{"id":14354,"date":"2014-08-11T22:15:59","date_gmt":"2014-08-11T21:15:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=14354"},"modified":"2014-08-11T22:15:59","modified_gmt":"2014-08-11T21:15:59","slug":"urgrot","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=14354","title":{"rendered":"Urgr\u00f6t"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/data.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-14355\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/data.jpg?resize=580%2C326\" alt=\"data\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Borde arbeta med riktiga saker men hamnar i studion efter nyhetstimmen. Den jag somnar till snarkande under uppe p\u00e5 soffan. Jod\u00e5 det fragment till l\u00e5t som jag hittade p\u00e5 lunchen utvecklades till en helt annat l\u00e5t n\u00e4r jag s\u00e4tter mig d\u00e4r bland rattarna och knapparna. Det blir allts\u00e5 tv\u00e5 tillblivelser p\u00e5 samma dag. Jag blir alltid lika f\u00f6rv\u00e5nad \u00f6ver var de kommer ifr\u00e5n de d\u00e4r s\u00e5ngerna. \u00a0Men jag t\u00e4nker mig en urgr\u00f6t som sv\u00e4var omkring d\u00e4r i universum och som inneh\u00e5ller all visdom och alla ord och alla l\u00e5tar och att man n\u00e4r man s\u00e4tter sig s\u00e5d\u00e4r som jag g\u00f6r ikv\u00e4ll kopplar till den d\u00e4r gemensamma banken av allt som finns. Tar f\u00f6r sig av det som passar f\u00f6r stunden och liksom kidnappar det d\u00e4r och f\u00f6r ner det i ett liksom materialiserat tillst\u00e5nd. Det \u00e4r d\u00e4r agnarna skiljs fr\u00e5n vetet. John Lennon och dom tappar(de) samma saker som en nolla som jag g\u00f6r men de kunde ocks\u00e5 g\u00f6ra materialet r\u00e4ttvisa. Men det viktiga \u00e4r att John Lennon och de andra och jag och vi andra k\u00e4nner (k\u00e4nde d\u00e5 i Lennons fall) samma skapargl\u00e4dje i den d\u00e4r processen. Det d\u00e4r med att det blir omtyckt \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 sekund\u00e4rt f\u00f6r de flesta av oss. Att hitta guldet \u00e4r nr 1. Att s\u00e4lja det 2. Andra v\u00e4nder p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. Men de har ingenting fattat.<\/p>\n<p>Det d\u00e4r \u00e4r liksom inget att k\u00e4nna sig storvulen \u00f6ver. Alla kan g\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r s\u00e5klart. Om man vill. Och alla g\u00f6r det ocks\u00e5. Men vi plockar ner olika saker. De b\u00e4sta beh\u00f6ver inte ens lyfta ut det de f\u00e5ngar ut ur sina huvuden. De kan l\u00e5ta det snurra runt d\u00e4r inne rent och of\u00f6rst\u00f6rt. De \u00e4r de som har kommit l\u00e4ngst. S\u00e5dana som jag som m\u00e5ste skriva blogg, kr\u00f6nikor, l\u00e4gga l\u00e5tar p\u00e5 Spotify och annat trams, f\u00f6r att \u00f6verhuvudtaget synas, &#8220;se mig mamma och pappa&#8221;, \u00e4r skr\u00e4p och skadade &#8211; sekunda &#8211; varor som skulle ha \u00e5terl\u00e4mnats till tillverkaren om det nu funnits en \u00e5ngerr\u00e4tt. Men nu finns det inte det. \u00a0D\u00e4rf\u00f6r kan vi forts\u00e4tta. Jag liksom alla andra. Och jag ber h\u00e4rmed om urs\u00e4kt p\u00e5 min och andras v\u00e4gnar f\u00f6r det. Men, eller M E N vi kan inte annat. Kan inte b\u00e4ttre. F\u00f6rl\u00e5t oss.<\/p>\n<p>Kv\u00e4llen \u00e4r \u00f6ver f\u00f6r min skull. Jag skall lyssna igenom mina grejer en g\u00e5ng till, sen skall jag ge mig f\u00f6r ikv\u00e4ll. Anledningen \u00e4r att jag har en s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat bra bok p\u00e5 nattduksbordet. Det \u00e4r h\u00e4rligt det med. 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