{"id":12359,"date":"2014-03-06T23:28:56","date_gmt":"2014-03-06T22:28:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=12359"},"modified":"2014-03-06T23:28:56","modified_gmt":"2014-03-06T22:28:56","slug":"jag-hor-ropen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=12359","title":{"rendered":"Jag h\u00f6r ropen."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/images.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/images.jpg?resize=270%2C186\" alt=\"images\" width=\"270\" height=\"186\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-12360\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Varje dag har ett slut. I alla fall nu f\u00f6r tiden. Som ung programmerare var det inte alltid s\u00e5. Man k\u00f6rde p\u00e5 tills man var klar. Tog sig igenom vargtimmar med kaffebryggarens hj\u00e4lp. K\u00e4nde sig n\u00f6jd med att klara \u00e4ven n\u00e4sta kv\u00e4ll till midnatt. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det inte l\u00e4ngre. Till och med en dag som denna, med ingenting vettigt gjort, g\u00f6r mig tr\u00f6tt alldeles f\u00f6r tidigt n\u00e4r det fortfarande \u00e5terst\u00e5r en god timme att jobba p\u00e5.. Boken, den d\u00e5liga, ropar p\u00e5 mig uppifr\u00e5n<\/p>\n<p> &#8220;kom upp och l\u00e4s&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>och jag \u00e4r svag s\u00e5klart. Svag i b\u00e5de till kropp och sj\u00e4l och ger efter och hoppas p\u00e5 fredagen. Att allt forts\u00e4tter d\u00e5, som idag, fast b\u00e4ttre.   <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Varje dag har ett slut. I alla fall nu f\u00f6r tiden. Som ung programmerare var det inte alltid s\u00e5. Man k\u00f6rde p\u00e5 tills man var klar. Tog sig igenom vargtimmar med kaffebryggarens hj\u00e4lp. K\u00e4nde sig n\u00f6jd med att klara \u00e4ven n\u00e4sta kv\u00e4ll till midnatt. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det inte l\u00e4ngre. 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