{"id":15286,"date":"2014-11-06T20:21:02","date_gmt":"2014-11-06T19:21:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=15286"},"modified":"2014-11-06T20:21:02","modified_gmt":"2014-11-06T19:21:02","slug":"den-totala-utmattningen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15286","title":{"rendered":"Den totala utmattningen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/saknad2_108740439.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-15133\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/saknad2_108740439.jpg?resize=350%2C497\" alt=\"saknad2_108740439\" width=\"350\" height=\"497\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jag \u00a0har aldrig arbetat n\u00e4rmare gr\u00e4nsen \u00e4n just nu. Den totala utmattningens gr\u00e4ns d\u00e5 allts\u00e5. I det skall d\u00e5 r\u00e4kna in alla andra sessioner genom \u00e5ren n\u00e4r man f\u00e5tt anv\u00e4nda allt man har i resurser av energi. Men nu \u00e4r det allts\u00e5 v\u00e4rre. Allt k\u00e4ndes ok och lugnt ig\u00e5r men s\u00e5 hittar jag en grej som tar hela dan idag att fixa och som ger chockv\u00e5gor genom en massa annan kod som naturligtvis ocks\u00e5 m\u00e5ste testas och arbetsh\u00f6gen v\u00e4xer ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att minska. Jag trodde i min enfald ett tag att den h\u00e4r helgen skulle jag kunna tillbringa avsev\u00e4rd tid p\u00e5 soffan, under t\u00e4cket, \u00a0med en god bok men som det ser ut just nu s\u00e5 \u00e4r det allts\u00e5 \u00e4nnu en helg med jobb som v\u00e4ntar. Suck&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Varf\u00f6r?&#8221; Undviker man nogsamt att fr\u00e5ga sig. Jag tj\u00e4nar inte en krona p\u00e5 det h\u00e4r. Jag f\u00e5r inget tack f\u00f6r det h\u00e4r. Jag vinner inga priser. Orden &#8220;fr\u00e5ga dig f\u00f6rfan inte varf\u00f6r du h\u00e5ller p\u00e5!&#8221; f\u00e5r man upprepa f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lv d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. Skulle tanken slinka igenom skulle man h\u00e4mta sl\u00e4ggan och sl\u00e5 s\u00f6nder datorer och sk\u00e4rmar s\u00e5 att de blev pulvriserade minnen av elektronisk framtidstro och skaffa sig ett riktigt liv. Ge sig ut p\u00e5 v\u00e4garna och uppleva m\u00e4nniskorna och v\u00e4rlden p\u00e5 riktigt.<\/p>\n<p>Som gr\u00e4dde p\u00e5 moset s\u00e5 har Windowsdatorn f\u00e5tt n\u00e5got virus som sl\u00e4nger upp websidor i browsern. Seg som sirap som den alltid \u00e4r n\u00e4r det \u00e4r releasedags. Linuxburken har b\u00f6rjat sega till sig den ocks\u00e5. Oklart varf\u00f6r. Man blir f\u00f6rbannad men f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker undertrycka det hela annars blir det den d\u00e4r sl\u00e4ggan. Ut med release sen f\u00e5r man v\u00e4l installera om. Det tar alltid n\u00e5gon dag det d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Innan allt \u00e4r p\u00e5 plats.<\/p>\n<p>Ja s\u00e5 skriva i bloggen har jag allts\u00e5 inte tid med alls egentligen. Jag har kod att testa, r\u00e4tta och skriva. Fyra timmar \u00e5tminstone till ikv\u00e4ll. Som st\u00f6d har jag h\u00e4llt upp en skv\u00e4tt av \u00e4ngelns whisky. Det hj\u00e4lper. Man f\u00e5r h\u00e5lla sina egna tummar och jobba p\u00e5 om man nu s\u00e5 j\u00e4vla best\u00e4mt m\u00e5ste f\u00f6r\u00e4ndra v\u00e4rlden. Japp, det \u00e4r bara det det handlar om.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag \u00a0har aldrig arbetat n\u00e4rmare gr\u00e4nsen \u00e4n just nu. Den totala utmattningens gr\u00e4ns d\u00e5 allts\u00e5. I det skall d\u00e5 r\u00e4kna in alla andra sessioner genom \u00e5ren n\u00e4r man f\u00e5tt anv\u00e4nda allt man har i resurser av energi. Men nu \u00e4r det allts\u00e5 v\u00e4rre. Allt k\u00e4ndes ok och lugnt ig\u00e5r men s\u00e5 hittar jag en grej [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15286","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":17957,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17957","url_meta":{"origin":15286,"position":0},"title":"L\u00f6dr\u00f6k","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-05-25","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag skall l\u00e5ta l\u00f6d\u00e5ngorna omsluta mig idag. 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