Studion en kv\u00e4ll till. Det ni. Letar n\u00e5gra ord som fattas och lite annat ocks\u00e5 medan jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5. Det \u00e4r en lyx det d\u00e4r att f\u00e5 sitta d\u00e4r, vara helt och fullt bortkopplad fr\u00e5n v\u00e4rlden. L\u00e5t fem av tio eller tolv eller tretton eller n\u00e5got annat antal l\u00e5tar bli till innan hela surven \u00e5ker upp p\u00e5 Spotify (och ett g\u00e4ng andra st\u00e4llen) och blir kallade “ett album”. Allvar f\u00f6r mig men knappas f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon annan.<\/p>\n
K\u00e4ra frun kommer att ha d\u00f6d p\u00e5 mig i den d\u00e4r studion en dag. Med lurar och djupt koncentrerad s\u00e5 h\u00f6r jag och ser jag mycket lite. S\u00e5 n\u00e4r hon helt pl\u00f6tsligt dyker upp i rummet (det g\u00f6r hon d\u00e5 och d\u00e5), viftande och gestikulerande f\u00f6r att jag skall uppm\u00e4rksamma henne s\u00e5 slutar det alltid p\u00e5 samma s\u00e4tt. Jag f\u00e5r n\u00e4ra nog en hj\u00e4rtattack och skriker rakt ut i ren skr\u00e4ck.. Vidrigt \u00e4r det. Man tror det \u00e4r en av de gamla l\u00e4rarna som verkar i lokalerna h\u00e4r p\u00e5 n\u00e4tterna som st\u00e5r d\u00e4r och vill ta mig i \u00f6rat f\u00f6r att jag spelar samma j\u00e4vla skitl\u00e5t om och om och om och om och om igen s\u00e5 att b\u00e5de himmel och helvete st\u00f6rs och reagerar. En dag kommer det d\u00e4r att ta livet av mig. Helt s\u00e4kert. Men ett b\u00e4ttre s\u00e4tt att l\u00e4mna v\u00e4rlden har jag sv\u00e5rt att t\u00e4nka mig, s\u00e5 det \u00e4r v\u00e4l OK.<\/p>\n
Men fram till den dan \u00e4r det allts\u00e5 mest skoj, och det t\u00e4nker jag forts\u00e4tta med nu en eller tv\u00e5 eller tre timmar eller vad det blir. S\u00e5 det s\u00e5!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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L\u00e5t fem av tio eller tolv eller tretton eller n\u00e5got annat antal l\u00e5tar bli till innan hela surven \u00e5ker […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14196","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":14277,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=14277","url_meta":{"origin":14196,"position":0},"title":"Att \u00e4ta en elefant","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-08-05","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag letar energi. 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