{"id":12032,"date":"2014-02-13T22:21:43","date_gmt":"2014-02-13T21:21:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=12032"},"modified":"2014-02-13T22:21:54","modified_gmt":"2014-02-13T21:21:54","slug":"att-orka-gora-det-du-brinner-for-trotts-allt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=12032","title":{"rendered":"Att orka g\u00f6ra det du brinner f\u00f6r trots allt."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/h%C3%A4mta1.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/h%C3%A4mta1.jpg?resize=260%2C194\" alt=\"h\u00e4mta\" width=\"260\" height=\"194\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-11724\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Det \u00e4r alltid s\u00e5. Belackarna \u00e4r m\u00e5nga, h\u00f6gljudda och \u00e4lskar att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka ta ner dig p\u00e5 jorden eller \u00e4nnu hellre f\u00f6rpassa dig  ett par fot under densamma. De letar felen, svagheterna och hugger tag med sylvassa huggt\u00e4nder s\u00e5 fort du \u00f6ppnar upp f\u00f6r egna s\u00e5rbarheter. De lever p\u00e5 just det d\u00e4r. Att f\u00f6rst\u00f6ra, f\u00f6rnedra och f\u00f6rg\u00f6ra.<\/p>\n<p>Alla som g\u00f6r n\u00e5got, vad som helst i n\u00e5gon slags publik form k\u00e4nner till dem och drabbas ocks\u00e5  av dem st\u00e4ndigt. Speciellt de som sysslar med n\u00e5gon form av kulturell aktivitet, de som kr\u00e4ver att man \u00f6ppnar upp sin k\u00e4nslov\u00e4rld, \u00e4r utsatta och s\u00e5rbara men ocks\u00e5 politiker och beslutsfattare \u00e4r deras sj\u00e4lvklara offer. Vill man orka forts\u00e4tta leva f\u00e5r man l\u00e4ra sig att bortse fr\u00e5n dem annars kommer de att ta all energi fr\u00e5n dig och n\u00e4r de v\u00e4l gjort det, slita dig i stycken, utan ett minsta uns av sj\u00e4lvf\u00f6rebr\u00e5else.<\/p>\n<p>Vill man d\u00e5 g\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r man brinner f\u00f6r och \u00e4lskar m\u00e5ste man helt enkelt fj\u00e4rma sig fr\u00e5n m\u00e4nniskorna. Det \u00e4r antingen det eller ocks\u00e5 har man de d\u00e4r magiska omkring sig, de som lyfter upp en hela tiden n\u00e4r man faller och inte orkar l\u00e4ngre, de som tar en fram\u00e5t som om de var ens kryckor och proteser. Men det \u00e4r f\u00e5 f\u00f6runnat att hitta n\u00e5gon som orkar det? Speciellt om du inte kan ge tillbaks det som den andre f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar att f\u00e5 tillbaks. Du blir oftast \u00e4nd\u00e5 den som st\u00e5r sj\u00e4lv kvar, utl\u00e4mnad \u00e5t hyenornas nafsande och ingen, inte ens du kan vara stark nog att h\u00e5lla dem helt borta fr\u00e5n dig sj\u00e4lv. Fast \u00e4n du m\u00e5ste det f\u00f6r att \u00f6verleva. Till slut vinner de alltid. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det skrivet. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det \u00e4r alltid s\u00e5. Belackarna \u00e4r m\u00e5nga, h\u00f6gljudda och \u00e4lskar att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka ta ner dig p\u00e5 jorden eller \u00e4nnu hellre f\u00f6rpassa dig ett par fot under densamma. De letar felen, svagheterna och hugger tag med sylvassa huggt\u00e4nder s\u00e5 fort du \u00f6ppnar upp f\u00f6r egna s\u00e5rbarheter. De lever p\u00e5 just det d\u00e4r. Att f\u00f6rst\u00f6ra, f\u00f6rnedra och [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12032","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":15667,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15667","url_meta":{"origin":12032,"position":0},"title":"Du f\u00f6raktar mig, hur i helvete skall jag d\u00e5 se p\u00e5 dig!?","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-12-12","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag tror p\u00e5 \u00e4nglar och troll och Gandalf. 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