-13874\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/3.jpg?resize=580%2C435\" alt=\"3\" width=\"580\" height=\"435\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/3.jpg?w=702&amp;ssl=1 702w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/3.jpg?resize=300%2C224&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/3.jpg?resize=400%2C300&amp;ssl=1 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jo det \u00e4r lite segt h\u00e4r. Antar att l\u00e4get \u00e4r detsamma hos alla andra som jobbar idag ocks\u00e5. Den d\u00e4r soffan, praillnerna och gomaten har liksom b\u00e4ddat in en i ett skumtomteliknande h\u00f6lje och d\u00e4r sitter man och kan liksom inte komma ig\u00e5ng p\u00e5 riktigt. Arbete finns det. Det borde b\u00e5de inventeras och bokf\u00f6ras och kodas men det vill sig likf\u00f6rbaskat inte. Bara f\u00f6r att bryta det d\u00e4r integ\u00f6ran\u00e5gotstirrande sittande vid skrivbordet s\u00e5 g\u00e5r jag ner och fyller p\u00e5 pellets. Det beh\u00f6vs inte m\u00e5nga s\u00e4ckar varje dag f\u00f6r att h\u00e5lla huset varmt i dessa tider. Hallelulja p\u00e5 den. Men halt blir det, sn\u00f6 rasar fr\u00e5n taket. S\u00e5 jag g\u00e5r ut och skottar fram garageporten. Tung bl\u00f6tsn\u00f6. Jag fl\u00e5sar. Sandar lite sen. I helgen har isgatan h\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r fungerat som en vallgrav. Ingen kommer levandes fram till d\u00f6rren helt enkelt. B\u00e4st f\u00f6r allas lugn het enkelt.<\/p>\n<p>Vi har liksom f\u00e5tt orkans\u00e4song h\u00e4r i Sverige ocks\u00e5. Har ni t\u00e4nkt p\u00e5 det? Starka vindar i slutet av December och i Januari. Man f\u00e5r liksom h\u00e5lla i hatten. Det finns ingen annan l\u00f6sning p\u00e5 problemet. Men den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen verkar det som om vi klarar oss ganska bra i mellansverige. Hallelulia p\u00e5 den ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Vadan alla dessa hallelulja kan du undra. Har han g\u00e5tt och blivit religi\u00f6s den ocoole gubben. Men du kan vara lugn.Det Edsbygenererade f\u00f6raktet f\u00f6r de religi\u00f6sa f\u00f6rsamlingarna och dess m\u00e4nniskor sitter djupt rotat i den h\u00e4r gubben. I inga andra sammanhang har jag m\u00f6tt fler och mer onda och sj\u00e4lviska m\u00e4nniskor \u00e4n bland dem som s\u00e4ger sig vara guds barn. Allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r bara en urs\u00e4kt f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 vara egoistisk och tycka att &#8220;jag&#8221; f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar en plats n\u00e4ra Jesus och den store guden f\u00f6r att just &#8220;jag&#8221; \u00e4r en b\u00e4ttre m\u00e4nniska \u00e4n alla andra. Snacka om h\u00f6gmod.<\/p>\n<p>Fast nu b\u00f6rjar det rycka lite l\u00e4tt i kodhj\u00e4rnan. Det \u00e4r gott och v\u00e4lbeh\u00f6vligt en dag som denna. Vinden tilltar d\u00e4r ute. En hund sk\u00e4ller p\u00e5 andra sidan dalg\u00e5ngen. Fr\u00e5n dragspelarens hus syns inte en r\u00f6relse och hos grannen b\u00f6rjar man sakta vakna.Det \u00e4r en ny dag p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng f\u00f6r m\u00e4nniskorna. De riktiga m\u00e4nniskorna. Sj\u00e4lv tackar jag han\/hon\/det\/gud n\u00e4r lillkatten kryper ner under t\u00e4cket och l\u00e4gger sig t\u00e4tt intill mig. Det \u00e4r liksom &#8220;tycka om&#8221; p\u00e5 riktigt utan ett uns av inst\u00e4llsamhet. Hon skiter i att jag \u00e4r gammal och ful och har stor och tjock mage. Hallelulja p\u00e5 den ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jo det \u00e4r lite segt h\u00e4r. Antar att l\u00e4get \u00e4r detsamma hos alla andra som jobbar idag ocks\u00e5. Den d\u00e4r soffan, praillnerna och gomaten har liksom b\u00e4ddat in en i ett skumtomteliknande h\u00f6lje och d\u00e4r sitter man och kan liksom inte komma ig\u00e5ng p\u00e5 riktigt. Arbete finns det. Det borde b\u00e5de inventeras och bokf\u00f6ras och [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15953","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":8861,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=8861","url_meta":{"origin":15953,"position":0},"title":"Tick, tack,&#8230;Fredag","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-08-23","format":false,"excerpt":"Fredag igen. 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