{"id":12708,"date":"2014-04-05T14:41:33","date_gmt":"2014-04-05T13:41:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=12708"},"modified":"2014-04-05T14:41:33","modified_gmt":"2014-04-05T13:41:33","slug":"det-stora-gula-huset-pa-kullen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=12708","title":{"rendered":"Det stora gula huset p\u00e5 kullen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/003.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-12709\" alt=\"003\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/003-1024x768.jpg?resize=580%2C435\" width=\"580\" height=\"435\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/003.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/003.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/003.jpg?resize=400%2C300&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/003.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/003.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Det stora gula huset p\u00e5 kullen. Det som har f\u00e5ngat mig. H\u00e5ller mig f\u00e5ngen i evig l\u00e4ngtan h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Men aldrig l\u00e4ngtan fr\u00e5n studion, fyra stora f\u00f6nster nere till h\u00f6ger, eller fr\u00e5n dr\u00f6mmakarverkstaden, fyra stora f\u00f6nster till v\u00e4nster, eller fr\u00e5n l\u00e4genheten d\u00e4r uppe med en varsin \u00f6ppen spis p\u00e5 var sida att sitta och sura vid om det blir f\u00f6r tr\u00e5ngt f\u00f6r en man och en kvinna som v\u00e4xt samman men bara n\u00e4stan gjort det. De tv\u00e5 som lutar sig mot varandra och vandrar fram\u00e5t sams \u00e4nd\u00e5 f\u00f6r det mesta. Rummet d\u00e4r l\u00e4ngst uppe som ingen sover i l\u00e4ngre. Minns skogsarbetaren, kommunfolk. Bredvid vindsutrymmen d\u00e4r det ena \u00e4r OK och det andra ett vi inte g\u00e5r in i ensamma n\u00e4r det \u00e4r m\u00f6rkt. H\u00e4r uppe bor fladdermuskolonin ocks\u00e5. Finns i b\u00e5da vindsutrymmena. V\u00e4rmer sig vid skorstenar. Dom r\u00e4ds inte samma saker som vi m\u00e4nniskor och bor bra h\u00e4r. De har inga problem att r\u00f6ra sig och finnas h\u00e4r med de osynliga och de osaliga, som inte ens allt j\u00e4vligt i livet r\u00e4ckte till f\u00f6r, och vi bor g\u00e4rna med dem under samma tak,<\/p>\n<p>Det jag hoppas \u00e4r den sista pelletspallen h\u00e5ller jag p\u00e5 att b\u00e4ra in. \u00c5ttahundrafemtiokilo. En skitsak. Anar vad en miljon m\u00e4nniskor kan bygga med h\u00e4nder och svett. Pustar lite en stund och tar bilden. K\u00e4nner att jag vill skriva det h\u00e4r till ingen men ur mig sj\u00e4lv. Ser att huset beh\u00f6ver m\u00e5las. Ett behovs som funnits i m\u00e5nga \u00e5r nu. Har inte r\u00e5d i \u00e5r heller.\u00a0 N\u00e4sta kanske. Fixar i alla fall ett rum i taget inne. Biblioteket klart nu. Fler p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng.\u00a0 Men ocks\u00e5 det tar \u00e5r. Det \u00e4r m\u00e5nga rum f\u00f6r tunn pl\u00e5nbok. Men vad g\u00f6r allt det d\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r betalt och klart det h\u00e4r gamla huset och det ger frihet. Fast huset \u00e4r inte v\u00e4rt ett dugg s\u00e5klart. Bara p\u00e5 k\u00e4nslokontot klirrar det. Men det har aldrig varit rikingligan jag velat vinna. Friheten v\u00e4rdes\u00e4tter jag mest. Den har jag. Snart vi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Det stora gula huset p\u00e5 kullen. Det som har f\u00e5ngat mig. H\u00e5ller mig f\u00e5ngen i evig l\u00e4ngtan h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Men aldrig l\u00e4ngtan fr\u00e5n studion, fyra stora f\u00f6nster nere till h\u00f6ger, eller fr\u00e5n dr\u00f6mmakarverkstaden, fyra stora f\u00f6nster till v\u00e4nster, eller fr\u00e5n l\u00e4genheten d\u00e4r uppe med en varsin \u00f6ppen spis p\u00e5 var sida att sitta och sura [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12708","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":15132,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15132","url_meta":{"origin":12708,"position":0},"title":"Jag h\u00e5ller mina l\u00f6ften","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-10-20","format":false,"excerpt":"Dimman ligger kvar h\u00e4r \u00f6ver kullen efter nattens och gastarnas dans runt det stora gula huset. 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