{"id":12796,"date":"2014-04-11T21:53:31","date_gmt":"2014-04-11T20:53:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=12796"},"modified":"2014-04-11T21:53:31","modified_gmt":"2014-04-11T20:53:31","slug":"en-dubbel-italiensk-och-mr-banks","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=12796","title":{"rendered":"En dubbel Italiensk och Mr Banks"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/MaryPoppins1.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/MaryPoppins1.jpg?resize=580%2C387\" alt=\"MaryPoppins1\" width=\"580\" height=\"387\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-12797\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bokf\u00f6ring hela dan. Det \u00e4r nedsl\u00e5ende. Inte f\u00f6r siffrorna utan f\u00f6r syssels\u00e4ttningens natur. D\u00e4r finns inget som helst som inspirerar en s\u00e5n som mig till stord\u00e5d. Jag \u00e4r f\u00f6r skadad av ett fritt liv med alldeles egna tankar f\u00f6r att l\u00e5sas fast i BAS planer och dubbelt italienskt. Skulle bli galen, sl\u00e5s brutalt till marken, om jag skulle g\u00f6ra detta varje dag. Hj\u00e4ltar allts\u00e5 de som g\u00f6r det. Det m\u00e5ste man erk\u00e4nna. Men skall villigt ocks\u00e5 tillst\u00e5 att mitt ordningssinne stimuleras av det d\u00e4r. N\u00e4r m\u00e5nadens sista papper \u00e5ker in i b\u00f6ckerna, skatten \u00e4r betald och kontona \u00e4r avst\u00e4mda s\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det \u00e4nd\u00e5 r\u00e4tt gott i en ocool gammal gubbes hj\u00e4rta. Var sak p\u00e5 sin plats liksom.<\/p>\n<p>Vi ser &#8220;Saving Mr. Banks&#8221; ikv\u00e4ll. Gillar den. Den \u00e5terf\u00f6r mig till k\u00e4nslorna precis som f\u00e5glarna gjorde i morse. Tr\u00f6tt som vanligt p\u00e5 fredagarna s\u00e5klart och jag skall snart ta mig an T\u00e4ppas senaste bok. Gillar den inte j\u00e4ttemycket men tar mig nog igenom den. G\u00f6r det mest f\u00f6r att jag gillar T\u00e4ppas, i alla fall mediabilden av honom. Har ju inte tr\u00e4ffat honom personligen s\u00e5 han kan vara vad som helst egentligen. <\/p>\n<p>Det finns jobb att g\u00f6ra imorgon ocks\u00e5. Helgerna \u00e4r mina egna och f\u00f6r egna projekt. Det \u00e4r d\u00e5 dr\u00f6mmar skall bli verklighet. Det r\u00e4cker att tro p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r och jobba efter det f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 den d\u00e4r goa k\u00e4nslan i magen och tycka att livet \u00e4r h\u00e4rligt. Man f\u00e5r p\u00e5minna sig om att det \u00e4r s\u00e5 n\u00e4r &#8220;framg\u00e5ngarna&#8221; uteblir. Det g\u00f6r liksom inget om man hela tiden \u00e4nd\u00e5 dansar och sjunger v\u00e4gen fram utan dem. Vad skulle en liten &#8220;framg\u00e5ng&#8221;, den som \u00e4nd\u00e5 alltid \u00e4r mest i andras \u00f6gon, mer kunna tillf\u00f6ra \u00e4n det?<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 d\u00e4r f\u00e5r fredagen ta slut f\u00f6r min del. Tyv\u00e4rr betyder det ocks\u00e5 att en stor tugga har tagits av helgen, helgens oskuld \u00e4r liksom borta, tagen, h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n och fram till s\u00f6ndagskv\u00e4ll \u00e4r det bara helg utan pirrande f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntningar om att helgen snart \u00e4r h\u00e4r och b\u00f6rjar p\u00e5 riktigt. Sen s\u00e4ger det s\u00e5klart bara tjoff och s\u00e5 sitter man d\u00e4r med en vecka framf\u00f6r sig igen. Kontraktsjobbande i anletes svett f\u00f6r mat p\u00e5 bordet och varma element. Lika f\u00f6r alla, n\u00e4stan. Men l\u00e5ngfredag och ledigt n\u00e4sta vecka. Det \u00e4r bra, speciellt nu f\u00f6r tiden n\u00e4r man till och med f\u00e5r flina p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r dan. Det var deppigare p\u00e5sk n\u00e4r man var ung, det \u00e4r ett som \u00e4r s\u00e4kert.<\/p>\n<p>Godnatt p\u00e5 det!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bokf\u00f6ring hela dan. Det \u00e4r nedsl\u00e5ende. Inte f\u00f6r siffrorna utan f\u00f6r syssels\u00e4ttningens natur. D\u00e4r finns inget som helst som inspirerar en s\u00e5n som mig till stord\u00e5d. Jag \u00e4r f\u00f6r skadad av ett fritt liv med alldeles egna tankar f\u00f6r att l\u00e5sas fast i BAS planer och dubbelt italienskt. 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