{"id":11806,"date":"2014-01-28T08:52:27","date_gmt":"2014-01-28T07:52:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=11806"},"modified":"2014-01-28T08:52:27","modified_gmt":"2014-01-28T07:52:27","slug":"skanevader-och-morotter","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=11806","title":{"rendered":"Sk\u00e5nev\u00e4der och mor\u00f6tter"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/morot.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/morot.jpg?resize=260%2C194\" alt=\"morot\" width=\"260\" height=\"194\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-11807\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jag kan \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte l\u00e5ta bli att le lite n\u00e4r jag \u00e4ntrar kontoret h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen med tekoppen i handen. F\u00f6rkyld s\u00e5 in i helskotta \u00e4r jag, det \u00e4r n\u00e4stan soffa + t\u00e4cke + bok + film l\u00e4ge och ute \u00e4r det rena sk\u00e5nevintern, ni vet en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r med drivande sn\u00f6 och h\u00e5rda vindar. Men h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret \u00e4r det varmt och sk\u00f6nt. H\u00e4r v\u00e4ntar ocks\u00e5 nya sp\u00e4nnande arbetsuppgifter. L\u00e4r mig ett nytt programmeringsframework just nu. Jobbigt som fasiken s\u00e5klart.  Fr\u00e5n att kunna n\u00e5got flytande till att bli nyb\u00f6rjare igen finns eoner av frustration. Men vill man tillr\u00e4ckligt s\u00e5 skall det nog g\u00e5. Viljan \u00e4r det inget fel p\u00e5 hos den gamle ocoole gubben.<\/p>\n<p>Just det d\u00e4r att l\u00e4ra sig nytt har alltid varit grejen i mitt liv. Utan det, ingen \u00c5ke Hedman, d\u00e5 hade jag tr\u00f6ttnat och gett upp f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan. Det blir inte sv\u00e5rare med \u00e5ren, men man s\u00e4tter sig g\u00e4rna stilla i sina positioner som \u00e4ldre. Vill inte \u00e4ndra p\u00e5 sig. Sitter ju s\u00e5 bekv\u00e4mt d\u00e4r i sin insuttna stol. Har ju s\u00e5 mycket att ta av d\u00e4r man sitter. Men s\u00e5dan \u00e4r jag nu inte. Jag \u00e4lskar det nya och valbara bitar av det gamla. Framf\u00f6rallt k\u00e4nner jag inte tryggheten i det som ligger. I alla fall d\u00e4r \u00e4r jag modig. Kanske bara d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n<p>Men jag \u00e4lskar inl\u00e4rningsprocessen som sagt, mitt i all den frustration man k\u00e4nner n\u00e4r man vet att man har otillr\u00e4ckliga kunskaper. L\u00e4gga pusselbitarna av kunskapsfragment och f\u00e5 dem att till slut st\u00e4mma med varandra och bilda en sammanh\u00e5llen enhet. Hade jag kunnat hade jag nog stannat i den akademiska v\u00e4rlden, blivit \u00f6verliggare och funnits d\u00e4r i ett pyttelitet bok\u00f6verbelamrat rum i Uppsala \u00e4nnu idag och bara l\u00e4st och l\u00e4st och l\u00e4st. Men livet kom emellan. Det skall man kanske vara glad f\u00f6r. Det har funnits mycket att h\u00e4mta h\u00e4r ute i verkligheten. Men det \u00e4r s\u00e5dana h\u00e4r g\u00e5nger d\u00e5 som man p\u00e5 riktigt f\u00e5r g\u00f6ra djupdykningar i det d\u00e4r igen, och jag \u00e4lskar det allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 varf\u00f6r h\u00e5lla tillbaks denna l\u00e4ngtan. Det \u00e4r en ny h\u00e4rlig dag, v\u00e4rd att flina lite \u00e5t. Vi k\u00f6r!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag kan \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte l\u00e5ta bli att le lite n\u00e4r jag \u00e4ntrar kontoret h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen med tekoppen i handen. F\u00f6rkyld s\u00e5 in i helskotta \u00e4r jag, det \u00e4r n\u00e4stan soffa + t\u00e4cke + bok + film l\u00e4ge och ute \u00e4r det rena sk\u00e5nevintern, ni vet en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r med drivande sn\u00f6 och h\u00e5rda vindar. 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