{"id":14499,"date":"2014-08-25T22:41:06","date_gmt":"2014-08-25T21:41:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=14499"},"modified":"2014-08-25T22:41:06","modified_gmt":"2014-08-25T21:41:06","slug":"nattens-dolda-varelser","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=14499","title":{"rendered":"Nattens dolda varelser."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/887873_88295983.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-14500\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/887873_88295983.jpg?resize=430%2C323\" alt=\"887873_88295983\" width=\"430\" height=\"323\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/887873_88295983.jpg?w=430&amp;ssl=1 430w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/887873_88295983.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/887873_88295983.jpg?resize=399%2C300&amp;ssl=1 399w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 430px) 100vw, 430px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jag sitter p\u00e5 kontoret och skall knyta ihop p\u00e5sen, allts\u00e5 skicka \u00f6ver koden till USA. Skall strax l\u00e4mna \u00f6ver de gamla skollokalerna till de eviga kvarsittarna och de gamla l\u00e4rare som aldrig sl\u00e4pptes h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. De som bedriver sin undervisning under natten i samma lokaler som jag kodar i p\u00e5 dagarna. Oftast \u00e4r det inget problem v\u00e5rt delande av samma rum, det \u00e4r bara ibland som det inte riktig funkar, n\u00e4r jag sitter h\u00e4r f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge p\u00e5 natten. D\u00e5 k\u00e4nner jag de arga blickarna i nacken n\u00e4r jag sl\u00e4cker lyset och g\u00e5r ut genom d\u00f6rren. Aldrig n\u00e5gonsin har jag v\u00e5gat v\u00e4nda mig om innan jag st\u00e4ngt d\u00f6rren de kv\u00e4llarna. Men en dag kanske jag har det modet, d\u00e5 skall vi samtala med varandra den natten ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att g\u00e5 \u00e5t varsitt h\u00e5ll.<\/p>\n<p>F\u00f6rsta natten vi bodde h\u00e4r i Lo(o)s var en riktigt jobbig natt. K\u00e4nslan att n\u00e5gon s\u00e5g p\u00e5 oss var s\u00e5 otroligt tydlig. Ni vet den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan man f\u00e5r n\u00e4r man k\u00e4nner att n\u00e5gon i ett rum tittar p\u00e5 en och v\u00e4nder blicken mot den d\u00e4r personen och f\u00e5r det verifierat. S\u00e5 var det hela den natten. B\u00e5de Karin och jag k\u00e4nde det d\u00e4r och jag var alldeles kallsvettig fram\u00e5t sm\u00e5timmarna. Det gick liksom inte att st\u00e4nga \u00f6gonen. N\u00e4rvaron av n\u00e5gon annan var s\u00e5 tydlig. Men fram\u00e5t morgonkvisten n\u00e4r det b\u00f6rjade ljusna somnade vi d\u00e5 \u00e4ntligen. Efter den natten fanns inget av den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan kvar. Det var precis som n\u00e5gon godk\u00e4nde v\u00e5r n\u00e4rvaro i huset och kom fram till att vi trotts allt var OK.<\/p>\n<p>Kanske \u00e4r det inbillning allt det d\u00e4r. Eller ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r det en k\u00e4nslighet f\u00f6r n\u00e5got som finns. Gammelmormor var den kloka gumman, morsan hade sitt. Men var och en f\u00e5r s\u00e5klart tro p\u00e5 det man vill n\u00e4r det g\u00e4ller s\u00e5dant h\u00e4r. Jag litar p\u00e5 institution och k\u00e4nslor, kan inte annat. Utan dem finns inget liv. Nu k\u00e4nner jag att det \u00e4r dags f\u00f6r mig att ge mig iv\u00e4g h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Godnatt!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag sitter p\u00e5 kontoret och skall knyta ihop p\u00e5sen, allts\u00e5 skicka \u00f6ver koden till USA. Skall strax l\u00e4mna \u00f6ver de gamla skollokalerna till de eviga kvarsittarna och de gamla l\u00e4rare som aldrig sl\u00e4pptes h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. De som bedriver sin undervisning under natten i samma lokaler som jag kodar i p\u00e5 dagarna. Oftast \u00e4r det inget problem [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14499","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":17160,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17160","url_meta":{"origin":14499,"position":0},"title":"R\u00e5bocken","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-03-20","format":false,"excerpt":"En r\u00e5bock stirrar p\u00e5 mig genom d\u00f6rren n\u00e4r jag g\u00e5r ner och fyller pellets f\u00f6r natten. 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