{"id":12130,"date":"2014-02-19T22:53:35","date_gmt":"2014-02-19T21:53:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=12130"},"modified":"2014-02-19T22:55:24","modified_gmt":"2014-02-19T21:55:24","slug":"framsteg","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=12130","title":{"rendered":"Framsteg"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"orange-utropstecken\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Att f\u00e5 den d\u00e4r koden att fungera, att f\u00e5 till den d\u00e4r texten man skriver p\u00e5, att l\u00e5ten man spelar in blir klar, att satsen man matematiskt skall bevisa blir bevisad och g\u00e5r ut, att barnen en dag flyttar hemifr\u00e5n och klarar sig sj\u00e4lva… <\/p>\n

De \u00e4r m\u00e5nga och sm\u00e5 de d\u00e4r framstegen man g\u00f6r i livet. Vi g\u00f6r dem allesammans och mina \u00e4r s\u00e5klart inte ett skit v\u00e4rda i din v\u00e4rld. Dina framsteg \u00e4r lite mer v\u00e4rda i min. Men bara d\u00e4rf\u00f6r att jag lever lite p\u00e5 andras prestationer ocks\u00e5. S\u00e4tter f\u00f6r lite tilltro till mina egna f\u00f6r att bara klara mig med dem.<\/p>\n

Ofta k\u00e4mpar man h\u00e5rt med de d\u00e4r stegen. K\u00f6r s\u00e5 att allt man har i sig kommer till anv\u00e4ndning och t\u00f6ms ur. Soppatrosk. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r kommer l\u00e4tt tomheten \u00f6ver en n\u00e4r man \u00e4r framme. Det man l\u00e4ngtar till \u00e4r bara som vanligt, Inget nirvana, inget m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdigt, bara ett till av alla dessa m\u00e5lg\u00e5ngar i livet. Dit d\u00e4r andra ocks\u00e5 n\u00e5tt l\u00e5ngt f\u00f6re en sj\u00e4lv eller om man nu g\u00e5r f\u00f6rst p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r v\u00e4gen, s\u00e5 vet man att alla som f\u00f6ljer efter, kommer att s\u00e4ga att dom alltid g\u00e5tt d\u00e4r. S\u00e5 inte heller att vara f\u00f6rst har n\u00e5gon mening, annat \u00e4n i n\u00e5gon f\u00f6rteckning d\u00e5 eller en lista som bleknar \u00f6ver tiden och snabbt f\u00f6rlorar sitt b\u00e4st f\u00f6re datum.<\/p>\n

Men samtidigt \u00e4r de d\u00e4r sm\u00e5 kamperna som man g\u00e5r vinnande ur sj\u00e4lva livet. Man f\u00e5r ta tillvara dem och s\u00e4tta upp dem som pokaler p\u00e5 en prishylla. L\u00e5t vara att inte TV eller ens lokal media ropar ut och ber\u00f6mmer bedriften. Den har \u00e4nd\u00e5 sitt v\u00e4rde. Det vet man. Man k\u00e4nner d\u00e4r l\u00e5ngt in l\u00e4ngst inuti en sj\u00e4lv, att nu har man kommit till n\u00e4sta spelniv\u00e5 i spelet som handlar om sj\u00e4lva livet. Ny utmaningar v\u00e4ntar. Sv\u00e5rare att kn\u00e4cka. Men man \u00e4r bredd och vet att man kommer att fixa dem. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Att f\u00e5 den d\u00e4r koden att fungera, att f\u00e5 till den d\u00e4r texten man skriver p\u00e5, att l\u00e5ten man spelar in blir klar, att satsen man matematiskt skall bevisa blir bevisad och g\u00e5r ut, att barnen en dag flyttar hemifr\u00e5n och klarar sig sj\u00e4lva… De \u00e4r m\u00e5nga och sm\u00e5 de d\u00e4r framstegen man g\u00f6r i […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12130","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":19054,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19054","url_meta":{"origin":12130,"position":0},"title":"Bubblor","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-11-18","format":false,"excerpt":"Koncentration. 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