{"id":13076,"date":"2014-05-07T19:32:13","date_gmt":"2014-05-07T18:32:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=13076"},"modified":"2014-05-07T19:32:13","modified_gmt":"2014-05-07T18:32:13","slug":"man-far-allt-resa-sig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=13076","title":{"rendered":"Man f\u00e5r allt resa sig."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/images2.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-13077\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/images2.jpg?resize=259%2C194\" alt=\"images\" width=\"259\" height=\"194\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jag \u00e4r s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt s\u00e5 att den gr\u00f6na soffan d\u00e4r framf\u00f6r Rapport ter sig som en slags gyllene ark som man bara vill f\u00f6rsvinna ner i f\u00f6r aldrig igen l\u00e4mna. Men jobbet d\u00e5 t\u00e4nker man n\u00e4rt man sjunkit ner d\u00e4r, jobbet, det finns ingen som g\u00f6r det d\u00e4r jobbet om man inte reser sig upp ur den d\u00e4r soffan, str\u00e4cker p\u00e5 sig, och vandrar ner f\u00f6r alla de d\u00e4r trapporna. Det finns ingen som kommer att ha f\u00f6rst\u00e5else f\u00f6r att man stannar h\u00e4r nersjunken i en soffa. Det \u00e4r helt s\u00e4kert.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 jag reser mig upp. Uppb\u00e5dar den energi som finns kvar hos den h\u00e4r n\u00e4stan f\u00f6rbrukade personen. En som vandrat l\u00e5ngt nu och v\u00e4l mest \u00e4r som ett uttj\u00e4nt batteri som inte l\u00e4ngre laddar s\u00e5 bra och borde bytas ut, kastas bort, begravas. Men ocks\u00e5 den sista energin skall kramas ur, det \u00e4r ju s\u00e5, och snart sitter jag d\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontorsstolen. Kod skall skrivas och det \u00e4r jag som skall g\u00f6ra det.<\/p>\n<p>Man m\u00e5ste hitta det d\u00e4r flytet. Leta inom sig tills man har det. F\u00f6r n\u00e4r det v\u00e4l \u00e4r funnet flyter det p\u00e5 av sig sj\u00e4lv. Det fungerar lite som en h\u00e4vert. Man m\u00e5ste bara f\u00e5 det att rinna alldeles s\u00e5 lite f\u00f6rst.<\/p>\n<p>Pavarotti&#8217;s sk\u00f6ns\u00e5ng borde ha hj\u00e4lpt till idag s\u00e5klart, effekten borde sitta kvar. Men det sn\u00f6ar fortfarande och kylan letar sig in i hus och vidare in i m\u00e4rg och ben och tr\u00e4ffar till slut tr\u00f6tthetscentret i hj\u00e4rnan och bos\u00e4tter sig d\u00e4r. Det beh\u00f6vs sol, maj, blommande k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rstr\u00e4d, surrande humlor och leende v\u00e5rutsprungna flickor f\u00f6r att f\u00e5r bort det d\u00e4r tr\u00f6tta nu. Inte s\u00e5nt h\u00e4r skitv\u00e4der. Men allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r l\u00e5ngt borta om man tittar ut p\u00e5 en sn\u00f6kl\u00e4dd gr\u00e4smatta. S\u00e5 jag dyker in i koden, letar flytet och koncentrationen. R\u00e4ddningen som s\u00e5 ofta f\u00f6rr.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag \u00e4r s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt s\u00e5 att den gr\u00f6na soffan d\u00e4r framf\u00f6r Rapport ter sig som en slags gyllene ark som man bara vill f\u00f6rsvinna ner i f\u00f6r aldrig igen l\u00e4mna. Men jobbet d\u00e5 t\u00e4nker man n\u00e4rt man sjunkit ner d\u00e4r, jobbet, det finns ingen som g\u00f6r det d\u00e4r jobbet om man inte reser sig upp [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13076","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":15667,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15667","url_meta":{"origin":13076,"position":0},"title":"Du f\u00f6raktar mig, hur i helvete skall jag d\u00e5 se p\u00e5 dig!?","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-12-12","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag tror p\u00e5 \u00e4nglar och troll och Gandalf. 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