{"id":11375,"date":"2013-12-10T09:36:51","date_gmt":"2013-12-10T08:36:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=11375"},"modified":"2013-12-10T17:16:27","modified_gmt":"2013-12-10T16:16:27","slug":"om-friheten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=11375","title":{"rendered":"Om friheten"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Sakta ljusnar det d\u00e4r ute. Klockan \u00e4r strax f\u00f6re \u00e5tta. Jag sitter h\u00e4r inne med tekoppen. Mitt i bubblan liksom. Filosoferar lite p\u00e5 morgonkvisten innan jag fots\u00e4tter med mitt uppdrag. Beh\u00f6ver det d\u00e4r funderandet f\u00f6r att \u00f6verleva. Jag har aldrig varit en bra soldat eller ens lagspelare f\u00f6r den delen. Aldrig ens en f\u00f6rvaltare. Trivs inte i de rollerna. Men visst jag gillar att vara i ett team ocks\u00e5, d\u00e4r kraften av att vara flera som drar \u00e5t samma h\u00e5ll finns. Multiplicerandet, det exponentiella i teamk\u00e4nslan. Ensam \u00e4r inte stark. Det vet jag, men ensam \u00e4r fri och friheten \u00e4r viktig f\u00f6r mig. Jag \u00e4r en s\u00e5dan som d\u00f6r inombords bit f\u00f6r bit n\u00e4r instruktionerna \u00e4r f\u00f6r \u00f6vertydliga och det inte finns utrymme f\u00f6r egna tankar. Andra kan tycka att just det \u00e4r sk\u00f6nt, att slippa t\u00e4nka, f\u00f6r mig \u00e4r det ett f\u00e4ngelse. Jag b\u00f6rjar gnaga p\u00e5 en arm eller ett ben f\u00f6r att komma loss ur f\u00e4llan s\u00e5 fort det g\u00e5r n\u00e4r jag hamnar d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n

Jod\u00e5, jag har st\u00e5tt och jobbat p\u00e5 fabrik. D\u00e4r finns inget utrymme f\u00f6r egna initiativ. Man st\u00e5r d\u00e4r och g\u00f6r det man skall f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 komma hem och f\u00e5 g\u00f6ra det man egentligen vill g\u00f6ra. Det \u00e4r bara pengarna som f\u00e5r en att st\u00e5 kvar d\u00e4r. Man s\u00e4ljer sin kropp som vilken hora som helst. Men inte tankarna. De \u00e4r ens egna. N\u00e4r debatten var som v\u00e4rst om pigavdraget s\u00e5 hade jag f\u00f6rbaskat sv\u00e5rt att se skillnaden i att st\u00e4da n\u00e5gons hem och st\u00e5 i n\u00e5gons fabrik eller sitta p\u00e5 n\u00e5gons kontor. Varf\u00f6r det skulle vara s\u00e4mre p\u00e5 n\u00e5got vis att st\u00e4da n\u00e5gons hem. \u00c4r soph\u00e4mtarens jobb \u00e4nnu “s\u00e4mre” eller \u00e4r det “slaktarens” jobb dom \u00e4r v\u00e4rst? Den som har pengar betalar de som inte har pengar som i sin tur betalar med utf\u00f6rt arbete. De med pengar f\u00f6rr\u00e4ntar sina pengar genom att anv\u00e4nda m\u00e4nniskor. Det \u00e4r bara s\u00e5 det \u00e4r i ett kapitalistiskt samh\u00e4lle och just den delen tycker jag fungerar f\u00f6rbaskat bra i Sverige. Gillar den medelv\u00e4g som vi en g\u00e5ng gick. Att l\u00e4gga stor vikt vid socialt ansvar samtidigt som man \u00e4r effektiva och l\u00e5ter folk f\u00e5 m\u00f6jligheten att tj\u00e4na pengar. M\u00e4nniskor beh\u00f6ver bel\u00f6ningar. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det bara. Jag \u00f6nskar av mitt hj\u00e4rta att det bara r\u00e4ckte med gl\u00e4djen i arbete men tyv\u00e4rr tror jag inte m\u00e4nniskorna \u00e4r mogna f\u00f6r det \u00e4nnu. Det r\u00e4cker att bara n\u00e5gra f\u00e5 inte \u00e4r med f\u00f6r att hela systemet skall falla. Men en dag kanske. N\u00e4r robotarna g\u00f6r jobben. D\u00e5 fungerar det kanske.<\/p>\n

Men medan ljuset sakta \u00f6kar utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret stillar jag mig och inriktar mig p\u00e5 min dag. Ocks\u00e5 jag s\u00e4ljer mig. Men \u00e4r i alla fall lycklig f\u00f6r att jag har en viss tankefrihet och g\u00f6r n\u00e5got som jag faktiskt \u00e4lskar. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sakta ljusnar det d\u00e4r ute. Klockan \u00e4r strax f\u00f6re \u00e5tta. Jag sitter h\u00e4r inne med tekoppen. Mitt i bubblan liksom. Filosoferar lite p\u00e5 morgonkvisten innan jag fots\u00e4tter med mitt uppdrag. Beh\u00f6ver det d\u00e4r funderandet f\u00f6r att \u00f6verleva. Jag har aldrig varit en bra soldat eller ens lagspelare f\u00f6r den delen. Aldrig ens en f\u00f6rvaltare. 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