Ig\u00e5r, n\u00e4ra att ge upp hela projektet, idag lyfter en varsam hand mig \u00f6ver hindren som tycktes vara o\u00f6verstigliga ig\u00e5r. Ingen levande \u00e4r det, bara n\u00e5gonting som finns d\u00e4r i luften. Vore man religi\u00f6s s\u00e5 skulle man skylla och tacka han\/hon\/det\/gud f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r och “det” bland alla dessa epitet f\u00f6r v\u00e4rldsalltet kan jag m\u00f6jligen ta till mig vissa stunder. Jag \u00e4r bara s\u00e5 o\u00e4ndligt tacksam att energi ibland kommer n\u00e5gonstans ifr\u00e5n – just in time – s\u00e5 man orkar stappla i m\u00e5l, f\u00e5r nya krafter och inte ger upp. Allts\u00e5 k\u00f6r vi en dag till och vet ni vad? Jag l\u00e4ngtar dit!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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Vore man religi\u00f6s s\u00e5 skulle man skylla och tacka han\/hon\/det\/gud f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r och “det” bland alla dessa epitet f\u00f6r v\u00e4rldsalltet kan jag m\u00f6jligen […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11770","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":42966,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42966","url_meta":{"origin":11770,"position":0},"title":"Dagen efter","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2022-10-06","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com Jag st\u00e4ller aldrig n\u00e5gon ringklocka p\u00e5 morgnarna sedan l\u00e4nge. 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