{"id":15329,"date":"2014-11-15T14:12:30","date_gmt":"2014-11-15T13:12:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=15329"},"modified":"2014-11-15T14:12:30","modified_gmt":"2014-11-15T13:12:30","slug":"en-liten-rod-stuga-i-plat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15329","title":{"rendered":"En liten r\u00f6d stuga i pl\u00e5t"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/003.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-15330\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/003-768x1024.jpg?resize=580%2C773\" alt=\"003\" width=\"580\" height=\"773\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/003.jpg?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/003.jpg?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/003.jpg?w=1944&amp;ssl=1 1944w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/003.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/003.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>En liten entita kastar sig n\u00e4stan p\u00e5 mig n\u00e4r jag kommer f\u00f6r att fylla den stora f\u00e5gelmataren. Hon, ja det \u00e4r helt s\u00e4kert en hon, \u00e4r rent ut sagt f\u00f6rbannad p\u00e5 ocool gubbe som har l\u00e5tit f\u00e5gelmatare bli tom. L\u00e5t s\u00e5 vara n\u00e5gra timmar, men i alla fall. LITEN ENTITA \u00c4R HUNGRIG NU!!! Hon \u00e4r v\u00e4l bara en till i m\u00e4ngden som vill ha n\u00e5got av mig. Man kan se det s\u00e5. Men v\u00e4ljer bort de tankarna. F\u00e5gelmatandet och gl\u00e4djen i det h\u00f6r till \u00e5ldern. I mitt fall ett n\u00f6je jag njutit av hela livet, vilket naturligtvis s\u00e4ger en hel del om mig och mentala \u00e5lder.<\/p>\n<p>Det lugnar sig s\u00e5klart n\u00e4r maten \u00e4r p\u00e5 plats och hennes entite-gubbe, som tydligen \u00e4r ordentligt kuvad av sin livskamrat (\u00e5rskamrat?), v\u00e5gar sig ocks\u00e5 fram. Jag passar p\u00e5 att fylla den lilla r\u00f6da stugan som h\u00e4nger i den gamla damen ocks\u00e5. F\u00f6r liten \u00e4r den den d\u00e4r pl\u00e5tgrejen. \u00c4ts ur p\u00e5 en enda dag. Blir ett j\u00e4kla spring till. Men den h\u00e4nger v\u00e4l d\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r kontorsf\u00f6nstret d\u00e4r den p\u00e5minner mig om riktigt liv.<\/p>\n<p>F\u00f6r ett halv\u00e5r sedan f\u00f6rf\u00e4rdigades den n\u00e5gonstans i Kina. Antagligen gjord av Amerikanska och Europeiska skrotbilar. Varje atom och molekyl i den d\u00e4r har en livshistoria att ber\u00e4tta och Kinesen som m\u00e5lade den som en r\u00f6d stuga med vita knutar kan s\u00e5klart inte f\u00f6rest\u00e4lla sig ens f\u00f6r en sekund de trakter d\u00e4r den nu h\u00e4nger.<\/p>\n<p>Jag sitter och ligger och sover ibland p\u00e5 soffan idag. God bok. Brasa. Det \u00e4r sk\u00f6nt och jag kan inte tycka annat \u00e4n att jag faktiskt \u00e4r v\u00e4rd det. Men jag k\u00e4nner ocks\u00e5 pirrandet. Jag \u00e4r b\u00e5de sugen och redo att k\u00f6ra ig\u00e5ng igen. Det \u00e4r bara s\u00e5. Det finns mer, nytt att g\u00f6ra. Men jag tvingar mig kvar d\u00e4r i soffan. Allt har sin tid. Det \u00e4r bara s\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Det \u00e4r dit jag t\u00e4nker \u00e5terv\u00e4nda nu. Lugn och ro och inga m\u00e5sten. Mailkorgen fylls med sina mail i en st\u00e4ndig str\u00f6m, &#8220;I could not care&#8221; less. liksom. Imorgon \u00e4r en annan dag. Mot kv\u00e4llen kanske jag \u00e4r redo f\u00f6r stord\u00e5d igen. Troligen faktiskt. Men ite f\u00f6rr\u00e4n dess. Helt s\u00e4kert faktiskt.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>En liten entita kastar sig n\u00e4stan p\u00e5 mig n\u00e4r jag kommer f\u00f6r att fylla den stora f\u00e5gelmataren. Hon, ja det \u00e4r helt s\u00e4kert en hon, \u00e4r rent ut sagt f\u00f6rbannad p\u00e5 ocool gubbe som har l\u00e5tit f\u00e5gelmatare bli tom. L\u00e5t s\u00e5 vara n\u00e5gra timmar, men i alla fall. LITEN ENTITA \u00c4R HUNGRIG NU!!! Hon \u00e4r [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15329","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":3258,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=3258","url_meta":{"origin":15329,"position":0},"title":"S\u00e5 jag st\u00e5r d\u00e4r.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-02-21","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag best\u00e4mmer mig f\u00f6r att skippa l\u00e5tsasjobbet f\u00f6r kv\u00e4llen. 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