{"id":15103,"date":"2014-10-13T22:23:49","date_gmt":"2014-10-13T21:23:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=15103"},"modified":"2014-10-13T22:23:49","modified_gmt":"2014-10-13T21:23:49","slug":"tankarna-flaxar-omkring-som-krakor-i-en-storm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15103","title":{"rendered":"Tankarna flaxar omkring som kr\u00e5kor i en storm."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/111101Promenad-2.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-15104\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/111101Promenad-2.jpg?resize=580%2C508\" alt=\"111101Promenad-2\" width=\"580\" height=\"508\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jag har en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r oinspirerad dag. det jobbas, javisst, men inte med full kapacitet. Tankarna flaxar omkring som kr\u00e5kor i en storm. Det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r med de d\u00e4r dagarna. Man f\u00e5r liksom acceptera dem f\u00f6r vad de \u00e4r. Givet att man helst vill vara utan dem. Vill ha full fart varje dag men det g\u00e5r bara inte. De \u00e4r ett m\u00e5ste de d\u00e5liga dagarna ocks\u00e5. Jag har l\u00e4rt mig det.<\/p>\n<p>Det \u00e4r fullst\u00e4ndigt tyst h\u00e4r i huset nu. Inte ens katten som ligger h\u00e4r bredvid mig snarkar s\u00e5 att det h\u00f6rs, vilket annars \u00e4r brukligt. Ja och jod\u00e5 det &#8220;tjular&#8221; lite l\u00e4tt i mitt h\u00f6ger\u00f6ra, Marshall\u00f6rat, det som var v\u00e4nt mot Marshallstacken en g\u00e5ng i tiden n\u00e4r det begav sig. Men annars h\u00f6rs inte ens h\u00e5rddiskarna eller fl\u00e4ktarna p\u00e5 datorerna i denna stund. Inaktivitet var det. Men jag hinner s\u00e5klart bara skriva det d\u00e4r s\u00e5 b\u00f6rjar disken p\u00e5 min gamla windows b\u00e4rbara leva igen. Den g\u00e5r p\u00e5 n\u00e5der den d\u00e4r datorn. Tre gig minne \u00e4r precis p\u00e5 gr\u00e4nsen och inte heller processorns \u00e4r v\u00e4l av senaste snitt. S\u00e5 har det alltid varit. Jag har suttit p\u00e5 gamla grejer j\u00e4mt men gjort ganska coola saker \u00e4nd\u00e5. Det \u00e4r liksom inte d\u00e4r det sitter. \u00c4ven om moderna grejer s\u00e5klart hj\u00e4lper. Men jag \u00e4r en sn\u00e5l j\u00e4vel n\u00e4r det kommer till s\u00e5nt. Det skall k\u00f6ras slut p\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Men jag tror jag skall ge mig och hoppas p\u00e5 morgondagen. Antigen blir det s\u00e4mre eller ocks\u00e5 blir det b\u00e4ttre. Det \u00e4r liksom bara s\u00e5 det \u00e4r. Under tiden f\u00e5r man k\u00e4mpa p\u00e5. F\u00f6rdelen med att g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga sig lite tidigare \u00e4r s\u00e5klart att man hinner l\u00e4sa ett eller tv\u00e5 kapitel extra. Det \u00e4r bra. Lyx. S\u00e5 det f\u00e5r bli p\u00e5 det s\u00e4ttet. Men f\u00f6rst fylla pellets d\u00e5. Suck. Det skall man h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 med nu tills Bergsfinkarna invaderar kullen. Sen kan man st\u00e4nga av pannan och l\u00e5ta maskineriet vila. \u00a0Men hur l\u00e5ngt \u00e4r det inte dit d\u00e5? Det vill man verkligen inte t\u00e4nka n\u00e4rmare p\u00e5. NEJ NEJ NEJ. Godnatt!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag har en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r oinspirerad dag. det jobbas, javisst, men inte med full kapacitet. Tankarna flaxar omkring som kr\u00e5kor i en storm. Det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r med de d\u00e4r dagarna. Man f\u00e5r liksom acceptera dem f\u00f6r vad de \u00e4r. Givet att man helst vill vara utan dem. Vill ha full fart varje dag [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15103","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":24361,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24361","url_meta":{"origin":15103,"position":0},"title":"Att vakna upp igen","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2017-05-16","format":false,"excerpt":"Mitt normala vakna upp \u00e4r lite \"jippie en ny h\u00e4rlig dag igen\", ja faktiskt, de flesta dagarna \u00e4r de s\u00e5, glad \u00e4r jag \u00f6ver att f\u00e5 en ny dag. 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