{"id":15813,"date":"2014-12-20T14:59:29","date_gmt":"2014-12-20T13:59:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=15813"},"modified":"2014-12-21T20:40:58","modified_gmt":"2014-12-21T19:40:58","slug":"arets-granmord-avklarat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15813","title":{"rendered":"\u00c5rets granmord avklarat"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/dsc_0657_01.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-15814\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/dsc_0657_01.jpg?resize=490%2C324\" alt=\"dsc_0657_01\" width=\"490\" height=\"324\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/dsc_0657_01.jpg?w=490&amp;ssl=1 490w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/dsc_0657_01.jpg?resize=300%2C198&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/dsc_0657_01.jpg?resize=454%2C300&amp;ssl=1 454w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 490px) 100vw, 490px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Japp ut och h\u00e4mta gran, p\u00e5 min mark, det som nog kanske skall skrivas &#8220;min&#8221; mark eftersom det var Pytt-Nisses f\u00f6re mig och juridiskt s\u00e4tt nog \u00e4r kommunal mark. Hursomhelst \u00e4r det dit jag g\u00e5r och s\u00e5gar ner en. Eller m\u00f6rdar. F\u00f6r jag kunde lika g\u00e4rna ha ihj\u00e4l en kattunge. Det k\u00e4nns p\u00e5 samma s\u00e4tt.\u00a0 Men familjen kan inte fira jul utan en m\u00f6rdad gran s\u00e5 d\u00e4rf\u00f6r g\u00e5r jag denna dag ut och m\u00f6rdar en \u00e5t dem. Jag tar hem den och placerar den i en fot i vardagsrummet sen f\u00e5r de ta \u00f6ver. Jag befattar mig inte med den l\u00e4ngre. Den m\u00f6rdade som st\u00e5r d\u00e4r och d\u00f6r i vardagsrummet l\u00e5tsas jag att jag inte ser. Det \u00e4r bara i hj\u00e4rtat det v\u00e4rker.<\/p>\n<p>L\u00f6jligt s\u00e4ger s\u00e5klart en massa m\u00e4nniskor om n\u00e5got s\u00e5dant. En granj\u00e4vel, va fan&#8230; Som kreatur f\u00f6rr i tiden. Inte fan k\u00e4nde en h\u00e4st n\u00e5got, inte k\u00e4nde en ko n\u00e5got, inte k\u00e4nde en svart slav p\u00e5 plantagerna n\u00e5got. L\u00f6jligt s\u00e5klart som romerna som sitter med sina muggar utanf\u00f6r butikerna. Inte fan k\u00e4nner de n\u00e5got&#8230;. Om man inte lyssnar. Om man inte k\u00e4nner efter. Granen som har en mer komplicerad genupps\u00e4ttning \u00e4n m\u00e4nniskor. F\u00f6dd p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r platsen f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 v\u00e4xa upp och bli en stor gran. Som de d\u00e4r som stod bredvid den. Hundratjugo\u00e5ringar, hundrafemtio\u00e5ringar. J\u00e4ttar. Respekt.<\/p>\n<p>Japp s\u00e5 k\u00e4nner jag. Ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r moroten och salladsbladet. De jag nu m\u00e5ste ha f\u00f6r att \u00f6verleva. Precis som andra beh\u00f6ver en bit ko och en bit gris. Saker d\u00f6r f\u00f6r att vi skall kunna \u00f6verleva. Inget konstigt med det. S\u00e5 fungerar det. H\u00f6ken \u00e4ter sparven och gud f\u00f6der alltid h\u00f6ken. Men respekten, det \u00e4r den det handlar om, respekten f\u00f6r det som lever och att det har samma r\u00e4tt att leva som en sj\u00e4lv.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Japp ut och h\u00e4mta gran, p\u00e5 min mark, det som nog kanske skall skrivas &#8220;min&#8221; mark eftersom det var Pytt-Nisses f\u00f6re mig och juridiskt s\u00e4tt nog \u00e4r kommunal mark. Hursomhelst \u00e4r det dit jag g\u00e5r och s\u00e5gar ner en. Eller m\u00f6rdar. F\u00f6r jag kunde lika g\u00e4rna ha ihj\u00e4l en kattunge. 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