{"id":11726,"date":"2014-01-20T22:49:16","date_gmt":"2014-01-20T21:49:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=11726"},"modified":"2014-01-20T22:49:16","modified_gmt":"2014-01-20T21:49:16","slug":"far-det-vara-en-guldbagge","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=11726","title":{"rendered":"F\u00e5r det vara en guldbagge?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/guldbaggen.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/guldbaggen.jpg?resize=370%2C230\" alt=\"guldbaggen\" width=\"370\" height=\"230\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-11727\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jag har smitit fr\u00e5n mina arbetsuppgifter ikv\u00e4ll f\u00f6r att besk\u00e5da vinnarna, en l\u00e5ng r\u00e4cka vinnare p\u00e5 Guldbaggegalan. Glittrande, glada, lyckade, vackra m\u00e4nniskor. En tillst\u00e4llning som f\u00e5r mig att t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 Engelsk socite&#8217; och s\u00e4song. Vi andra, de vanliga, f\u00e5r titta p\u00e5. Hyllar dem f\u00f6r att vi f\u00e5r det. Vi som inte sl\u00e4pps in i de fina salongerna. F\u00f6r inte fan f\u00e5r Hanna n\u00e5got pris f\u00f6r att hon tv\u00e4ttar tv\u00e4tten s\u00e5 j\u00e4kla bra d\u00e4r p\u00e5 tv\u00e4tteriet, inte heller Nils som sk\u00f6ter om sina patienter p\u00e5 sjukhuset med v\u00e4rme och omtanke. Det finns liksom ingen stj\u00e4rnglans kring en tv\u00e4tterska och en manlig sjuksk\u00f6terska. Ingen alls. Inga priser heller. Bara oftast en f\u00f6r l\u00e5g l\u00f6n.<\/p>\n<p>Men det \u00e4r ju det allt det h\u00e4r handlar om. Att dela upp oss. En liten klick d\u00e4r uppe med artister, sk\u00e5despelare, rika och n\u00e5gra kvarvarande kungar och drottningar. En stor massa av oss andra h\u00e4r nere som definitivt aldrig kommer att sl\u00e4ppas in i samma lokaler som det coola folket. I alla fall inte utan att ha m\u00f6ssan stadigt i hand.  N\u00e4r vi gjorde oss av med hertigarna och grevarna s\u00e5 st\u00e4llde vi oss ist\u00e4llet med b\u00f6jda huvuden och blicken i marken f\u00f6r den nya herreklassen. Varf\u00f6r skapas alltid en s\u00e5dan? Vilket behov hos oss skapar det h\u00e4r?<\/p>\n<p>Jag har s\u00e5klart inget svar. Jag vet inte ens varf\u00f6r jag tittar p\u00e5 tramset. Visst, filmerna ger mig ofta gl\u00e4dje. Jag beundrar hantverket, prestationerna. Precis som jag beundrar snickarens yrkesskicklighet n\u00e4r han lagar n\u00e5got h\u00e4r p\u00e5 huset. Jag \u00e4r s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att n\u00e5gon t\u00e4nker &#8220;avundsjuk nu&#8221;. Men jag svarar bara T\u00c4NK f\u00f6r i HELVETE. Bara en endaste g\u00e5ng. Du \u00e4r smuts f\u00f6r de d\u00e4r m\u00e4nniskorna. Du \u00e4r inte v\u00e4rd ett skit i deras \u00f6gon f\u00f6r de \u00e4r s\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt upp i himlen p\u00e5 en plats d\u00e4r du aldrig kommer att sl\u00e4ppas in. Vem kan vara avundsjuk p\u00e5 det som \u00e4r helt on\u00e5bart. Om man nu inte sitter d\u00e4r i aphuset och anst\u00e4ller sl\u00e4kten, eller har v\u00e4nnerna och\/eller familjen i branschen och kan f\u00f6ra grevetitlarna, nej f\u00f6rl\u00e5t sk\u00e5despelartraditionerna vidare. D\u00e5 g\u00e5r det ju. Men du vanlige enkle m\u00e4nniska. Ge upp de d\u00e4r fantasierna om att f\u00e5 vara med d\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r inte v\u00e4rt besv\u00e4ret.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag har smitit fr\u00e5n mina arbetsuppgifter ikv\u00e4ll f\u00f6r att besk\u00e5da vinnarna, en l\u00e5ng r\u00e4cka vinnare p\u00e5 Guldbaggegalan. Glittrande, glada, lyckade, vackra m\u00e4nniskor. En tillst\u00e4llning som f\u00e5r mig att t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 Engelsk socite&#8217; och s\u00e4song. Vi andra, de vanliga, f\u00e5r titta p\u00e5. Hyllar dem f\u00f6r att vi f\u00e5r det. 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