{"id":10859,"date":"2013-11-09T19:15:33","date_gmt":"2013-11-09T18:15:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=10859"},"modified":"2013-11-09T19:15:33","modified_gmt":"2013-11-09T18:15:33","slug":"framat-alltid-framat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=10859","title":{"rendered":"Fram\u00e5t, alltid fram\u00e5t"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"fram\u00e5t\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Jod\u00e5 man lever. En dag i taget. Mer beg\u00e4r jag inte. Tror det \u00e4r bra f\u00f6r d\u00e5 blir det mer kvar \u00e5t andra som beh\u00f6ver mer. Vi p\u00e5b\u00f6rjade renoveringen av ett till rum idag. Det som vi redan kallar biblioteket. M\u00e5nga bokhyllor och tv\u00e5 f\u00e5t\u00f6ljer framf\u00f6r den andra \u00f6ppna spisen skall det bli. Hyllor och f\u00e5t\u00f6ljer har legat ouppackade i tv\u00e5 \u00e5r s\u00e5 det \u00e4r h\u00f6g tid att ta tag i projektet som av olika anledningar inte blivit av. Livet har som vanligt kommit emellan som det ofta g\u00f6r. Kastar en hit och dit och ibland rakt ner i backen med en sm\u00e4ll. Just nu \u00e5ker vi fram i \u00f6ppen sportbil med ljuma vindar i h\u00e5ret mit liv och jag. Det skall vara b\u00e5de ock och jag v\u00e4ntar mig inte att det skall vara i evighet. Det \u00e4r bara sk\u00f6nt just nu.<\/p>\n

Jag kan allts\u00e5 inte klaga. Kan s\u00e4llan det. Det finns bra m\u00e4nniskor runt omkring mig och jag har ungar som v\u00e4xt upp och lever sina liv b\u00e4st dom kan. G\u00f6r mig ofta stolt f\u00f6r att de lever sina liv just p\u00e5 sitt vis. Jag har aldrig beg\u00e4rt annat och blir glad \u00f6ver klippta navelstr\u00e4ngar. Jag tror vi har en hel del k\u00e4rlek kvar till varandra frugan och jag ocks\u00e5 faktiskt trotts trettioplus \u00e5r. Det skall man ocks\u00e5 vara tacksam f\u00f6r annars \u00e4r man en idiot.<\/p>\n

Ingen sn\u00f6 \u00e4nnu. Det s\u00e4gs att det skall komma “en d\u00e4mp” imorgon. M\u00f6rkret h\u00e5ller oss i ett j\u00e4rngrepp allts\u00e5. Men det fungerar det ocks\u00e5. Jag blir lugn i sinnet av det h\u00e4r. Gillar det. H\u00f6sten \u00e4r min tid helt enkelt. Det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas att det \u00e4r s\u00e5 fast jag kan \u00e4lska v\u00e5ren och sommaren och ibland motvilligt vintern.. Det \u00e4r n\u00e4r h\u00f6sten kommer som saker blir gjorda.<\/p>\n

Borde v\u00e4l sitta i studion hela helgerna nu. Skulle plocka fram fyra l\u00e5tar till innan skivan \u00e4r fulltecknad eller i alla fall den obligatoriska jull\u00e5ten. Men det f\u00e5r bli som det vill och blir. Jull\u00e5ten skall jag v\u00e4l i alla fall f\u00e5 till. F\u00f6resatsen har alltid varit att ge ut en skiva per \u00e5r och egentligen har jag v\u00e4l gjort det i \u00e5r d\u00e5 med “hyllningsplattan” till Lill-Babs redan men den var ju mer i EP format. Vi f\u00e5r ta det n\u00e4sta \u00e5r kanske ist\u00e4llet.<\/p>\n

Men frihet g\u00e4ller just nu. Det ser ut som om det finns chans att vi skall \u00f6verleva vintern. Det \u00e4r bra. Saker verkar tugga p\u00e5 \u00e5t r\u00e4tt h\u00e5ll helt enkelt. Jag f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntar mig inte att de skall g\u00f6ra de med l\u00e4tthet. Men g\u00e5r det enkelt en liten bit s\u00e5 gl\u00e4djer det mig och ger mig kraft att ta mig upp f\u00f6r backarna. Det k\u00e4nns till och med som om jag fixar ett par bakslag till faktiskt just nu. Det \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 bra. P\u00e5 dom j\u00e4vlarna bara liksom. Det \u00e4r h\u00f6stens kraft. N\u00e4r sn\u00f6n ramlar ner avtar den. D\u00e5 \u00e4r det jag som beh\u00f6ver uppmuntran. D\u00e5 n\u00e4r andra \u00e4r upptagna av sig. Men t\u00e4nk inte p\u00e5 det. Fram\u00e5t, alltid fram\u00e5t.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jod\u00e5 man lever. En dag i taget. Mer beg\u00e4r jag inte. Tror det \u00e4r bra f\u00f6r d\u00e5 blir det mer kvar \u00e5t andra som beh\u00f6ver mer. Vi p\u00e5b\u00f6rjade renoveringen av ett till rum idag. Det som vi redan kallar biblioteket. M\u00e5nga bokhyllor och tv\u00e5 f\u00e5t\u00f6ljer framf\u00f6r den andra \u00f6ppna spisen skall det bli. 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