M\u00e5ndagen avverkad alldeles snart, Det finns inte s\u00e5 mycket mer kraft kvar i den h\u00e4r o-coole gubben just nu. Inte f\u00f6r idag i alla fall. Jag liter p\u00e5 att allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r tillbaks imorgon igen efter en natts s\u00f6mn. Som det alltid brukar vara. Men vem kan vara s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 det. Vem kan ens vara s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att vakna imorgon. Inte jag i alla fall. Man lever i en farlig \u00e5lder d\u00e4r allt man missk\u00f6tt hos sig sj\u00e4lv i tidigare \u00e5r nu skall betalas tillbaks. Det \u00e4r lika f\u00f6r alla \u00a0utan undantag det d\u00e4r. \u00c4nnu g\u00e5r inte ungdom att k\u00f6pa. Och priset, ja det skall betalas antingen man vill eller inte.<\/p>\n
Inuti d\u00e4ruppe och d\u00e4rinne \u00e4r man fortfarande tjugotv\u00e5. Det \u00e4r bara s\u00e5. Man kan liksom inte fatta att folk tycker man \u00e4r gammal. En del “grabbar” b\u00f6rjar jaga sm\u00e5tjejer f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 vara n\u00e4ra den d\u00e4r ungdomen. Andra sn\u00f6rar p\u00e5 sig l\u00f6parskorna “f\u00f6r att komma i form”. Men inget av det d\u00e4r hj\u00e4lper ju. Yngre blir man inte. Det \u00e4r enkelt och r\u00e4ttvist och r\u00e4tt.<\/p>\n
N\u00e4pp skall krypa i s\u00e4ng. Min bok handlar om Pragv\u00e5ren 1968 d\u00e4r jag l\u00e4ser just nu. Man vill bara l\u00e4sa vidare hela natten. Ig\u00e5r blev det f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga sidor. Tr\u00f6tt idag just d\u00e4rf\u00f6r. F\u00e5r hoppas den \u00e4r lite tr\u00e5kigare ikv\u00e4ll. M\u00e5ste vila f\u00f6r att orka. M\u00e5ste det.<\/p>\n
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M\u00e5ndagen avverkad alldeles snart, Det finns inte s\u00e5 mycket mer kraft kvar i den h\u00e4r o-coole gubben just nu. Inte f\u00f6r idag i alla fall. Jag liter p\u00e5 att allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r tillbaks imorgon igen efter en natts s\u00f6mn. Som det alltid brukar vara. Men vem kan vara s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 det. 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