{"id":15185,"date":"2014-10-25T11:00:54","date_gmt":"2014-10-25T10:00:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=15185"},"modified":"2018-12-17T20:14:59","modified_gmt":"2018-12-17T19:14:59","slug":"15185","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15185","title":{"rendered":"L\u00e4tt"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"PIX-RLZAUB\"<\/a><\/p>\n

De \u00e4r inte varje dag man g\u00e5r ner till jobbet med de d\u00e4r l\u00e4ttaste av steg. Idag \u00e4r stegen tyngre \u00e4n vanligt. Soffan, brasan och boken sitter d\u00e4r i sinnet som en l\u00e4ngtan utan slut. Men jobbet m\u00e5ste g\u00f6ras. Det finns inget val. S\u00e5 man g\u00e5r ner f\u00f6r de d\u00e4r trapporna, knappar in koden och smyger sig in p\u00e5 kontoret. S\u00e4tter sig i den p\u00e5 konkursauktion ink\u00f6pta stolen och k\u00f6r ig\u00e5ng. Stearinljus p\u00e5, musik p\u00e5, en katt som kryper upp och l\u00e4gger sig p\u00e5 axeln, n\u00e4ra, n\u00e4ra. Ja det g\u00e5r bra. Det fungerar. Det \u00e4r bara en till dag p\u00e5 jobbet och snart \u00e4r man inne i den d\u00e4r l\u00e5tsasv\u00e4rlden igen. Japp, tr\u00f6tt som en lanthandlare efter julhandeln, men inte beredd att ge upp \u00e4nnu. Lite till. N\u00e5gra dagar till orkar man, kanske veckor, m\u00e5nader och \u00e5r. Man har skrivit sitt namn p\u00e5 nedersta raden och h\u00e5ller sina avtal.<\/p>\n

Kim har en d\u00f6dsfest. Det \u00e4r en j\u00e4kligt sjysst tanke, Ha begravningen innan man drar. S\u00e5 att man f\u00e5r vara med. N\u00e5got att ta efter. Verkligen. Men man skall ha n\u00e5gra att bjuda s\u00e5klart om man vill ha s\u00e5dana fester. Sj\u00e4lv f\u00e5r det nog bli en kanelbulle och whisky framf\u00f6r brasan ungef\u00e4r som p\u00e5 mina “skivsl\u00e4pparfester”. Gott nog f\u00f6r f\u00f6rlorare. Gott nog f\u00f6r mig.<\/p>\n

Sn\u00f6n \u00e4r borta utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret. Kung Bore tillbakaslagen. Den som blev till vatten och strilande forsar utf\u00f6r kullens branter utan den l\u00e5nga vinterns vila, nu redan p\u00e5 god v\u00e4g mot havet, v\u00e5r gemensamma moder. \u00a0F\u00f6r den h\u00e4r veckan \u00e4r slaget vunnet. Det kommer trupper s\u00f6derifr\u00e5n och f\u00f6rst\u00e4rker. Ger oss v\u00e4rme\u00e4lskande kraft att leva en stund till i m\u00f6rker och att g\u00f6ra det utan att huttra och skrapa rutor p\u00e5 bilar. Jag \u00e4r n\u00f6jd \u00f6ver detta enkla faktum. Ingen skall s\u00e4ga att jag tar och kr\u00e4ver f\u00f6r mycket.<\/p>\n

Men jag har inget te med mig som m\u00e4ter min skrivartid idag . De 24 sm\u00e5 whiskyflaskorna som st\u00e5r h\u00e4r p\u00e5 packbordet \u00e4r fridade tills den 1\/12 s\u00e5 de kan inte heller anv\u00e4ndas som l\u00f6rdagssubstitut f\u00f6r skrivtidsm\u00e4tning. Det bara att ge sig i kast med jobbet. Jag har redan anv\u00e4nt allt f\u00f6r mycket v\u00e4rdefull tid f\u00f6r att skriva de h\u00e4r orden. L\u00e4sta av s\u00e5 f\u00e5. Ingen n\u00e4stan. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5 fyller de sitt syfte, orden och meningarna, felstavningarna, s\u00e4rskrivningarna och syftningsfelen. Skitsamma. Man m\u00e5ste veta varf\u00f6r man skriver ocks\u00e5. Vet Blondinbella det!? Precis som man m\u00e5ste veta varf\u00f6r man \u00e4lskar. Man m\u00e5ste inte g\u00f6ra allt med avsikten och m\u00e5let att sj\u00e4lv bli \u00e4lskad. Nej. Man m\u00e5ste inte det. Man kan g\u00f6ra saker f\u00f6r att man \u00e4lskar. Det \u00e4r en skillnad d\u00e4r. Inte f\u00f6rst\u00e5dd av s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga i v\u00e5r tid. Det \u00e4r sant. Men sann lik f\u00f6rbannat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

De \u00e4r inte varje dag man g\u00e5r ner till jobbet med de d\u00e4r l\u00e4ttaste av steg. Idag \u00e4r stegen tyngre \u00e4n vanligt. Soffan, brasan och boken sitter d\u00e4r i sinnet som en l\u00e4ngtan utan slut. Men jobbet m\u00e5ste g\u00f6ras. Det finns inget val. S\u00e5 man g\u00e5r ner f\u00f6r de d\u00e4r trapporna, knappar in koden och […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15185","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":15016,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15016","url_meta":{"origin":15185,"position":0},"title":"Diwali – Ljusets h\u00f6gtid.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-10-02","format":false,"excerpt":"Det \u00e4r en morgon n\u00e4r jag har sv\u00e5rt att ta mig upp. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 j\u00e4vla sk\u00f6nt d\u00e4r under t\u00e4cket. 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