{"id":13441,"date":"2014-06-09T11:32:23","date_gmt":"2014-06-09T10:32:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=13441"},"modified":"2014-06-09T11:33:09","modified_gmt":"2014-06-09T10:33:09","slug":"en-man-sitter-i-vara-utemobler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=13441","title":{"rendered":"En man sitter i v\u00e5ra utem\u00f6bler"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/Natt-i-Rocky-Mountain-.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-13442\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/Natt-i-Rocky-Mountain--768x1024.jpg?resize=580%2C773\" alt=\"Natt i Rocky Mountain-\" width=\"580\" height=\"773\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>N\u00e4r jag runt midnatt skall st\u00e4nga f\u00f6nstren p\u00e5 mitt kontor och traska upp till en v\u00e4ntande s\u00e4ng ser jag att han sitter d\u00e4r i v\u00e5ra vita utem\u00f6bler. Jag har sett honom f\u00f6rut men mest smygande i periferin av tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rden, men nu har han allts\u00e5 satt sig bekv\u00e4mt till r\u00e4tta vid bordet d\u00e4r vi i familjen tidigare under kv\u00e4llen avnj\u00f6t en grillad middag f\u00f6r tre.<\/p>\n<p>Han \u00e4r som alltid kl\u00e4dd i svart fr\u00e5n topp till t\u00e5. Bankslitna kl\u00e4der, slokhatt och det \u00e4r som om han kommer fr\u00e5n en annan tid. Man t\u00e4nker tjugotal och en man fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr i sina b\u00e4sta kl\u00e4der, de han en g\u00e5ng gifte sig i men som redan d\u00e5 var arvegods efter en far som dog i lungsoten p\u00e5 hospitalet i H\u00e4rn\u00f6sand.<\/p>\n<p>Jag kan ju inte l\u00e5ta bli att fr\u00e5ga vem han \u00e4r d\u00e4r genom f\u00f6nstret och han v\u00e4nder sig mot mig och ber\u00e4ttar vem han \u00e4r. Hans tr\u00f6tta \u00f6gon ser p\u00e5 mig och jag k\u00e4nner att den ensamhet jag ocks\u00e5 k\u00e4nner, den som egentligen bara finns d\u00e4r inom mig, inom oss, den k\u00e4nner ocks\u00e5 denne man. S\u00e5 jag g\u00e5r ut till honom i natten. H\u00e4r, i v\u00e5r tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rd, skall ingen n\u00e5gonsin beh\u00f6va k\u00e4nna sig ensam. Det \u00e4r fortfarande varmt. Och han ber\u00e4ttar sin historia och jag lyssnar f\u00f6rundrat och n\u00e4r han har ber\u00e4ttat klart s\u00e5 ber\u00e4ttar jag min. N\u00e4r vi \u00e4r klara s\u00e5 ser vi l\u00e4nge p\u00e5 varandra i ett slags samf\u00f6rst\u00e5nd. Hummar sen och s\u00e4ger hej och tack. Han g\u00e5r stigen upp mot berget och jag g\u00e5r in, vandrar upp f\u00f6r trapporna till min s\u00e4ng och sover snart s\u00f6tt som om liksom lugnad av en kamrat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>N\u00e4r jag runt midnatt skall st\u00e4nga f\u00f6nstren p\u00e5 mitt kontor och traska upp till en v\u00e4ntande s\u00e4ng ser jag att han sitter d\u00e4r i v\u00e5ra vita utem\u00f6bler. Jag har sett honom f\u00f6rut men mest smygande i periferin av tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rden, men nu har han allts\u00e5 satt sig bekv\u00e4mt till r\u00e4tta vid bordet d\u00e4r vi i familjen [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13441","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":25380,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25380","url_meta":{"origin":13441,"position":0},"title":"Mannen med s\u00e4cken","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2017-09-14","format":false,"excerpt":"Klockan \u00e4r v\u00e4l halv sju sis\u00e5d\u00e4r. 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