{"id":15229,"date":"2014-10-29T12:54:01","date_gmt":"2014-10-29T11:54:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=15229"},"modified":"2020-04-22T08:18:58","modified_gmt":"2020-04-22T07:18:58","slug":"min-mor-kommer-pa-besok","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15229","title":{"rendered":"Min mor kommer p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/SBA-huvudbild.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-14839\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/SBA-huvudbild.jpg?resize=480%2C270\" alt=\"SBA-huvudbild\" width=\"480\" height=\"270\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jag dr\u00f6mmer om min d\u00f6da mamma precis innan jag somnar in i \u00a0natt. Ja dr\u00f6mmer, men jag sover inte. Det \u00e4r i det d\u00e4r halvsovande tillst\u00e5ndet. Men helt pl\u00f6tsligt s\u00e5 ser jag hennes ansikte framf\u00f6r mig. Bara det och sen hennes hand som jag k\u00e4nner tar min. Den som \u00e4r varm och h\u00e5ller i min h\u00f6gra hand i ett f\u00f6rsiktigt grepp. Morsan \u00e4r bara ett ansikte. Nypermanentad och glad, s\u00e5 himla glad s\u00e5 hon skrattar. Hon liksom vinkar ocks\u00e5. Liksom k\u00f6r p\u00e5, heja, heja, och d\u00e4r blir jag s\u00e5 f\u00f6rv\u00e5nad att jag direkt blir klarvaken igen och inte kan sova p\u00e5 \u00f6ver en timme.<\/p>\n<p>Jag tar det som en uppmuntran fr\u00e5n andra sidan n\u00e4r en klapp p\u00e5 axeln inte\u00a0finns h\u00e4r. Det kan s\u00e5klart lika g\u00e4rna vara en tr\u00f6tt hj\u00e4rnas spratt. Men livet blir liksom roligare och b\u00e4ttre att leva om det d\u00e4r verkligen var min mamma som p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt lyckades ta sig igenom tidsv\u00e4varna en kort stund. Att se henne pigg och glad och skrattade igen. Ja, det k\u00e4ndes bra.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag dr\u00f6mmer om min d\u00f6da mamma precis innan jag somnar in i \u00a0natt. Ja dr\u00f6mmer, men jag sover inte. Det \u00e4r i det d\u00e4r halvsovande tillst\u00e5ndet. Men helt pl\u00f6tsligt s\u00e5 ser jag hennes ansikte framf\u00f6r mig. Bara det och sen hennes hand som jag k\u00e4nner tar min. Den som \u00e4r varm och h\u00e5ller i min [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15229","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":8913,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=8913","url_meta":{"origin":15229,"position":0},"title":"Kidnappad av bondbrud i Lo[o]s &#8211; vilken j\u00e4vla natt!","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-08-26","format":false,"excerpt":"Han knappt s\u00e4tta mig i bilen och dra iv\u00e4g fr\u00e5n infernot f\u00f6rr\u00e4n en stor tv\u00e5ochtjugometers svart man slet upp d\u00f6rren och mig med. 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