{"id":11931,"date":"2014-02-05T08:16:13","date_gmt":"2014-02-05T07:16:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=11931"},"modified":"2014-02-19T22:09:08","modified_gmt":"2014-02-19T21:09:08","slug":"fjaril-vingar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=11931","title":{"rendered":"Fj\u00e4ril vingad&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/images.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/images.jpg?resize=239%2C211\" alt=\"images\" width=\"239\" height=\"211\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-11932\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Tekoppen h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att kylas ner. Jag har suttit h\u00e4r en stund p\u00e5 kontoret. Utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret ljusnar det. Hundarna sk\u00e4ller in den nya dagen som hundar g\u00f6r, ocks\u00e5 de beh\u00f6ver visa att de finns efter en l\u00e5ng natt i andra v\u00e4rldar. En oskriven dag, den som inleder resten av mitt liv. Man best\u00e4mmer sj\u00e4lv \u00e5t vilket h\u00e5ll man vill g\u00e5. Vill man kan man l\u00e4mna tekoppen \u00e5t sitt \u00f6de, ta bilen och k\u00f6ra tills bensinen tar slut och sen forts\u00e4tta vidare, vidare till nya platser och nya m\u00f6ten. Det \u00e4r inte ens sv\u00e5rt. Man best\u00e4mmer det d\u00e4r sj\u00e4lv. Kan g\u00f6ra det om man vill. Om man m\u00e5ste. Men jag sitter kvar. Vet att jag kan g\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r i morgon ocks\u00e5. Jag \u00e4r ju \u00e4nd\u00e5 redan den flyende. P\u00e5 flykt fr\u00e5n mig sj\u00e4lv som de flesta andra. <\/p>\n<p>Nej nu dags att ta tag i den nya dagen. Dricka upp sitt te, t\u00e4nda ljuset och jobba i sitt anletes svett som generationer av b\u00f6nder f\u00f6re mig, de som inte heller gjort st\u00f6rre avtryck p\u00e5 v\u00e4rlden \u00e4n att till slut bli mull f\u00f6r blommor att v\u00e4xa i. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tekoppen h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att kylas ner. Jag har suttit h\u00e4r en stund p\u00e5 kontoret. Utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret ljusnar det. Hundarna sk\u00e4ller in den nya dagen som hundar g\u00f6r, ocks\u00e5 de beh\u00f6ver visa att de finns efter en l\u00e5ng natt i andra v\u00e4rldar. En oskriven dag, den som inleder resten av mitt liv. 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