{"id":15484,"date":"2014-12-01T23:33:24","date_gmt":"2014-12-01T22:33:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=15484"},"modified":"2014-12-02T08:17:18","modified_gmt":"2014-12-02T07:17:18","slug":"dansa-med-vargar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15484","title":{"rendered":"Dansa med vargar"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/varg.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-15485\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/varg.jpg?resize=224%2C280\" alt=\"varg\" width=\"224\" height=\"280\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Vargarna ylar h\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r och berget vill ha mig. \u00a0Ja det \u00e4r just s\u00e5 det \u00e4r. Eftersom havet inte n\u00e5r mig s\u00e5h\u00e4r l\u00e5ngt in\u00e5t land och jag \u00e4r skyddad av miljarder ton av jord, sten och liv &#8211; det som ligger d\u00e4r emellan oss, mig och havet &#8211; s\u00e5 tar berget havets plats och ropar p\u00e5 mig, kallar p\u00e5 mig f\u00f6r att jag skall g\u00e5 det till m\u00f6tes. Men \u00e4nnu har det inte kraft nog att slita ut mig genom st\u00e4ngda f\u00f6nster. Det kr\u00e4vs m\u00e5ne f\u00f6r det. Den fulla m\u00e5nens kraft i samverkan med bergets urkraft. Den styrkan i tv\u00e5 st\u00e5r ingen emot. Inte ens en av de svaga som jag. De starka och lyckade har f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan slukats hela med h\u00e5r och hud och hull och oseende \u00f6gon som f\u00f6rlorade f\u00f6rm\u00e5gan att se innan \u00f6ronen imploderade in i deras tomma hj\u00e4rnor och gjorde syltmos av alla minnen som en g\u00e5ng hade v\u00e4rde.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 l\u00e5t vargarna yla d\u00e4r ute p\u00e5 berget. L\u00e5t dem kalla p\u00e5 mig den svage och den som vandrar sj\u00e4lv. Jag h\u00f6rsammar inte deras rop f\u00f6rr\u00e4n m\u00e5nen \u00e4r full. ALDRIG! P\u00e5 l\u00f6rdag den sj\u00e4tte d\u00e5 n\u00e4r m\u00e5nen reser sig \u00f6ver berget. D\u00e5 h\u00e5ller jag mig fast i allt som g\u00e5r att h\u00e5lla fast i n\u00e4r vargarna och berget p\u00e5 mig ropa. Allt h\u00f6gre h\u00f6gre tills huvudet n\u00e4stan spr\u00e4ngs. \u00a0Men jag vet s\u00e5 s\u00e4kert som jag lever, ja jag vet i allt jag vet och kan, det finns inget endaste ett som kan h\u00e5lla mig kvar inom det stora gula husets skyddande v\u00e4ggar en s\u00e5dan natt n\u00e4r det som \u00e4ger kallar. Snart dansar jag naken d\u00e4r p\u00e5 berget, det som \u00e4ger de sj\u00e4lar som tror sig fria viljors v\u00e4sen vara.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Vargarna ylar h\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r och berget vill ha mig. \u00a0Ja det \u00e4r just s\u00e5 det \u00e4r. Eftersom havet inte n\u00e5r mig s\u00e5h\u00e4r l\u00e5ngt in\u00e5t land och jag \u00e4r skyddad av miljarder ton av jord, sten och liv &#8211; det som ligger d\u00e4r emellan oss, mig och havet &#8211; s\u00e5 tar berget havets plats och ropar [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15484","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":7706,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=7706","url_meta":{"origin":15484,"position":0},"title":"Vatten","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-06-22","format":false,"excerpt":"Vattnet vill ha mig. \u00c4r ute efter mig. 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