En text blir till en diagnos som s\u00e4rskiljer. S\u00e4ger att det h\u00e4r \u00e4r en annorlunda person. En som inte fungerar som alla andra. Men kvinnan vill bli som alla andra. Vill f\u00e5 medicin, en tablett som g\u00f6r henne till samma, en fungerande, en vanlig. Jag har sett det f\u00f6rr. Han som \u00e4r n\u00f6jd med sin diagnos. Har f\u00e5tt sina piller och nu vet sina begr\u00e4nsningar.<\/p>\n
Jag blir bara ledsen h\u00e4r p\u00e5 avst\u00e5nd. Jag som \u00e4r en o-cool gubbe och inte \u00e4r normal p\u00e5 en fl\u00e4ck. Visserligen har v\u00e4l ingen satt n\u00e5gon diagnos p\u00e5 mig \u00e4nnu, \u00e4ven om de f\u00f6rs\u00f6kte s\u00e5 gott de kunde d\u00e4r i grundskolan. M E N det \u00e4r just det d\u00e4r att jag inte \u00e4r helt normal som jag \u00e4r mest stolt f\u00f6r. Att man inte \u00e4r st\u00f6pt i en standardform. \u00c4r det inte precis just det som skulle lyftas fram och h\u00f6jas till skyarna som det b\u00e4sta hos oss. \u00c4r det egentligen inte bara det vi har gemensamt. Att vi alla \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt, v\u00e4ldigt olika.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
En text blir till en diagnos som s\u00e4rskiljer. S\u00e4ger att det h\u00e4r \u00e4r en annorlunda person. En som inte fungerar som alla andra. Men kvinnan vill bli som alla andra. Vill f\u00e5 medicin, en tablett som g\u00f6r henne till samma, en fungerande, en vanlig. Jag har sett det f\u00f6rr. Han som \u00e4r n\u00f6jd med sin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11686","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":22354,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=22354","url_meta":{"origin":11686,"position":0},"title":"Att h\u00f6ra till","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2016-12-02","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag var nog ganska ensam som barn. Gick sj\u00e4lv. Befann mig i \u00c5kes v\u00e4rld liksom. Jo det fanns kompisar. Det fanns en \"b\u00e4sta v\u00e4n\".\u00a0 Men v\u00e4ldigt mycket var jag sj\u00e4lv.\u00a0 Det var n\u00e5got med huvudet. Mitt huvud levde s\u00e5 mycket d\u00e4r inne. Ja precis som idag. Det bubblar och pruttar\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"20161201_231854","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/20161201_231854-1024x576.png?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/20161201_231854-1024x576.png?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/20161201_231854-1024x576.png?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":15246,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15246","url_meta":{"origin":11686,"position":1},"title":"Solen, s\u00f6ndag och “de skadade”","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-11-02","format":false,"excerpt":"Man kan g\u00e5 och g\u00e5 och aldrig komma fram. Jag t\u00e4nker inte ens en tanke p\u00e5 det n\u00e4r jag g\u00e5r ner f\u00f6r trapporna och det \u00e4r s\u00f6ndag och s\u00f6ndag och s\u00f6ndag hela dan. En liten stund f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker solen tr\u00e4nga igenom allt det gr\u00e5a d\u00e4r ute men misslyckas \u00e5 det gr\u00f6vsta\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"dsc1259_thumb","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/dsc1259_thumb-1024x684.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/dsc1259_thumb-1024x684.jpg?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/dsc1259_thumb-1024x684.jpg?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":22607,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=22607","url_meta":{"origin":11686,"position":2},"title":"Oj D\u00e5! och lite Han\/Hon\/Det\/Gud","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2016-12-20","format":false,"excerpt":"Den st\u00f6rsta paradoxen \u00e4r nog att det dummaste alltid tror att de \u00e4r de smartaste. Det blir varken en paradox eller en konstighet om man b\u00f6rjar t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 varf\u00f6r. F\u00f6r hur skall de kunna veta med sina begr\u00e4nsade intellekt? Japp nu skriver jag, \"med sina begr\u00e4nsade intellekt\", som om jag\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/fb837c2ca3-%C3%96%C3%96%C3%96-Red-headed-Krait.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":51504,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=51504","url_meta":{"origin":11686,"position":3},"title":"Det d\u00e4r magiska","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2026-03-26","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Nataliya Vaitkevich on Pexels.com Efter en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r helkoncentrerad dag \u00e4r jag tr\u00f6tt, mycket tr\u00f6tt, efter att vi \u00e4tit kv\u00e4llsmat och b\u00e4nkat oss framf\u00f6r Rapport. Ni vet s\u00e5d\u00e4r g\u00e5-och-l\u00e4gga-sig-nu-p\u00e5-en-g\u00e5ng-tr\u00f6tt som man blir ibland. Det d\u00e4r n\u00e4r man inte har ett uns energi kvar. Men K har best\u00e4llt lite\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"overworked employee lying in front of laptop","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/pexels-photo-6837644.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/pexels-photo-6837644.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/pexels-photo-6837644.jpeg?resize=525%2C300&ssl=1 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/pexels-photo-6837644.jpeg?resize=700%2C400&ssl=1 2x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/pexels-photo-6837644.jpeg?resize=1050%2C600&ssl=1 3x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/pexels-photo-6837644.jpeg?resize=1400%2C800&ssl=1 4x"},"classes":[]},{"id":20957,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20957","url_meta":{"origin":11686,"position":4},"title":"Projiceringarna","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2016-07-07","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag bokf\u00f6r, den d\u00e4r sista bokf\u00f6ringen innan semester, ja fast det \u00e4r tv\u00e5 veckor till den, men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Det g\u00e5r s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Bokf\u00f6ringen. Jag vaknade vid fyra i morse och kunde inte somna om. Visserligen en f\u00f6rb\u00e4ttring j\u00e4mf\u00f6rt med ig\u00e5r d\u00e5 jag vaknade vid tre och inte heller \u00a0kunde somna om.\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"Gavel","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/2603098-1024x682.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/2603098-1024x682.jpg?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/2603098-1024x682.jpg?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":32438,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32438","url_meta":{"origin":11686,"position":5},"title":"Midsommartankar","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2019-07-02","format":false,"excerpt":"Midsommarafton. Boulognerskogen G\u00e4vle. Jag vandrar runt som en sjukhusinlagd men frig\u00e5ende man. En timme. Lyssnar. Funderar. Njuter av v\u00e4dret. Pratar in p\u00e5 telefonen. Jag sitter i Boulognerskogen. Det \u00e4r dan efter midsommar. L\u00f6rdag. Det \u00e4r massor med m\u00e4nniskor ute. Ett par g\u00e5r in p\u00e5 fiket h\u00e4r i Boulognerskogen. Hand i\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG_20190624_141932907.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG_20190624_141932907.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG_20190624_141932907.jpg?resize=525%2C300&ssl=1 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG_20190624_141932907.jpg?resize=700%2C400&ssl=1 2x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG_20190624_141932907.jpg?resize=1050%2C600&ssl=1 3x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG_20190624_141932907.jpg?resize=1400%2C800&ssl=1 4x"},"classes":[]}],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p68PL2-32u","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11686","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/24"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11686"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11686\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11687,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11686\/revisions\/11687"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11686"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11686"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11686"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}