{"id":12539,"date":"2014-03-19T09:52:17","date_gmt":"2014-03-19T08:52:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=12539"},"modified":"2014-03-19T15:09:48","modified_gmt":"2014-03-19T14:09:48","slug":"brorsan-blir-pensionar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=12539","title":{"rendered":"Brorsan blir pension\u00e4r"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Diskotek<\/a><\/p>\n

Bilden fr\u00e5n http:\/\/www.atmosphereinrock.com<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n

Brorsan fyller pension idag. \u00c4nnu en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r ofattbar f\u00f6delsedag i ens omgivning. Hur i helvete har det g\u00e5tt till. Sextiofem \u00e5r, han som g\u00e5r framf\u00f6r mig med sju \u00e5r. Sju \u00e5r som g\u00e5r snabbare \u00e4n en grisblink s\u00e5 att man alltid snart sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r d\u00e4r, d\u00e4r han \u00e4r nu. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r retas jag bara lite lagom, sj\u00e4lvbevarelsedrift. Farsan dog som sjuttio\u00e5ring. Det b\u00f6rjar bli br\u00e5ttom, det \u00e4r mycket att hinna med \u00e4n. Och f\u00f6r den delen kan man d\u00f6 imorgon oavsett hur m\u00e5nga hj\u00e4rtstartare det finns p\u00e5 byn.<\/p>\n

Brorsan och jag har aldrig varit n\u00e4ra varandra. De sju \u00e5ren har alltid st\u00e5tt emellan oss. Vi har varit f\u00f6r olika under alla skeden i livet. Han har nog sk\u00e4mts f\u00f6r mig ganska ofta, det vet jag. Han har haft mer att f\u00f6rsvara och har h\u00f6gre h\u00e4star att sitta p\u00e5 men trotts allt det d\u00e4r s\u00e5 har vi kunnat komma \u00f6verens n\u00e4r det verkligen har g\u00e4llt. Man m\u00e5ste ju inte tycka om varandra och umg\u00e5s ens om man \u00e4r br\u00f6der. Men det \u00e4r klart att jag velat att det hade varit s\u00e5. Lite avundsjuk p\u00e5 dem som har syskon som de \u00e4r n\u00e4ra varandra \u00e4r jag allt.<\/p>\n

En dag kommer en av oss att st\u00e5 vid den andres kista. \u00c5tminstone det g\u00f6r vi f\u00f6r varandra. Vem det blir som ligger i den och vem som st\u00e5r bredvid har inget med \u00e5ren mellan oss att g\u00f6r. D\u00f6den tar oss n\u00e4r han\/hon\/det vill och d\u00e5 \u00e4r det \u00e4r bara att f\u00f6lja med. Efter det kan den som lever skriva sin egen sanning om sl\u00e4kten, den som blir den slutgiltiga.<\/p>\n

Ja, grattissms skickat. Mer blir det inte. Det var ett halv\u00e5r sedan vi sist pratade med varandra. Juridiska sp\u00f6rsm\u00e5l i samband med morsans d\u00f6d. Det sista som skulle l\u00f6sas. N\u00e4sta kontakt f\u00e5r v\u00e4l bli om fem \u00e5r n\u00e4r han fyller sjuttio, om vi nu inte r\u00e5kar springa in i varandra p\u00e5 slump f\u00f6re det.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bilden fr\u00e5n http:\/\/www.atmosphereinrock.com Brorsan fyller pension idag. \u00c4nnu en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r ofattbar f\u00f6delsedag i ens omgivning. Hur i helvete har det g\u00e5tt till. Sextiofem \u00e5r, han som g\u00e5r framf\u00f6r mig med sju \u00e5r. Sju \u00e5r som g\u00e5r snabbare \u00e4n en grisblink s\u00e5 att man alltid snart sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r d\u00e4r, d\u00e4r han \u00e4r nu. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r retas […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12539","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":17130,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17130","url_meta":{"origin":12539,"position":0},"title":"Ge upp idag eller imorgon!?","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-03-19","format":false,"excerpt":"Elton ringer precis innan jag skall g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga mig. 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