Man borde duscha. Klockan \u00e4r ett och jag har inte kommit dit \u00e4nnu. Det \u00e4r st\u00e4dning h\u00e4r idag. Min uppgift. D\u00e4rav segheten. Kanske. Men med lite musik i \u00f6ronen s\u00e5 brukar den detaljen g\u00e5 som en dans. Frugan h\u00e5ller sig i k\u00f6ket i dessa tiden. Nu skall tydligen viktrekord sl\u00e5s f\u00f6r det bakas och lagas allt m\u00f6jligt som man inte kommer att kunna h\u00e5lla sig fr\u00e5n att smaka p\u00e5. Min karakt\u00e4r \u00e4r inte den b\u00e4sta och det syns p\u00e5 kroppen. Det d\u00e4r m\u00e5ste jag g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got \u00e5t. Men det f\u00e5r bli n\u00e4sta \u00e5r. N\u00e4r semlorna anfaller.<\/p>\n
Ute regnar det. G\u00e5rdsplanen \u00e4r som en isbana och ville bara kommunen sanda backarna h\u00e4r ute s\u00e5 skulle jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka ta mig ner till sandh\u00f6gen och fylla tv\u00e5 hinkar med sand innan vi halkar ner fr\u00e5n v\u00e5r kulle med hus och allt. Vore rent livsfarligt att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka ta sig nerf\u00f6r storbacken med bil nu.<\/p>\n
Imorgon storhandlingen. Ja vi med lite pengar p\u00e5 kontot f\u00e5r g\u00f6ra den n\u00e4r l\u00f6ningen dyker upp. Traditionsenligt sker den i Edsbyn och Bolln\u00e4s. \u00c4ldste sonen skall h\u00e4mtas ocks\u00e5. L\u00e4mnar l\u00e4rdomsstaden n\u00e5gra dagar f\u00f6r julefrid. Blommor \u00f6verr\u00e4kas till gamla sl\u00e4ktingar. Avslutar med att t\u00e4nda ljus p\u00e5 gravarna. Det som inleder julen f\u00f6r mig. En av de viktigaste traditionerna faktiskt. Kunde klara mig utan det mesta av det andra.<\/p>\n
Men kan v\u00e4l inte sitta h\u00e4r och s\u00e5sa l\u00e4ngre. Dags att leta upp n\u00e5gon bra musik och hugga tag i dammsugaren. Kanske duscha f\u00f6re \u00e4nd\u00e5. Snart jul och vila…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Man borde duscha. Klockan \u00e4r ett och jag har inte kommit dit \u00e4nnu. Det \u00e4r st\u00e4dning h\u00e4r idag. Min uppgift. D\u00e4rav segheten. Kanske. Men med lite musik i \u00f6ronen s\u00e5 brukar den detaljen g\u00e5 som en dans. Frugan h\u00e5ller sig i k\u00f6ket i dessa tiden. Nu skall tydligen viktrekord sl\u00e5s f\u00f6r det bakas och lagas […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11488","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":20995,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20995","url_meta":{"origin":11488,"position":0},"title":"JA! s\u00e4ger jag","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2016-07-11","format":false,"excerpt":"Regnv\u00e4dersdag. 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