{"id":15544,"date":"2014-12-05T18:35:44","date_gmt":"2014-12-05T17:35:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=15544"},"modified":"2014-12-05T18:36:54","modified_gmt":"2014-12-05T17:36:54","slug":"jag-ar-slut-som-vanligt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15544","title":{"rendered":"Jag \u00e4r slut (som vanligt)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/2014-10-23_11-05-21.png\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-15273\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/2014-10-23_11-05-21.png?resize=338%2C187\" alt=\"2014-10-23_11-05-21\" width=\"338\" height=\"187\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Dagen \u00e4r slut. Jag \u00e4r slut. Jag har nyss kommit ut ur den stora inspirationen, koncentrationen, sj\u00e4lvf\u00f6rnekelsen. D\u00e4r inne m\u00e4rker man s\u00e5klart inte att krafterna tar slut. Det \u00e4r f\u00f6rst n\u00e4r man skall checka in koden och skjuta iv\u00e4g den till USA som man k\u00e4nner hur helt urlakad man \u00e4r.\u00a0 Man orkar n\u00e4stan inte resa sig ur stolen. \u00d6gonen g\u00e5r i kors. Men man m\u00e5ste resa p\u00e5 sig s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r helig fredag med vila. Snart sover man d\u00e4r p\u00e5 soffan. Det finns ingen annan m\u00f6jlighet en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r dag. Fransk film p\u00e5 tv\u00e5an efter nio. Allts\u00e5 ett utm\u00e4rkt s\u00e4tt att f\u00f6rdriva tid fram tills dess \u00e4r att vila. P\u00e5 sp\u00e5ret och annat trams ger mig inget. Noll, zip, titta vad jag kan program.<\/p>\n<p>Jag har m\u00f6tt dem som \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre under veckan igen. Ja de g\u00f6r ingen hemlighet av det. S\u00e4ger det g\u00e4rna. Men det slutar alltid ocks\u00e5 just d\u00e4r. Med bara prat. S\u00e5 mycket mer blir det inte f\u00f6r de d\u00e4r som \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n andra. S\u00e5 jag skiter i dem. I alla fall f\u00f6r det mesta.Jag bed\u00f6mer andra efter deras g\u00e4rningar inte efter deras munnar eller deras kroppsattribut. De f\u00e5r allt prestera n\u00e5got ocks\u00e5 om de vill ha min uppm\u00e4rksamhet. Men i den tid vi lever i s\u00e5 \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart lite gammaldags.\u00a0 Men det \u00e4r ju jag ocks\u00e5 \u00e5 andra sidan s\u00e5 det f\u00e5r v\u00e4l vara s\u00e5 d\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Japp, d\u00e5 s\u00e5, nu \u00e4r koden iv\u00e4gskickad. En backup startad. Dags att ge sig. Kan bara \u00f6nska en trevlig helg till alla d\u00e4r ute. Speciellt till alla er som inte l\u00e4ser de h\u00e4r raderna eftersom ni \u00e4r flest. Men ni kommer s\u00e5klart aldrig veta om den d\u00e4r helgh\u00e4lsningen f\u00f6r att ni lever i de ignorantas v\u00e4rld. Synd f\u00f6r er&#8230; eller inte om man ser det s\u00e5&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dagen \u00e4r slut. Jag \u00e4r slut. Jag har nyss kommit ut ur den stora inspirationen, koncentrationen, sj\u00e4lvf\u00f6rnekelsen. D\u00e4r inne m\u00e4rker man s\u00e5klart inte att krafterna tar slut. Det \u00e4r f\u00f6rst n\u00e4r man skall checka in koden och skjuta iv\u00e4g den till USA som man k\u00e4nner hur helt urlakad man \u00e4r.\u00a0 Man orkar n\u00e4stan inte resa [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15544","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":13076,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=13076","url_meta":{"origin":15544,"position":0},"title":"Man f\u00e5r allt resa sig.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-05-07","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag \u00e4r s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt s\u00e5 att den gr\u00f6na soffan d\u00e4r framf\u00f6r Rapport ter sig som en slags gyllene ark som man bara vill f\u00f6rsvinna ner i f\u00f6r aldrig igen l\u00e4mna. 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